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Yn knew that the day wasn't going to be any better than her night. That one nightmare already fucked up her mind, she knew very well that she couldn't control her emotions today.

Going to university had never been in her plan. She hated studying. What was the use of it if all she would ever do is kill.

She was intelligent. That was something even her grandfather had to admit at some point. But in case of study? Thats a lost case. She knew very well that her brain would only work when it comes to strategies and plans to make trouble. She wasn't perfect, no, not at all. No one is. And she doesn't want to be perfect either.

Sighing to herself, she got herself readied. She tied her hair into a high ponytail.  Applied a thin layer of sunscreen on her face and put on a lipstick with a light shade of rose, light red rose, her lip color.  She dressed herself in a comfy black outfit suitable for University.

Yn didn't want to encounter any of the Kim's including her mother who'd already changed her surname into Kim at some point. And she didn't want to see Seojun the most. Something about him irks her. A bit of familiarity and caution.Those dark brown eyes, it was something that caused the familiarity. But she could bet on her favorite car that she had never in her entire life seen him before.

A knock came from the door.  Leading her to open it. And there stood a guy with broad shoulders and hearty lips.

"Jin-shi?", Yn asked.

"Dad's calling you downstairs.", His voice didnt hold much of any emotions. He doesn't hate her like some of his younger brothers, but he doesnt like her either. Come to think of it, the emotion those boys have towards her couldn't be called hate, it should be.. well, hard to say.

She nodded in response. Her plan of avoiding them was put out by this call. She knew she had to control her emotions today. She hoped her friends were here.

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"No Im Not!!", She yelled as rage filled her lungs. Shit, im loosing control. She should have taken her pills before coming down. Well, she couldn't turn back the time now.

She knew she should stop. She should stop right now, right here or else someone might get hurt. All Mr Kim did was ask her to go to collage with his sons. She refused it but this old man in front of her was quite persistent and that resulted in her loosing her cool.

"Dont Shout!", Jin's rage filled voice interupted. He could accept anything but not a show of disrespect to the elders.

"I am not going with you guys, and thats final.", Her voice and temper, barely controlled. If she stay there for any longer, she was sure that she would lash out and end up hurting someone.

"No. You are coming with us. As much us we hate it, Its what dad wants and that's what's final.", Suga's emotionless voice entered her ears.

"And You dont get to decide that!", She Shouted. She just got there and here they are, trying to control her. She knew it was just a small request and she could have accepted it but she couldn't, she needed to be alone today.

"Yn-ah, Just listen to them this onc-", Ms Jeon didn't get to finish her sentence as Yn send her a death glare.

"Preferirei scegliere di chiudere la bocca se fossi in te, mother!", I spat out in rage.

(i would rather choose to shut my mouth if i were you, mother!)

"Yn-ah-", my eyes narrowed and that was enough for her to shut up.

The Kims doesnt know Italian,But Mr kim seemed to have noticed the grief in Ms jeon's eyes. His fists clenched at his sides. His eyes showing rage as he looked at me.

"Yn, Thats enough. You live here with us, and you are also one of our family, so you have to obey us.", Mr kim showed a barely controlled rage.

"I am not. Dont. Dont ever try to control me, Mr Kim.", Her meaning as clear as water, she wasn't going to obey them. Call her arrogant but she is the future Queen to the throne of the Italian Mafia Empire. She's not obligated to obey anyone other than the king.

"And I'm your family? Who said that? Her?", She pointed to Ms Jeon, "Ask her if she ever thought of telling me about you stupid love!.",

She wanted to say more but that would reveal unnecessary information. She took long strides to the main door. She just wanted to exit this place and get some fresh air to calm her nerves.

But a hand suddenly caught her wrist, stopping her from moving forward. She turned around and one of the youngest, Jimin.

"Leave my wrist.", The calmness in her voice represented the calm before the storm.

"I will make sure you regret it bitch.", Jimin said, her eyes narrowed and his grip tightened on her wrist.

"Leave. My. Hand.",  she closed her eyes, trying to control the brewing storm inside her head. She needed a pill. Three at most.

She opened her eyes, her fists clenched hard enough for her nails to dig deep enough to draw out blood.

"Do what we said yn, Come with us or you are not leaving.", he stated coldly. He didn't like her but disrespect is something that's hard to accept. So he wouldn't let her leave no matter what.

