𝓳𝓸𝓵𝓲𝓮 𝓹𝓸𝓿

i woke up in jahs arms as he was on top of me, deadass. he likes to lay his head on mine for some reason. i moves his dreads out his face so i could his relaxed face.

i reached over and grabbed my phone getting on insta looking at photos. my hands ran threw jahs dreads before i felt something hard press against me.

he let out a groan moving a bit before relaxing again.

glad i'm not a boy

i continued liking photos as i sat debating if i should go back to sleep, make me something to eat or wake jah up.

his ass finna get up.

"jah" i cooed as i shook him.

"dwayne" i said kissing his lips making a small smile appear before his face relax again.

i patted his ass thinking that would wake him up and it didn't.

oh that's how ski never got caug-

i rolled jah off me as i got off the bed. he patted around the bed for me, frowning a bit before slowly opening his eyes, before he mean mugged me.

"i don't like being alone" his said with his voice raspy as fuck.

fuck i-

my panties-

i sat on the bed crisscross as jah scooted to me, wrapping his arms around my waist and laying his head on my lap.

he act all hard outside but inside he a real sweet baby.

"jahh get upp" i said as he farted. "nigga" i said covering my nose.

"sorry my stomach flipping" he said farting again.

"JAH YOU SMELL LIKE SHIT" i said about to die.

"i'm sorryy" he said sitting up giving me a kiss on the cheek before wrapping his arms around me. "i get perform at rolling loud in a few weeks" he said before sitting against his soft headboard.

"awww congratulations baby" i said giving him a small peck making him groan and fart.

"JAH STOP"

"i ain't mean too but i think some shit came out.." he said feeling under his butt.

"jah you finna make throw up" i groaned getting off the bed.

"i didn't even shit, come with me to the bathroom".

"negro..when you done shitting ill come in" i said as he smiled kissing my lips, running off to the bathroom holding his thicc ass.

after a few minutes he opened the door spraying and coughing.
once it aired out we went back in and did our hygiene but i kept getting distracted because jah let out a low, small groan as he peed. his eyes were rolling and everything.

"you alright cutie" i said making his face turn a bit red as he wipped his self off.

"yea just a pee orgasm, that shit feels hella good as hell" he said chuckling before washing his hands.

"you look good" i said kissing his chest.

"stop it" he smiled, kissing my forehead.

•••

jah fixed his collard polo gucci shirt and locked his apartment door as we left.

"don't be dancing up on nobody and stay with me" he said in my ear as we went into the SUV with ski.

"STOKEE" i smiled hugging ski. " i missed yo fat ass"

"NAWL! I DID" jah said dapping up ski.

"y'all make me feel loved but y'all sum now" ski said raising his eyebrows.

i thought for a quick second.

"nope" i smiled making jah pinch my side.

"damn i thought y'all would be dating by now or sum" ski said scratching under his durag.

"we not" i said shrugging as i felt jahs eyes burning me.

since this nigga don't wanna say i love you back and shit then say his heart is still broken while IM trying to fix it and STILL tryna talk to geneva he can fuck off honestly, that bitch tried to put him in jail and she ain't think twice, so why the fuck you still tryna fuck with her and her ass 2 years older than his ass.

go get a life old hag damn

jah got on his phone, going on snap. i tuned him out honestly this shit getting aggy and old as fuck bruh damn.

i leaned more on ski as i tuned jah out as he told people not to hit him and shit at this party, like i won't beat yo ass because you said that.
after he finished the video he leaned forward and looked at me as i kept looking straight. he sat back sighing.

••

we got out the car and jah pulled me by my waist back to him. leaving no space between us. he wrapped his arms around my shoulders as he kissed my temple.

"what's wrong?" he asked concerned.

"nothing jahseh just get off me" i said unwrapping his arms.

"baby.." jah said grabbing my arm before i snatched it out.

"leave me alone jahseh"i groaned walking in.

•••

after having about ten shots with ski, i was very unstable. i tripped over a step as some dude grabbed me, picking me up. my vison was so blurry, i couldn't see straight, barely at all.

"j-jah is that y-yo" i muttered before i went into a dark room and was thrown on a bed.

"alright imma make this quick" the fat lizard man said.

he had fire red dreads i think.

"wait..." i said trying to get up but he pushed me back down.

"i've been waiting for you" he said pulling up my shirt as i tired to grabbed him but i just couldn't, my blood pumping with alcohol and my head spinning.

"i wasn't waiting for you" i slurred trying to grab his face so i could bust his eyeballs but it seemed like he was so far away.

his chapped lips found there way to my nipple as he took off my shorts.

"help.." i murmured before the guy punched me in the face.

then again and again and again before he choked me, i could feel the tears running down my face as he continued to beat me senseless. he shoved his not very long dick inside me, painfully, making my body jerk before the bathroom door swung open revealing jahseh.

"YO! WHAT THE FUCK" jah said snatching him off me as i cried.

i couldn't see what was happening due to my eyes and one being swollen now as they filled with non stop tears, but i did hear some 'mhms' so jah was beating his ass.

once it stopped jah came over to me and grabbed me bridal style.

"i'm so sorry, i let you out my sight jolie" jah said as his voice cracked.

"shhHhHhhHHhh" i said putting my finger in his mouth. "it's gonna be okay" i smiled.

he kissed my head as he rocked me back and forth with constant kissing on my face.

"i'm sorry" he sniffed, holding me so close to him.

"i love you jahseh" i mumbled as i was dozing.

"i-i l..l-lo-wait WAIT DONT DIE ON ME!" he shouted shaking me.

"ouchie jah my head and i'm sleeply, lemme nap" i said snuggling in his chest as he giggled a bit.

he stroked his hand threw my hair as he continued kissing my face.

"jolie i want you know that...you give me hope, that my assumption that love is dead really isn't, you give me this warm feeling inside...i-it's like this major part of me that never wants to let you go, it's like i'm attached to you...three some weird physical, mental, and spiritual attraction...i will always be here for you baby so don't ever feel as if you are alone..you will always have me physically, mentally, and spiritually" he said leaning his head on mine, kissing my nose.

"that..that was sweet jah" i said closing my eyes as i felt myself falling, jahs voice was drowning out.