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A week by week and the squad starts hanging out with each other more and more.

Since the dorms are pretty lame and small places, the squad actually starts hanging out at the designer's place the most.

Jisung was making progress at getting closer to each one which he succeeded in being comfortable around Felix the most rather than Hyunjin and Seungmim.

Felix would always approach him and look after him whenever he is going through a panic attack whenever jeongin isn't around, but overall they both had a pretty decent friendship now.

Hyunjin and him would always pick a fight at the most ridiculous things as the designer told him about him knowing who Jisung's secret admirer is and Hyunjin took that as a way to tease the outcast who was disliking the designer already.

Seungmim would keep telling him about jeongin embarrassing moments and would expose him to Jisung who doesn't even complain and like when he hears about his crush.

Sometimes another guy would join their squad whose name is Changbin and he was Hyunjin's and Felix's friend but Jisung doesn't get the chance to talk to him because he's very loud and was hard to approach.

Not until one day,  they were playing seven minutes in heaven and he ended up getting chosen with Changbin.

Changbin:“hey...do you like jeongin?”

He asked from across the closest,both take the opposite side in front of each other and sit in the same position where their knees were in their chest while wrapping their arms around them.

Jisung:“yes...how did you—”

He didn't expect for Changbin to ask such a question.

Changbin:“is it one sided?”

He asked again which made Jisung conclude one answer.

Jisung:“it is...i hate that he doesn't look my way”

He confessed feeling comfortable talking to someone else about it since he never told anyone about his crush except for hyunjin but that doesn't count since he never mentioned Jeongin's name and the designer was quick to figure out who.

Changbin:“understandable”

The outcast looked at him and decided to leave a question from him this time.

Jisung:“do you have someone who you like?”

Changbin let out a chuckle as he wore a sad expression and looked towards the closest door where he could hear Hyunjin's laughter that is a music to his ear.

Changbin:“it Hyunjin, I love him so much but he loves Felix and I can't go in between them...not a friend's move”

He confessed with a heavy heart, Changbin always loved Hyunjin since the day he met him and the designer was so gorgeous to be true with his visuals and talent.

He buried these feelings and told himself to forget about him since he's taken but whenever Changbin gets reunite with Hyunjin again, his feelings will bloom once again.

He's stuck in a circle and doesn't know what to do.

Jisung:“I'm sorry you have to go through that...are you planning to move on?”

He asked, familiar with Changbin situation which brought him more losers than he already was.

Changbin:“I'm trying my best but it is so hard...how about you?”

He answered honestly because not being able to forget about the designer is so hard where he's so gorgeous and charming.

Jisung:“I wouldn't be able to find someone who makes me feel more alive like Jeongin does”

The outcast let out which caused his heart to stop beating so fast because he's thinking of Jeongin right now, with his innocent foxy eyes and dimple smile that melt his heart.

Changbin:“so you'll live like this forever”

Jisung opened his eyes the picture of the blonde fading away from his mind as he looked up making eye contact with his hyung.

Jisung:“it the worst but him not being able to stay by my side is even worse”

From that day and both start being each other's secret safe and they would talk about their crushes whenever they are alone.

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Felix:“Hey, are you interested in going with us to a dancing class?”

He asked after he saw the outcast sitting alone not joining the others and a game of cards and decided to take this opportunity and invite him.

Jisung:“I don't know how to dance and I don't want to be in a crowded place”

He answered, Jisung never tried doing a hobby before and this suggestion sounds a little bit not to his liking since he dislikes being around people.

Felix:“no worries Ji~...the owner of that dancing studio is actually a friend of mine and if you tell him about your situation he'll definitely help you, and everyone decided to join”

That last sentence brought Jisung's attention and looked at Felix with a blush.

Jisung(blushing):“even Jeongin?”

Once he said that, the model actually made a sequel inside him because Jisung made it obvious now that he likes Jeongin and Felix was sure of it 100%.

Felix:“I was right...you like innie!!”

He pointed at him which made the outcast blush and got confused on what Felix just said.

Jisung:“innie?”

Felix:“it is a nickname Jeongin told me to call him with”

Jisung felt jealous, he wanted to call his crush by that as well but he will wait until he gave him the permission.

Not a few minutes later and Changbin joined them after losing in a game of cards.

Changbin:“what going on?”

He sat beside Felix and asked about the situation that's been going on and the model turned towards him and asked.

Felix:“hyung...did you know about Jisung having feelings towards innie?”

He asked which Changbin nodded.

Changbin:“yeah, he told me when we played seven minutes in heaven 2 weeks ago”

Felix smiled and looked at Jisung who shook his head, there's no way him and Jeongin would end up together.

Jisung:“Jeongin isn't gay...he is currently going through issues and he can't look at me the same way I look at him”

He puts an excuse on top of an excuse, for him to not be delusional and raise his hopes up when it comes to Jeongin.

Seungmin:“you're wrong, you have a chance of winning him”

Another voice joined them who belongs to the best friend of the guy they are discussing about.

Seungmin had seen how Jeongin changed through this short period into knowing the outcast and he would be honest that this version of Jeongin is better than the heartthrob womanizer Jeongin or the greedy selfish trainee Jeongin.

Changbin:“what do you mean by that?”

He sat far away from the three and started telling them about his thoughts.

Seungmin:“The way Jeongin treats you Jisung is special...and it would be more special if you start acting all mature around him”

Jisung knows what Seungmin meant by that since Jeongin is taking therapy and only them knows, and it related to his daddy issues.

Jisung:“you think it would work?”

He wasn't sure yet, he never made a move on him before... He always gets cowardly at the end and runs away.

Felix:“just try your best Ji~...and we will be by your side”

Jisung smiled at him and nodded his head.

Jeongin:“Hey guys why are you all gathered around in a circle...is this a secret meeting or something?”

Speaking of which... The person they've been talking about had came with Hyunjin and asked them why they are all in a circle.

The outcast looked at him finding an excuse to tell the blonde.

Jisung:“we were talking about our next step to the dance studio”