Suddenly, she twisted her wrist held by jimin and caught his, she jerked him towards her, catching him off-guard and kicked his lower abdomen hard.

She clicked her tongue, not hearing the expected crack but was satisfied enough by seeing him lay on the floor with his hands pressing his abdomen, he groaned painfully.

Oh how she love those sounds of pain. The urge to viciously smirk barely controlled by her.

The kims were looking at me with wide eyes before realisation downed upon them as the other two younger brothers of jimin came running towards him. They bend down as they checked him. ''Hyung!?''

Jungkook looked up at me viciously, his jaws clenched. Just one look was enough to know that he is the strongest among the brothers.

she couldn't act fast before his fist landed on her cheek. The force made her fall down. she took a deep breath. Now thats hitting her bottom line.

she stood up and raised her fist as before she could crack his cheek, some voices stopped her. One was her mother's, the other four...

she turned around, only to see her friends pacing towards her with concern written all over their face.

"What the hell is happening here!?", Jennie yelled, seeing the red mark on yn's cheek.

''Now who the hell are you?'', it was yoongi who replied with a question. his body on full alert seeing the new faces. The hell were the security doing!?

"We are her friends.", jisoo was calm, but the barely controlled anger in her voice was noticable. she's always the calm one.

She was muttering something under her breath but Yn was too distracted to hear it. Yn stood there dazed while staring at the floor.

her mother. She didnt say anything when jungkook punched her, nor did she come forward when yn fell down. she thought that is what mothers are supposed to do, care for their child when they are hurt. But when she was going to fight back, her mother tried to stop her, as though they are her blood children and not her.

she'd thought maybe, just maybe.. she could forgive her, maybe she was not what she thought she is. Maybe she isn't that bad. Maybe If she was willing to go back to Italy, maybe if she was willing make up for those years when yn lie on her mother's old room blaming herself for being a bad kid resulting in her mother leaving her, just maybe if she was willing to take care of her and protect her for once, she would forgive her.

but she was so so stupid and naive. why would someone who never cared to even call her young daughter once just to check up on her decide to leave everything and follow her daughter back to hell..

Yn felt someone shaking her, waking her up from her thoughts. she looked forward to see lisa holding her hands and looking at her in worry.

"Yn, Are you okay? ", she asked, caressing her forearm.

"Yeah, im fine.", Yn said lightly, shaking her head.

she then looked around to find everyone staring at her. she fixed her gaze on Mr kim and bowed lightly. she saw them look at her in surprise from the corner of her eyes. Especially her friends. "Im Sorry about the chaos I made Mr Kim, I.. lost my sleep resulting in a bad mood.", she apologised sincerely. she know she was the one who started all these argument and fight. All he did was ask her to go with his sons. she was not in Italy anymore, she need to learn how to control herself. Bowing is something that Koreans do many times in there daily life, it's common and a act of respect to their elders or superiors. So she didnt think it was wrong for her to bow this once.

"Yn.. Did you..?", Rose looked at me with pure concern in her voice which made her soft. Just what would she do without them.

"Yes.. don't worry it'll be okay once I take some pills.", she assured and cut her words short to avoid revealing any more information about herself than she already did.

The kims were looking at her, all confused but nobody asked.

Good.

she suddenly felt a shiver run down to her spine and that was when she'd realised, the tiny hairs behind her neck were on alert the whole time the argument was happening..

she looked up at the stairway only to be met with a pair of dark eyes which held a slight interest in them which disappeared as soon as it was revealed.

It was really hard to pull back once her gaze locked with his, but she barely manged it.

Turning to Mr kim, she said,"Im sorry, Mr kim, but im not yet comfortable with you guys so i cannot go with them.", he nodded, probably noticing that the tension between her and his sons wouldnt end well.

"I will be leaving now.", she bowed slightly and went with her friends without looking back..

she never bowed to anyone other than her grandfather. 'A Queen can never before anyone other than the king' he'd said, but this time, she made an exception, just because she was in the wrong. its not like she was the kind to apologise when shes wrong, she was not a saint. but this time, she wanted to do it herself.

her neck hair was still standing until they reached outside in the parking lot. Away from them. And she finally got to take a deep breath to calm her nerves completely.

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What do you think about this chapter?

Any thoughts on why yn felt that seojun's eyes are familiar?

What about her mother? Any thought on her?

Please do tell me, your comments are the only thing that makes me wanna write more.

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