The story was created at that time, 2017/2018, under the title 'Rise & Fall'.

At that time the face of my OC was different, or rather there was none, because at that time you could only insert pictures/GIFs at the top of the chapters, not with the text, and the name Payton I also changed.

Some of you will know the first chapter, because I recycled it for other stories in the last years.
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Sometimes it is better to desire something than to have it. After all, it is said that satisfaction is the death of desire.

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▪︎ Mila Geneva ▪︎

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▪︎ Eric Northman ▪︎

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We spend our lives trying to stop death. We eat, invent, love, pray, fight, kill, but what do we really know about death? Only that no one comes back, but there comes a point in every life, a moment when your mind outlasts your desires, your obsessions, your habits, your dreams, your losses. Maybe death is a gift, that's the question.

I mean, it's not so bad, death is always there, it always will be, because in the end it gets us all, doesn't it? All of us, it's part of us, so why is everybody so horrified when they hear me say I want to die, like it's something contagious.