So I figured hey! Since I am very much a part if the community I guess, then why not share my full story hm?

So buckle in my friends it's going to be a long one.

So to start my story off, let me explain to you the situation I was in before everything. I was very much a tom boy girl who always got short hair cuts, wore pants and other things because I hated the girly shit.

I had no idea what the LGBT+ community was because I was in 7th grade and innocent as hell. I didn't even know what 69 meant and that's around the time that everyone started to use it and joke about it XD

But anyways, that's around the time that I became friends with Tanya a girl who is...let me just say not shy at all. She was the one to introduce me.

And yes, I at first was very weirded out and didn't very much like it at first hearing what it all involved. That was because I was scared mainly.

So I didn't think much of it until Tanya started to tell me about everything that her new transgender boyfriend in England was going through. I remember it so well, she was so happy explaining and showing me the texts from him high on gas after his bottom surgery and how he explained it itched like hell and how he

"Needed to urgently scratch his dick"

That was what sort of triggered me, made me look into the LGBT+ more and that is also when I found Wattpad. I started to read all about the different couples stories and I remember my other friends recommending a BxB story to me.

It wasn't until about 1/2 way into a year that I started roleplaying on wattpad and I actually roleplayed only girls for awhile because well I just didn't know how to act like a boy.

After a good bit of the year of Fairytale roleplays and exploring other people's individual roleplays I made my very first individual roleplay. I also roleplayed my very first guy. Let me just say I was hooked from that point on, I hated being a seme, but I loved the fact of being a guy.

Not long after I was given my very first chance of roleplaying a gay couple after I made an experimental character for it and someone got intrigued by it.

I remember it so well, they were in a school my character being one that always picked fights and theirs was the charming and sweet guy. They met up in a library and their relationship progressed from there after their guy saved mine from a teacher

Wowwie was the smut interesting for me. I was learning so much and that's when I started feeling it myself and lost all interest and feeling in roleplaying girls. Hence why I don't anymore because I just can't stick with it.

After that experience I never thought the same way again, I would always think about if I was happier being a girl or a boy and after my 1- 1 1/2 year mark on wattpad I made a Yaoi roleplay book and made many attempts at it

Then I met so many wonderful people along the way that helped me to feel accepted with my feelings and after meeting a certain someone, they may know who they are, I was inspired and encouraged to be who I felt.

I got confidence and finally accepted fully that I am a boy no matter what people say. I do get down every now and then and question that but it's normal and everything.

I did come out to my parents, telling them about how I feel

Twice

And theyre still having an awkward time accepting it especially to the fact of me revealing that I want the surgery and that I feel like my name is meant to be Teddy instead of my birth name because that is what I get happy to hear that I am called.

So yeah, I thank everyone that has helped me out with finding this out and sticking with me ❤ I love you all so so much!

I've been trying to recently talk my parents into taking me to get my hair cut in a boy style

But then again I have that nervous feeling about if my friends will accept me or not since I still haven't told them how I feel or anything so yeah!