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Jisung sat at his desk doing his last assignments and sending it to the teacher.

Jeongin was situated in the bed, his eyes never left his hyung, looking at his back facing him.

His heart is still beating from what he discovered about Jisung having feelings towards him.

Jeongin:“hyung, do you have a crush?”

That took Jisung by surprise that made him flinch at the sudden voice coming from behind since it was dead silent until now.

Jisung:“what do you mean Jeongin? I have a boyfriend...”

He said with a nervous tone which got noticed by the younger who smirked finding Jisung cute bringing that up to avoid answering his question.

The outcast doesn't know that Jeongin knows about his crush on him.

Jeongin:“before that...did you ever have a crush? in high school, you said you had someone you like”

Jisung stopped typing as he put his hands on top of his lap and started playing with his fingers, he blushed knowing that the only person he loved until now was Jeongin.

Jisung:“I did, he was younger than me and I was never noticed by him, in my own world I dreamt of him every night but he treated me less than a friend...i was invisible to him so I gave up”

He confessed despite the last sentence being wrong but through his high school life and Jisung always wanted to hold Jeongin or be held by him.

Jeongin could recognize himself in Jisung's sentence since his hyung wasn't more than a friend to him and they didn't hang out a lot that caused him to ignore him.

Jeongin:“so you never told him about your feelings?”

Jisung shook his head at what Jeongin asked while still facing him with his back which caused the blonde to stand up from his place and walked behind him getting closer to close the laptop as he put his chin on top of Jisung's left shoulder and held his hands that were on his lap.

That caused Jisung to blush at the sudden touch from the younger.

Jisung(blush):“wha- what are you doing?”

Jeongin was on the urge to try Jisung lips in his but he couldn't do that just yet since it will confuse the outcast.

Jeongin:“i wanna go out now”

He demanded in a cute tone that caused Jisung to chuckle and nodded his head and stood up to go change into a better outfit.

Once they were far away from college, Jisung carved strawberries and dragged Jeongin with him to a nearby pastry and bought a box of strawberry pastries which he ate with Jeongin.

Jisung:“wanna look around”

He asked, They actually were in the mall having their pastries outside the pastry that had a sitting chairs set up.

Jeongin:“sure, how about the rest of those pastries?”

He asked pointing at the sweets that had left and the box which Jisung held up going to the pastery again and brought a smaller box for only two to fit in.

Jisung:“I'll eat at dorms...let go”

He said for Jeongin to sit up and start walking with him looking around shops in the mall and at one point the blonde stopped looking at the shoes store, his eyes focused on one green converse that was displayed in the showing glass.

Jeongin:“they are so pretty”

He smiles looking at the shoes, imagining himself wearing a lot of outfits he had in mind from his closet but unfortunately he can't have them since the agency had already called him this week for a photoshoot where he got paid and used most of them in therapy.

He pouted for jisung to notice that.

Jisung:“want me to buy them for you?”

That made Jeongin look up at him with wide eyes thinking he heard him wrong but no...

Him and jisung are already inside the shop where Jeongin was trying the shoes on.

Jeongin:“hyung...I'll have my salary next week and I will buy it myse—”

Jisung cut him by removing the shoe and giving it to the worker that told him to put the shoes in a bag.

He again ignored Jeongin by following the worker and pay of the shoes with his allowance card that he received from his parents.

And once the shopping was done, he turned to Jeongin and gave him the bag who hesitated to receive but the outcast managed to force it in his hands.

Jisung:“stop being like that all the time and let me spoil you for once”

Jeongin blushed at what he said... It was his nature to refuse since he is dependent on paying his stuff on time without getting worried about it but knowing about Jisung wanting to spoil him made him abandon that idea.

Jeongin:“thank you hyung, I'll cherish it with my own heart”

He said smiling hugging the bag excited to try it with his clothes once he got to the dorms.

Jisung:“let go back now”

He started walking out from the mall, he was walking so fast that made jeongin run after him.

Jeongin:“wait hyung...can we hold hands?”

He said just when they arrived at the mall exit gates for Jisung to turn around to him and look at him with wide eyes.

But then calm down his little heart knowing that it is something they do more often.

Jisung:“uhm...su-sure...”

He gives his hand to Jeongin who smiled and claimed his hand intertwining their fingers which made Jisung blush and look away that was noticed by the younger.

Jeongin:“you didn't tell me about the guy you had a crush on, did you tell him?”

He got closer and whispered that in jisung's ears, really curious if Jisung is planning to tell him if he was his crush or not.

Jisung:“no, I never told him and I don't wanna tell him”

That results in a pout around Jeongin's lips but he immediately removed it and asked him again.

Jeongin:“so it's someone you are still seeing?”

Jisung wasn't in the mood to deal with this matter since the person Jeongin is asking about is him.

Jisung:“can we drop this...i don't wanna talk about it anymore”

He said letting go of Jeongin hands but it didn't last long for Jeongin to grab Jisung's hands again and brought him closer to whisper in his ears.

Jeongin:“you need to know hyung, that you're very special to me and I can't handle losing you”

Jisung's eyes widened for his ears to turn red and blush upon what he heard from the younger.

Jisung:“what's up with you so suddenly”

He turned to look at him for Jeongin to put his palm on top of Jisung's cheeks looking down at his lips as he looked back at Jisung who was looking at his crush with a frowned expression not believing he was being this close to Jeongin.

Jeongin:“can I?”

He asked for permission to claim his lips for Jisung to nod his head a little as both faces started leaning towards each other ready for a deep kiss but they got interrupted by a dog barking their way.

It panicked Jisung knowing he was about to kiss Jeongin which led him to escape his embrace and start walking backwards.

Jisung:“hahaha, I will race you to the bus stop”

He let out nervously as he started walking towards the bus station for Jeongin to follow him, they stood at the bus stop with none words exchange and the same at the bus where they were sitting next to each other.

It was awkward to open a topic to talk about when they were about to kiss earlier.

When they arrived at the university, Jeongin walked Jisung towards his dorm and once they arrived at the doorstep, Jisung turned to Jeongin and waved at him and when he was about to enter his dorm...

Jeongin slammed his hands against the door caging Jisung with his arms.

Jeongin:“I'm not going without kissing you”

He said before holding Jisung by his jaw, sliding the mask down and attacking his lips that he always wanted to taste.

Jeongin noticed the cute mole Jisung had on his cheeks which made him melt even more at how cute his hyung is.

Jisung wasn't believing himself in this situation right now, being kissed lustfully by the only one he adored this entire time made him close his eyes and held the hem of Jeongin's blue hoodie and raised his head a little for Jeongin to be able to kiss him comfortably since he was taller than him.

After minutes of that long hungry deep lustful kiss, Jisung opened his eyes after Jeongin and looked at him with a frowned expression very overwhelmed by what just happened.

Jisung:“why would you do that Jeongin?”

Jeongin chuckled a little as he left a kiss on Jisung's cheeks before saying “you're single now hyung...i can kiss without worrying about anything else and can't wait to see you next time”

Jisung heart skipped a beat very surprised at his sudden change of behavior but what couldn't stop bothering him is “next...next time?!” which he said it with a stutter not knowing what the younger by that.

Jeongin:“yes, I'm excited to see you this Friday”

He said with a smile making Jisung blush even more, then the younger left leaving the outcast stuck with his unstoppable fast heartbeats.

Jisung:“am I dreaming?”

He pinched himself in the cheeks where he felt the pain that led him to let a small "oww" and sliding his mask up hiding his blushing face thinking about the kiss he shared with Jeongin.

He is looking forward to this squad reunion on Friday.