a/n that last chapter was supposed to say a week later but i forgot^^

*a few days later*

𝓳𝓸𝓵𝓲𝓮 𝓹𝓸𝓿

i watched jah act a fool of robb's live from last night, fuck i miss his dick and him but, imma let his ass beg for me, i'm sick of him calling me a bitch and all when i aint.

jahlil gave me dick twice but cleo almost caught us so, i had to cancel with him, and he was so aggressive whewwww bitch.

but now a bitch having withdrawals now, not for drugs but dick.

i groaned as i walked down stairs. i saw a note which was most likely my mom saying she out. i grabbed a bag of chips heading back to my room.

"FUUUCK!!" i yelled.

"i just want some diiIiiIiIIIIIckk"

"should i call jah and have phone sex or fuck jahlil"

i need the real thing so fuck jahseh.

i went in the bathrooms and too a shower with my dove soap. i gotta be smelling good. i shaved my legs and arms. once i dried off i placed a cold ice pack on my kat so when i wax it won't hurt.

after i finished all that i grabbed some adidas joggers and was looking for a shirt to wear.

"oo shit" i mumbled remembering i took this from jah when me him and ski went swimming last year.

i threw on the shirt and headed over for my dick appointment.
i lightly knocked and tried to calm my horny nerves but damn.

he opened the door shirtless as he rubbed his eyes.

"oh, hey jolie" he smiled as i went inside.

"um hi"

"you need sum?" he asked shutting the door.

"yes" i said in a sigh.

"you okay?" he asked

"noo, it's hot" i said taking off my clothes.

"oh shit!" he said, as i saw his dick hardening in his nike shorts.

"jolie my moms here, not today" he said grabbing my clothes.

"jahlil i need some dick y-you don't understand" i said grabbing his face "this.is.serious"

"jolie you acting crazy" jahlil frowned.

"i'm not i j-just want some dick, is it ever this difficult, i mean i could just go get my walls bussed down somewhere else" i said putting on my clothes.

"wait jolie no, a lot of niggas here got std's from some girl"

"fuck it, i can pay for treatment" i said making his mouth drop.

i walked to the door before i was yanked back.

"jahlil i-"he cut me off by kissing my lips.

"mmm" i moaned in kiss before he pulled me closer.

his hands went to my ass groping it as his tongue wrapped around mine.

he pulled away and took me upstairs. i smiled to my self knowing i convinced him.
soon as he shut the door i took of my shirt.

"jolie can i talk to you" jahlil said as he sat on the bed.

as bad as i wanted to say no, i sat beside him.

"you okay?" he asked.

"duhh"

"you sure?" he said looking at me.

"y-yes" i stuttered a bit

fuck

"listen jolie, i don't wanna have sex with you is because...i have HIV" he said making me gasp.

i felt the tears in my eyes as i felt so bad.

"jahlil.."i said softly as i wiped my tears.

"don't pity me" he smiled with no teeth.

i nodded wiping my tears. i gave him a big ole hug and a kiss on the head.

"did you take your pills yet?" i asked him and he nodded.
"does any of your family know" i asked as he shook his head.

i laid down so i could cuddle him. i feel hella bad, i came over here for dick being selfish, i was finna rape him.

"just letting you know jahlil i'm here for you" i smiled kissing his head.

"your like a sexy brother to me" i smiled making him laugh as his head was placed in the crook of my neck.

"can i borrow your septum?" i asked making his head come up.

"HELLL NO!" he said making me laugh.