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Hyunjin was now currently biting his nails. His model went to change to the outfit he's been working for months on and he was having so many panic attacks.

What if it doesn't suit him? What if the top didn't fit well with the butterfly blazer? What if it won't match with his natural tan skin?

So many questions wrapped around his head while he was looking back and forth from the changing room to the show hallway, he really wanted to win 2nd or 1st place so it could help him gain a scholarship to one of the fashion academies in spain.

It was his mother's dream to go study in Europe.

The previous model returned back from her fashion runaway who walked up to her designer and high five her because she did a pretty good job at showing that beautiful waterfall dark blue dress to the audience.

"Hyunjin Hwang, your turn is up after 10 minutes"

the panic raised up again apon hearing his name being called and then looked back towards the changing room and wondered why his model is taking so long to get ready.

Hyunjin:“Felix sunshine...are you done wearing the outfit or you want me—”

he couldn't finish his sentence because the curtains were shoved away showing his boyfriend with his artwork...the butterfly blazer, the fishnet top, the ripped classic pants along with the accessories that were in the shape of butterfly earrings and gold chain necklaces and let us not forgot about the smokey makeup, the guy's looking stunning and Hyunjin was speechless for moment until he finished his line by saying.

Hyunjin:“—to help you...s*it you look majestic, sunshine”

Felix ignored him and walked towards the hallway where the fashion show stage is held on the other side of the room.

Hyunjin:“wait! sunshine!”

the designer stopped his boyfriend by pulling him by his wrist.

Felix:“what do you want?”

the model was still mad about what happened this morning at the theater.

but they already solved the problem and they are in good terms but what irritates him is that he always fought with his boyfriend.

Hyunjin:“you look beautiful and I'm sure you'll gain everyone's attention by your beauty”

the way Hyunjin had complimented him like that, it made Felix blush that his boyfriend has faith in his beauty.

So he pulled himself up and after 5 minutes he walked out to the stage runaway and stood there for seconds looking at the audience from special guests to journalists to other important people who were putting all of their attention on him but the model brushed all those stares away and walked down to the runaway showing off his boyfriend's outfit like he fears nothing.

Everyone was stunned at how beautiful lee Yonbok Felix with his modeling, that was able to make that unique weird -in a good way- outfit look perfect on him and brought everyone's interests.

They gave him a massive cheering at the end after he was done with his runaway so he bowed with a smile then walked back behind the stage.

Unfortunately, Hyunjin's butterfly outfit won third place but on the bright side he won a money prize cost around 200$ and an invitation to a fashion runway that is held in Paris next month.

(𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕚𝕗 𝕤𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕖𝕩𝕚𝕤𝕥, 𝕔𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕗 𝕀'𝕞 𝕨𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤)

Half of it wasn't completely bad when he got to see his beautiful boyfriend doing an absolutely gorgeous modeling runaway.

Felix:“I'm sorry hyunjinnie...i failed you”

He started tearing up once the news was out ruining his make up and couldn't face his boyfriend because he didn't do a better job like Hyunjin hoped for him to do.

Hyunjin“no no sunshine, don't cry... you did amazing and it wasn't your fault, my outfit wasn't enough to win first place...I'll try again next time and I'll do my best then”

said Hyunjin who embraced his boyfriend to his chest comforting him while patting his hair gently then kissing him on his forehead.

Hyunjin:“I promised you dinner after this, so let's get you change first... you can choose the restaurant that you want us to eat at, okay?”

Felix nodded at him as he wiped his tears with a little pout showing on his lips that made him look really adorable.

Hyunjin:“don't do that face or I'll kiss you”

He said while cupping the model's cheeks who lean up to his boyfriend standing on his tippy toes and left a peck on the taller's lips.

Felix:“just do it if you want to, we're boyfriends after all”

Felix said that before heading back to the dressing room where he could change to his casual attire while Hyunjin, just looked towards the direction of the room with sad eyes and guilty ate him from the inside...

He isn't the best option for Felix, the model deserves better than him—better than a person who doesn't know what to do with his life decisions and future plans.

Hyunjin likes doing fashion but not as much as his mother who was her dream to be in the Worldwide spotlights.

Hyunjin doesn't have a dream or something he's passionate about.

He always did what people told him to do and that made him not count on himself so often, in other words—he's a loser without a target in life, and he tried confessing this matter to his boyfriend but whenever he sees the Australian very happy around him.

It stings his heart and his mind always warns him to not ruin that beautiful smile.

And he regrets letting someone as amazing as Felix -who deserves the best- to be living in a lake of lies and fantasies.