Hey, Arii here. This part will be quite a bit more serious than my other fics, so please skip ahead if you don't wish to read. That is, if I ever update this.

I have barely updated and I know that some have been waiting. I'm deeply sorry for this and I have been trying my best but with nothing yet published after March, how could that be believable? Not to mention I made this fanfiction book a year ago. Although...I think you all deserve an answer why.

I have said this before and I feel like a broken record but my mental health has severely declined. Past trauma from my parents, my brother and past foster parents are still getting at me. The medication isn't working as best as it should and I can't help but continue to think so negatively.

The feeling of wanting to be normal, the feeling of wishing that things would be okay. That I'll be able to live okay. However, I have to face that not everyone will like me. And that's fine. I just wish I could accept my own identity.

With the shit I've been going through, my motivation to do my absolute favourite thing has dropped. Been lost. Even if I try to continue, it feels like a chore, a job I never agreed to do but have to anyway. I have been trying to do it for a while and even got down at least 4k words in June. However, I seem to just be degrading.

I know this seems surreal. I understand if this seems fake, it seems like a nightmare for me too. But...this is what's been happening. No content due to my stupid motivation skills and shitty upload schedule.

Again, I apologize for there being no more chapters for a bit. I will still be doing some very late requests (unless told not to) when I can but I don't know when they'll be done. I never will. I hope you'll stay along for the journey but for now, find some other content creators to enjoy. I'm sure they'll love it.

Anyway, thank you for still reading and for the support I've been given from people on Discord and even parts of Wattpad in different stories over the year. I really appreciate it and I love you all. For now, I'm out. Peace.

~ Arii

P.S. This was written at 1 am so I have no clue how this will go.