❝𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐥𝐲, 𝐏𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐮𝐩 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭❞

August 8th, 2016

BTS dorm

↳ JUNGKOOK ༉‧₊˚✧

"New girl group debuted from YG! The members are-" I heard the news blare through the television as I sat by the window watching everything turn to gold. Through the glass balcony, I saw the reflection of the city lights popping up slowly as if lighting a dead heart.

"Yah, Jk you have to check it out ppali. Wah Daebak!" Taehyung hyung screamed as I watched all my members hurry to the couch to see the T.V where the song of the new girl group was playing.

I slowly made my way towards the couch wherefrom the upbeat music was starting.

"Blackpink in your Area"

I looked towards the screen and saw the four girls namely Lisa, Rose, Jennie, and Jisoo.

"Been a bad girl, I know I am."

That hair, those same chubby cheeks.

"And I'm so hot, I need a fan."

The same features, chipmunk looking face the cute little nose, the face I got mesmerized by once but-

"I don't want a boy, I need a man."

9th February, 2 days before her birthday, four days before Valentine's Day. The room started to spin as I fell on the couch grasping it sharply but my hyungs were too mesmerized to notice. No, this can't be the same Park Chaeyoung I knew, please no. I despised the feeling in the pit of my stomach pretty sure it was not from the food I ate but from Roseanne Park.

She came to school on the 10th but never on her birthday or Valentine's Day. I vividly remember that in high school no boy was after her while they swooned over Lalisa, the other Blackpink member, and her best friend. These 2 are idols now which means she will find me whereas I want to hideaway.

But there are millions of Chaeyoung in Korea, this can't be here, right? I searched up her bio in Google- but I was so wrong, it is that Park Chaeyoung.

My pupils started to dilate as I shockingly dialled my older sister's number.

"Anneyong- Jk yah why are you panting?" My noona asked me.

"Ji-Eun noona, she i-is the n-new mem-member of the g-girl group!" My voice shook as I spoke to her running to my room, seriously my hyungs get so interested just because it's a girl group. I can't blame them.

"Jk, you mean a member of the new girl group?" She asked.

"Y-yeah!" I answered.

"Yeah I know it is Park Chaeyoung."

"Noona what am I going to do now??" I asked frantically.

"1st- take deep breaths. 2nd- It is your problem solve yourself." She answered and hung up.

I looked at the phone with pure disgust. IU is so nice and good to her fans but no she can't help her own brother Gguk. My fears had come true, I cannot avoid her anymore.

I slowly made my way again to the living room.

"Hey Gguk, didn't Lisa and Rose go to the same school as you, I mean high school?"

"You will make her fall hard."

"Gguk, were they this hot in high school?"

"I think insulting her will be good, isn't it Jeong?"

"Gguk are you so hypnotized by their beauty you can't talk."

"Guys I don't think we should?"

"Yah Jk, maknae-"

"Do you want Chae to get over that stupid obsession or not?"

"Earth to Jungkook, banana milk to Jungkook-"

"I know-"  "Then shut up and listen-"

"Jk are you okay?"

"Call her old, autistic."

I focused on the screen now, and focused on her, is the same Chaeyoung but a change in demeanour, I knew the cause of that change, and I was the cause of the change. I ran to my room, fretting, lost in the void of dark memories.

I sat down leaning against the door frame as I heard hurried footsteps of my hyungs. The memories flooded my mind, the tears from my eyes fell like a water dam broke and flooded a whole village.

I was scared- scared I can't avoid her anymore, scared I knew what I did to her, scared I knew she didn't forget. "I am sorry Chaeyoung ah!"

The sentence repeated in my mind like a broken tape recorder, the words I never had the courage to tell her. My ego got the better of me, I realized she changed after that day.

I remember the look on her eyes that day, eyes showed sorrow but her face was stone cold, a thousand arrows piercing through her heart.

I was so tired of IU always being a rival in Rosekook stories I made her Jk's older sister. Also, I know this is a bit confusing, I promise it will get better. Just please stay with the story, I am basically writing my life in the flashbacks so it is confusing since it is what is in my mind. So please read it.