What was the start of all this? 

When did the cogs of fate begin to turn? 

Perhaps it is impossible to grasp that answer now, 

From deep within the flow of time...But, for a certainty, 

back then, 

We loved so many, 

yet hated so much, 

We hurt others and were hurt ourselves...Yet even then we ran like the wind, 

Whilst our laughter echoed, 

Under cerulean skies...

A giant ship voyaging down the sea, part each wave apart with some dolphins tails with enthusiastic warbles as the tourist individuals who clamored pointing them out or take photos for remembrances.

Seven individuals seem not to be very enthusiastic about this situation as they all huddle closer to each other as if they tried to comfort each other as they all remember this very anniversary when they all found out about their last missing soulmate they won't get to met anytime no more.

It was a dreadful day to see one beautiful white ring that slowly turned black, showing their soulmate is perishing causing agitation, loud screaming, disconnecting emotion. No one has spoken for a few days, lots of remorse for not being able to search hard for their last soulmate. It took years for them to gradually return to routine and begin moving onwards concurrently to maintain.

One of them suggests Boat Cruise for them all together to give their final soulmate a proper goodbye. They all consented, decided it would help heal the empty hole in their heart that was regarded to be for their final soulmate to complete, yet it won't be. They all went out together to purchase expensive-looking sapphire heart jewelry that represented their love for their final soulmate. Each one of them holds onto that special jewelry to their heart, whispering their long and last proper goodbye in yearning for their final soulmate to hear them and enjoy their first and last gift from them before dropping the heart jewelry down in the ocean, eyeing it sank deep and deeper to be swept away with forlornly gazes in their eyes held different kinds of emotions in them.

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A peaceful lull noises cause by the tides near the beach coast with the soothing sunset in the background cue it is shortly going to be nighttime. Some individuals muttered quietly to each other as they soon started to fill their beach collections up in their picnic baskets or pile on their car they drove down at the beach. Some parents start to collect whining youngsters who don't want to leave yet and enjoy having more fun at the coast.

Seagulls cawing, floating in the skies hunting for food in flocks as one broke off to land on the rail warily goggling at a lone person with (long/short) strand that is gently frittered by the wind, blissfully disregarding the people around herself as that person was sitting so close to the wave, ignore the water splash around her barefoot.

I was focusing on my left hand on the fourth finger that held special attention and meaning behind it.

Seven black rings were tattooed on my fourth finger.

Seven soulmates that I was supposed to meet in my lifetime.

Yet, I cannot because black-colored rings mean they are dead. I can't help but wonder about this non exist soulmates who are alive, happily hanging around me as they joke around, pushing each other causing my eyes to tear up slightly at those emotional ideas that could have to happen if they are alive and well.

Would they love me for who I am? Would they be proud of me for hanging on thriving the life away without them? Are they watching over me while waiting for my time to come?

So many questions keep running out repeat every day in my mind, I was planning on suicide but something has held me back and made me rethinking on my decision about it, surely they won't be very happy with that and want me to live happily no matter what.

And that is what I'm doing, struggles with my life day by day to stay optimistic all day by myself. Sure there is some rough day when I want to break down and scream, want some comfort from one of the soulmates but it would never happen.

"At least I'll have some tale to tell when it is my turn to part.." I mumbled to myself, sighing as I break my (eye color) orbs away to stare at the sunset, dragging both legs closer to my chest to try to enjoy these last peaceful days before it got too dark. A glitter caught my eyes for me to look at the odd color that is unnatural color matching the ocean's color. I thought it was a unique seashell but I was wrong as I pick it up to brush some wet sand away to stares in awe at the sapphire heart jewelry that looks very costly.

"Oh wow...I bet it belongs to someone wealthy who lost this..." I whispered as I continue to look at fragments cutting in this jewelry from side to side. A tiny light starts to grow bright and brighter inside the middle of the heart causing me to pause to stares in awe, watching the light start to get too brighter for me to close my eyes tightly, unable to see anymore as the heart's light start to consume my whole body in sheer light, a roar causes me to open my eyes to grew wider, overseeing the high surge start to flowing forward faster cause myself want to move but cannot due to paralysis numb through my body.

Allow the fast tide to sweep my whole body as I clutched tightly on the jewelry that seem to shine brighter, helping me see clearly through the darkness that tide carried. I can't breathe...

"Hello!"

I jolt cause the air lunge inside my lung causes a cough break through my breath as tears drip out of my eyes, struggles to calm down to turn around to face who speaks to me to pause, eye widen to see a seven-year-old myself stood there smiling at me.

"Y-you...what?" I stuttered eyes widening at my kid form.

"I am you, you are me!" She laughs loudly before a somber look appears on her face as she eyes my soul mark rings along with heart jewelry, "Y/N, I don't have time to explain the whole things to you, but I got permission from Grandpa who allow this. Please look after them for me, please cherish them as much for both of us as I will do the same things as well with yours!" She pleads.

"What do you mean by that? Who am I supposed to look out for?" I asked bit frustrated by this kind of situation yet sacred at the same time.

"You understand when you see them! Goodbye Y/N!" She grins, waves as I felt myself drifting away, watching the seven-year me slowly vanish in the dark as I can help but called out for her.

"Who is Grandpa you mention!!"

But I've never got that answer as I feel so sleepy, decided to close my eyes as I allow myself to float away, holding the heart jewelry close to my heart that seems to warm up my whole body from the cold darkness.

The last thing I saw before falling asleep was my soul mark that start to glow brilliantly white. Heh, impossible...it cannot change.

Dead stay dead...right?

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NOTE: I wrote this out of my inspiration from @Imnotlauriane  book called FOUND YOU, a BtsXreader. It's an amazing book that makes my brain take gear and want my own twist on that idea that I've been working on.  I did get permission from that lovely lady who give me a go on this! I hope you all would enjoying this book too!