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As long as I have existed I haven't had a diary...
It's a little strange considering how much I've been through.
I suppose I didn't want to remember or reflect on these events.

Now, what's a diary good for if I don't write down my feelings?

Hm...

My girlfriend Monika is going to Canada for school..
I'm going to miss her....

I really didn't want her to leave.
I'm scared she might not come back.

But that's not true. She couldn't possibly leave me alone for years..

She can't find someone else.

She can't leave me.

She's my fair maiden after all! The person that I will spend the rest of my life with!

I'll have to get used to being alone again.

What a shame..

~𝒮ℯ𝓃𝓅𝒶𝒾 ❤︎