1.  I actually want to adopt my first child when I turn 18

Yeah, it's early and yes I actually sort of want a baby before 18 but I am not comfortable with the thought of being pregnant or anything of the sort and the legal age to adopt is 18 so that's the earliest id be able to.

Plus I want twins REALLY badly, I've always dreamed of have twins and yeah

Yes I've thought about how hard it would be and to be honest I know it's more than likely not going to happen like I want it but it's still nice to think about it!

Besides I always have Sims to make my dreams come true XD

2. I am an aromantic right now but as strange as it sounds I don't even want sex when I get a boyfriend. Like at all. I don't really feel like I'd like it that much and with all the pain to get through and everything? Yeah I'll stick to my roleplays for sex lol

3. I have multiple big accomplishments I want to do in my life. This is because I believe you shouldn't have to settle on one career course throughout your life and you shouldn't have to settle for the jobs already made you should be able to make your own. So yeah dreams are

+ Get my drawing levels to where I can make my own are and sell it
+ Become a dancer
+ Be a gamer
+ Somehow be well known.

Yeah and I don't want to do college either because fuck it, all the dreams I want don't require a degree and I already do horrible with school now, imagine how it'd be in college. I know I'll disappoint my family but it's not what makes me happy and that's really all I care about, besides you're not necessarily stupid if you don't go to college.

4. I can not decide which gender I prefer. I really really want to be a boy and everything [im always mistaken as one anyways when I have my hair pulled back and a hoodie on]. Like I love the thought of being called a boy and everything. But I don't want to change my looks and I still really love wearing girls clothes from time to time. Like I like the thought of still being called a princess and dressing in nice dresses. Being called mommy when I do have kids. The only thing I really hate about my body [aside from my height and my legs and shoulders] is my boobage and other thing down there. I don't see a use for them and God would I love to have just been born with some junk lol. Idk help.

5. Last but not least, I am a huge cuddle bug and sensitive sweetheart. No I'm not being an ass and thinking I'm oh so great but seriously that's the one thing I think nicely about myself is that even though I'm not able to physically be able to cheer people up and that I'm not Oprah fucking Winfrey but I'm happy with my personality. I'm happy that I care so much for others and even cry for them if theyre upset or something. I cried for my mom when my dad was venting to his friend about the things he couldn't stand about my mom. I cry for my dad because he is basically in it all alone, bringing in money for us, fighting his cancer, trying not to stress himself out, making us dinner all while my mom spends night out with "friends" and blows all our money. [I won't go any further with my mom because it gets more and more of a personal family matter.]

But yeah I even cry during a roleplay if it's just a little sad or happy or something. I love being able to help people and yes it does backfire on me alot because some people won't ever listen to me and repeat the process over and over then end up bringing it back to me again and asking for help. And yeah I still help because I want to, but it hurts to know that the advice I'm giving is either not working or not believed in and not taken seriously. So yeah I'm sweet ^~^

Bonus:
Even though I'm not taken seriously by my family when I'm mad, I kind of like it because it shows how sweet I can be. Also sweets are my favorite thing ever, get me a Hershey's chocolate bar and I will love you for my life, that and comforters and stuffed animals. ^~^