You know what sucks?
When you actually want to do something, but you can't.
It's impossible.
What I did today? Nothing.
Nothing at all except staring at my phone display, staring at the wall and staring at my cat.
That's actually my life in a nutshell.
Funny, huh?
I have to learn for a very important exam I'm writing tomorrow?
What did I do?
Right, I didn't even read my notes ONCE.
I want to - I really want to.
But I f*cking can't.
WHY?!
My head's filled with all kinds of thoughts, yet it's totally empty.
I can't think straight about anything.
I can't concentrate even the slightest bit.
Sometimes I can't even listen to something someone tells me and repeat it again.
It's just gone, even if it was said a few seconds ago.
Even if I listened very carefully.
It's gone.
WHAT IS THIS?!
It's making me so f*cking angry.
I don't want to go through that shit anymore.