he opened it to find her messy handwriting.

she wrote things that he couldnt really make out and he came to that page.

jeon jungkook

plan 01 - get his number - succeeded.

plan 02 - have a decent conversation - failed.

plan 03 - get him to take me out - failed.

plan 04 - avoid him - succeeded.

plan 05 - insult him - succeeded

plan 06 - talk to him irl - succeeded.

plan 07 - make him ask me out - succeeded.

plan 08 - avoid him - succeeded.

plan 09 - treat him badly - succeeded.

plan 10 - decline all his dates - failed.

plan 11 - contaminate his lips - succeeded.

plan 12-

his phone vibrated, the shock of getting trolled not leaving him.

27th June 2016.

yerin: let's break up, jungkook. i cant take it anymore.

jungkook: what is it that you cant take, yerin? i thought we were fine!

yerin: we are not. we never were to begin with. it was all a mistake.

jungkook: what?! what do you mean by ' a mistake '?

yerin is typing...

yerin logged out.

he knew what she meant. he knew it.

and to clarify it, he checked the last plan out.

plan 12 - skip.

plan 13 - break up - pending.

he dropped it.

he had enough of everything she had done to him.

he was so done with the love game and how everyone gets played.

he hated the feeling now that he's experiencing it.

he ran.

ran out of that horrible place with a heavy feeling in his heart.

it almost felt like he was sinking, deep into the depths of darkness.

Though the sun may be out and shining brightly, it still felt dark and eerie inside him, all he could see was a path of darkness.

he ran.

endlessly.

not knowing where he was going to.

he regretted everything he did.

everything he said.

everything he was made to do.

and most of all, he regretted the fact that he trusted her.

he hated how he was just another textrovert guy who she met online.

no, how she forcefully talked to online.

most of all, he hated how naïve he could be.

two and a half years...

wasted.

he finally fell, with a loud thud and honking of vehicles around him.

someone shouted before shaking him to wake up.

but he didn't.

he didn't want to.

he just wanted to die, then and there.

and slowly, he was engulfed by pitch black darkness.

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