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Jeongin:“what did he mean by that? Sunbei, you have a person that you like?”

That put Jisung in an awkward position.

Why does Hyunjin have to mention his crush? and in front of Jeongin who heard everything.

now the outcast tries to think of a better excuse to convince the junior otherwise.

Han:“yeah, who doesn't have a crush?”

He said crossing his arms trying to act cool in front of his crush.

Jeongin just chuckled.

Jeongin:“then why don't you man up and ask her out?”

the Junior courageed him by punching him lightly in his shoulders.

Jisung:“I don't think she would like me back and besides, she's out of my league”

Jisung gives his reason and also makes sure to refer to the person as she.

Just by looking at Jeongin, the outcast didn't want to ruin what he had with him just because of a stupid crush

Jisung:“I'll move on eventually”

he put another boundary to avoid getting hurt.

Jeongin:“I wish you all the best sunbei, I better get back to my prom date she may be waiting for me”

and with that being said, Jeongin ran towards the crowd until he disappeared from Jisung's sight. The outcast then relaxed his shoulders, letting out a very big relief sigh.

Jisung(💭):«you would never be mine, Yang Jeongin. so it's better if I forget about you»

he spoke to himself while still looking towards the way where Junior went.

He started drinking tomato juice from one cup to another until his stomach started to get hurt and that when he felt sick and walked outside the court going towards the direction to the bathroom to throw up.

Jisung closed the toilet door and sat down on the stinky floor thinking of ways how he should move on from the Junior and just after minutes he felt his eyelids get heavy and everything got blurry so he took a nap.

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“you f*cking snitch, you actually brought alcohol liquid”

that voice woke up Jisung from his little nap looking up towards the door

“yeah, I got sick of the tomato juice they are giving”

another different voice came and that made the outcast feel insecure to get out.

“you guys enjoy it, I'll stick with my cigarette”

this voice brought his attention because it sounded familiar a very honey-like voice he loves to hear.

"come on Jeongin, why don't you try to drink a little?"

Jisung's eyes went wide apon hearing the name and he started getting curious to know what was going on.

"listen here womanizer, we went through s*it get these drinks...come on don't be a f*cking party pooper and take a sip"

he forced the alcohol bottle into Jeongin mouth that results in him drinking a big amount of what it contains and as a reflex he shoved it away from his mouth and started coughing after

Jeongin:“f*ck, I said I didn't want to drink b*tch”

“chill bro”

one of his friends who is already drunk tries to approach him but he looks at both of them with an instant stare then says

Jeongin:“Get. Out.”

he demeaned and his friend got scared and did what he said and left because angry Jeongin is scary.

After minutes Jisung starts hearing soft sobs coming from the other side of the toilet door so he creeks open and looks towards his direction finding him crouched down while hiding his face.

The outcast walked towards him and crouched down with him still looking at how the junior is still crying softly on his elbows.

Jisung:“Jeongin...”

he called bluntly and that brought his attention to who looked up with his puffy red teary eyes, red runny nose, and sniffs coming now and then

Jeongin:“Jisung-sunbei?”

he asked receiving a pat on his head from the outcast who kept stroking his hair gently

Jisung“whatever made you cry, don't let it get into you...you are strong”

he then encouraged him with some words.

Jeongin:“my life is shitty...i— sunbei...why does everyone around me turn out to be fake? I just want some good friends so I can rely on them”

the junior puts his head on Jisung's shoulder while the tears still doesn't know how to stop wetting his tuxedo fabric

Jisung:“if you think everyone is like that, then how do you explain this guy who's giving you his shoulders to rely on”

the outcast whispered into Jeongin's ear which gives him goosebumps.

Jeongin raises his head from the other shoulder and looks towards him, both faces are very close

Jeongin:“we are friends?”

he asked with a broken voice and Jisung just smiled and nodded.

Jisung:“of course we are friends”

now that makes the junior stop frowning and start smiling his heartwarming dimple smile.

Jisung:“have someone ever told you how beautiful your smile is”

He said automatically putting his palm on the other cheek fingering his dimples

Jisung:“it is so natural and beautiful”

he kept complimenting his smile, Jeongin was a little drunk which made him start leaning towards his sunbei feeling overwhelmed with everything the older had said about his smile.

Jisung:“Jeongin, what are—”

his eyes went wide, his heart started beating so fast, and his cheeks turned red because ladies and gentlemen, the thing that Jisung kept seeing in his dreams is now becoming true.

the one and only Yang Jeongin is kissing him on the cheeks right now, he froze at that and didn't know what to do because he didn't count it gonna happen any time soon or ever.

But he couldn't let himself live in a fake paradise so he pushed him away from his shoulders.

Jisung:“stop that! you're drunk!!”

Jeongin:“but you said my smile is beautiful”

he whined using a drunk tone who was about to kiss him again but the older blocked it.

Jisung:“it is not enough reason to kiss anyone on the cheek and you're drunk”

he then helps him get up to wash his face and both start walking out from the bathroom.

[The Next Day]

The next day when Jeongin wakes up and remembers everything that happened last night he mentally slaps himself and thinks of how he should apologize to Jisung.

Speaking of the devil, Jisung opened his room door and entered with breakfast in his hand for Jeongin.

Jisung:“you're awake, here... mom made you a hangover soup”

he put the bed breakfast tray table that contains a bowl of soup and banana milk on his lap and then sat at the other side of the bed waiting for him to start eating

Jeongin:“listen sunbei, about yesterday...”

the junior tried to bring yesterday's events when Jisung felt a stung in his heart.

Jisung:“relax, you just kissed me on the cheeks not a big deal and something as silly as that won't ever affect our friendship”

Hearing those words, Jeongin felt grateful.

Jeongin:“it was a dumb mistake and i will never repeat the same mistake, sunbei”