OH MY GWADDDD- mkay, a little dramatic right now but i honestly give no fucks. :/ so; my dad was shouting at me (idk for how long) to come downstairs because it's ✨time to pretend to be asleep even tho I ain't" time.. I had my headphones on so, obviously, I couldn't hear his ass.

So, instead of doing the reasonable thing after calling twice (or longer), he could have texted me to come down stairs.

.N O P E :D

His old ass fucking brain obviously can't comprehend that "oh, maybe the child i have that's always busting her eardrums with the "devils songs" is maybe JUST MAYBE listening to her shit music again!" And that perhaps, he could pick up that fucking phone his fucking bitch "gamer", anger issued, just like his father, BULLSHIT ASS could just swipe on my contact and send the simple text of "down" or "come down" or SOMETHING LIKE THAT?!?

Anyway, yeah; instead of doing the basic thin, he decides it would be so much better and easier to simply rush upstairs, slam open my bedroom door (fucking breaking the hinges and pouring food on the floor that i was cleaning up whilst listening to the music) and yelling at me like;

"YOU FUCKING CUNT, I'VE BEEN SHOUTING FOR YOU FOR THIRTY FUCKING MINUTES! IF YOU DON'T GET YOUR ASS DOWN STAIRS I SWEAR I WILL FUCKING SLAP YOU-!"

:/ like, number 1. 😱 muuuummm! Dad said the forbidden "C" word 😤🫵 (idk why mothers hate the word so much)

Number 2. Why tf was i actually sobbing?? Lmao😭

Number 3. HOW ABOUT YOU STFU?? I already messaged my mum saying that i didn't want to come down for any physical affection from her and abuse from you. And i was cleaning like to fucking told me too? Bitch, you couldn't wait a few minutes for me to not only finish up but take my headphones off before you slammed them on the ground like your King Kong or something?? :/

Damn—

SO ANYWAY:D working on a little goofy project (story-ish thing) that might be able to be posted some time tomorrow depending on what plans are and such!

NOW!! This image is NOT mine at all, it's from TEMU (for some reason it won't let me actually see the order fully idk why 😭) anyway!! I bought these shoes!! There were black and brown, i have a few black shoes already so i decided to get brown bc it just looked so much better!

(Why am i buying shoes from TEMU?? Well 1. Surprisingly they're really good quality. And 2. Although still being somewhat expensive, they actually allow sending to the UK (most places that have these shoes don't) or are over £500... and as cute as they are, the ain't £500 cute :<)

ANNNNDDD!!!! I have not bought these ones, but i am thinking about getting them (or something similar) for a cosplay (unsure who of but it's between:

Emu (PJSK) Mizuki (PJSK)

Miyuki/Emily and technically Aida/Maya (GLITTER FORCE)

and MAYBE Sayori (DDLC) but in an au?? Or Natsuki but in her Halloween costume/cosplay?

Like- honestly, i'm thinking about doing an entire TEMU cosplay and see how it comes out all together- (i won't be buying already done "cosplays" i know most of them will look like shit, it'll be a fully thought out thing >:3 the wig may or may not be from TEMU or an actual wig place.. depends... i wanna stick to it being fully TEMU (part from makeup and contacts if i decide to do so, bc, I don't trust a lot of things to be in my face from TEMU 😭)

Uhmm.. yeah.. might post some ideas and stuff?