𝓳𝓸𝓵𝓲𝓮 𝓹𝓸𝓿

jahseh been acting so weird now a days. i didn't do anything to him that i know of, he doesn't text or anything anymore it's hurting my feeling of course, my ass beeen caught feelings.

i lazily got out my bed, thankfully it's summer, the bad thing is i ain't at jahseh's apartment. i usually stay over there and he would drive me to school but nope.

i did my hygiene and everything before going down stairs seeing my mom.

feel like i ain't see her in forever

"hey mama" i smiled going over to her giving her a hug.

"hey baby" she smiled before she kissed my head.
"you got any plans today?" she asked soon as my phone buzzed.

~

X
hey jolie you wanna come
with me on tour

~

"uh oh" i mumbled.

"what is it?" she asked.

"oh just jahseh wanted to know if i would go with him on tour" i shrugged.

"what you not gonna go?"

"no it's just that-"

"girl it's nothing i was asking because i'm nosy" she laughed making me laugh.

"bye ma" i said playfully pushing her before i headed upstairs.

~

X

yea i'll come how long is

from now
till the beginning of july

okay i'll go

just know if i tell you to
do something
do it

okay

~

i'm already regretting my decision

*
*

jah helped me load all my stuff onto the bus, well some. this nigga acting real suspicious all of a sudden, it's aggravating.

i went in back, to me and his room and got on my phone. i heard craig and all of them in front screaming and shit.

"no! now she fine! she got all then tattoos" jah yelled laughing.

"and fuck you too nigga" i mumbled rolling my eyes.
"ughhhh why am i so in love" i groaned.

my phone buzzed revealing skies dming me.

"oh shiiit"

~

lilskies

hey shawty, i noticed you been
liking my pictures and commenting
so what up

oh nothing much yanno
i be bored

don't you date x or sum

oh nah me and him just fucking buddies
we nothing special

oh well then shit
hit a brother up or something
i can give you the real thing

really?

ofc your beautiful ass
deserves the world
here's my number
### ### ####
hmu

~

i smiled to myself before i turned on the tv.

"we going to texas" i heard jahseh in a thick country accent.

"Houston Texas baby!" cookie said making everyone yell gay and shit.

jah came in laughing, sitting down his cup of something.

"you okay?" he said laying beside me.

"i been back here for hot minute jahseh, don't act like you give a fuck now"

"bitch you can get off the bus" he said sitting up.

"man fuck you, yo musty ass" i said as i got my shit, i ain't dealing with this for a month basically.

"when we stop at a gas station get the fuck off" he said slamming the door.

i wiped my silent tears before i felt the bus stop already.

i hurried and got sit out of the room, before i walked past the whole M.O and jahseh just stared me down. like nigga don't act stupid.
coolie came out and helped me get my shit.

"even though i don't know you like that, that was fucked up, we could hear his ass" coolie said helping me carry them in as i sent jahlil my location as i nodded to what coolie said.

"jahseh's been acting so off lately" i sighed as some tears fell. "but you know i really don't have time for that shit, honestly" i said wiping cheeks.

"i feel you, but just give him some time" coolie smiled as i weakly smiled back.

i saw jahlil pull up and i gave him a hug, i missed his thot ass.

"what you been up too" i smiled at him.

"getting my dick wet" he laughed making me shake my head.

"what yo bad ass did to get kicked off the bus" he laughed.

"no! jah acting like a whole fucking...ion even know"

"ahh shit, he do that dumb shit, when he was mad at olivia for telling me happy birthday, he just started being so extra and rude as fuck to her, then that's when she cheated on him with me, but she been cheating tho he just never new until he saw us fucking and that broke him" he said as i made the face of realization.

"oh shit" i gasped.

"everyone think i'm the bad twin it's actually his ass, i'm just a thot from around the block" he shrugged making me laugh.

"if only you told me this when i met you" i said shaking my head.

*
*

jahlil helped me move my stuff back in my room, before he gave me a kiss on the head as he left.

"sweetie your back already?" my momma said coming in my room.

"yes mam" i said unpacking my stuff.

"you okay?" she asked coming over to rub my back which made me hug her and break down. "you still in love with him?" i nodded as i wiped my tears.

"well jolie if you love someone let them go and if they come back keep them and love them forever" she said as i sniffed.

"what if jahseh don't come back?" i asked her as she rubbed my back.

"then he's not good for you mentally, ion how y'all are physically" she said laughing.

"MA STOP!" i laughed letting her go as i laid on my bed.

"i ain't stupid jolie" my momma said slapping my leg. "be careful tho sweetie" she said kissing my head.