It was so far. The day of the swap had come. I would blend in. I was raised to a Redfort. Always put on a smiling mask in public,don't accept no,no is no,there is only one way through the middle,be a role model for this family,make the family proud,be the best,the fastest,the smartest.That and many more were mottos of the Redforts. It was Brant's motto. It was Sabina's motto, and it was my motto. Nobody could change that, I had enjoyed the upbringing of a Redfort.

LB's daughter and I decided to just accept it. Nothing would change. Just our parents. We would continue to go to the same school, have the same friends, and live the same life. At least I hoped so. Little did I know at that point that they would carve out a place in my heart and then destroy me. To make me feel what I made her feel. Little did I know that they would go on and on, driving me insane for not showing my feelings. I didn't know yet that it would have been better if I had just left the matter alone and not told anyone about the exchange at the time. I also didn't know anything about the suicide attempt I was supposed to commit.