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Some time after they all left , I crawled to my room and sat by my bed and cried , I really felt hurt . "why is it always me " , I whispered while crying . After a little while I heard a knock on my door , I whipped my tears and and said , "come in " , trying to sound normal but failed. The door opened revealing Jin oppa , I faked a smile and asked him , "do you need something oppa? " , he exhaled  sharply and said , "we need to talk " , I was confused and shocked by his next move. He picked me up and placed me on my bed , my uppar body resting on the headboard . He covered my legs with the blanket laying on the bottom side of the bed , then he sat on the bed facing me and took my hands in his , "Y/N tell me , did you really threatened jackson and jb to do that to kokie? " , he question just took me aback. "you won't believe me and prehaps you don't trust me" , I said faintly. He squeezed my hands and said , "I trust you Y/N , tell me please " , I looked in his eyes . I don't know what's happening . " I didn't do it " , I said looking in his eyes. He nodded before continuing. " From how long are you been taking sleeping pills ? ", did he check my room or something, " four years ", he closed his eyes and nodded ," why?", he asked squeezing my hand a little bit,"I- I don't know too I just can't seem to live without them now", I confessed. Yeah I'm addicted to sleeping pills and I sometimes overdose. " why didn't you tell us about your illness? ", he probably checked my room , " I didn't want to bother you guys and perhaps I knew no one would care " , he closed his eyes, "what happen to you arms? " , did he see me, "Jackson did that", " and about the blades and cutters?", yeah he did check my room. "It doesn't matter" I said flashing him a smile , his eyes were watery.
"what is the matter of this jackson and his brothers? " , I exhaled sharply before telling him everything about what happened the day when Bambam jumped and everything what jackson did. I didn't noticed I was crying till he wiped my tears . He got up and said , " remove you uniform " , and went in my bathroom. I did as he said and wore an oversized hoodie. He knocked the door, "I've changed" , I said , he came with a first aid box . "remove that too " , he said pointing at my hoodie. " but -", I really feel shy, "I'll be only in my undergarments ", he placed the box on the bed , "don't worry , I'm your brother " , he said sitting on my bed . I awkwardly removed my hoodie . He gestured me to sit on the bed. I did as he said , now I was facing him. He took one of my arm and removed the bandage the cuts I've made , new and old , and the 'work' of jackson, then he took some antiseptic liqid and cleaned my whole arm reveling my bruises and scars that were hidden by the concealer . He did the same with my other arm. Then he wiped my neck and legs and stomach and  then my face. He looked at me from head to toe covered in bruises , cuts and scars , I smiled the best I can , not wanting to break down . He ran his hand over my cheek and busted in tears , seeing him cry I busted in tears too. He wrapped his arms around me, "I'm sorry , I'm really sorry I wasn't there to save you . I should have protected you " , I patted his head, " it's not you fault , you did what was right and you never lay a finger on me " , I said trying to cheer him up. "tell me one last thing " , he said sitting straight , "you didn't kill appa , right? " , I froze on my spot , "I did " , I said blankly , "you are lying " , he whispered, "I'm not lying , I killed appa. I killed him with my own hand " , I said looking in his eyes ,"why? " , he asked, now he was turning angry, "because - " , I can't tell him , I've promised eomma not to let them know. " because I hate him , he loved you all more than me . I killed him because I wanted to " , I said trying my best to make it look like it's true. He looked at me and frowned. "you killed him just because of a fucking stupid non exixting thing " , he stood up , "are you insane or what" , I can see anger in his eyes. "I'm not insane , he deserve to die" , I said looking down. Just then a shocking thing happened , he slapped me . I look up at him , "you ruined our lives just because of your fucking assumptions . You will never change Y/N . If you can kill him and get eomma in coma then you fucking can even threaten jackson to hurt kook " , he said and turned around to walk out . When he was about to exit , he turned his face to me and said , " you broke my trust " , and walked out . I just sat there smiling , "it's better you hate me than know the real reason that man is dead " , I said .

I sat there for a few moments , then I got up and grabbed a blade and made 4 new cuts before going to sleep.

The next morning , I got up by the sound of my alarm. I did my morning routine and changed in my school dress. I fixed my hairs and hide the marks on my skin with concealer. After I was done I went down and made breakfast for my brothers . After cooking I placed it on the dinning table and went to my room to grab my stuff. When I entered the living room I saw jungkook sitting on the couch , he looked at me. I can sense something bad is coming. "good morning  brother " , I said as I walked past him , "why did you do that noona? " , he asked and I stopped in my track , he walked closer to me , "why did you do that to me ?", I turned around to face him. I smiled and said , "I didn't do it kookie trust me " , I was about to walk away when someone pushed me and I fell on the floor . "stay away from him , I don't want you to hurt him more " , namjoon said as he stood in front of me. He kicked my stomach and said , "now get you fucking ass out of here " , I looked at kookie. I got up and walked out of the house.

When I reached the school I was greeted by non other than Jackson. He blocked my way so I can't go any further , I looked down. "So did your brothers punish you well? " , he asked with a smirk , "why don't you just leave me alone " , I said starring in his eyes. "because you hurt my brother and now I'll hurt you more than that " , he said leaning closer. He then started to beat. He stopped when his phone rang , "hello.... What?...... I'll be there , thank you " , he than ran out of the school . I got up and went in .
The day proceeded as it always does , getting bullied .

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I stopped beating the shit out of Y/N , when my phone rang , it was from the hospital. I quickly pick it up,
Me : hello
Doctor : Mr. Wang , Your brother is awake.
Me: I'll be there , thank you.

I hung up and ran out to my car. The hospital is far away from school so it'll take 2 hours to reach there.

I was sitting next to Bambam's bed holding his hand , he looked at me and smiled , "how are you feeling? " , I started the conversation. "I'm good " , he said still smiling . " why did you do this bam? " , I asked. "Did what , hyung " , he looked confused . " why did you jump from the rooftop ?", I asked . " I didn't jump hyung. Why would I jump? I just slipped off due to my carelessness " , he stated. I was taken aback , "you mean you didn't jump because of Y/N" , my eyes grew wide. " Hyung, I know I was upset , but that was not her fault . I shouldn't have said that about her brothers . I was upset because I ruin my chance . I went to the rooftop to clear my mind . When I was about to turn and get back down I slipped and fell off " , he looked at me and his eyes grew wide too, "Hyung , don't tell me you did something to her " , he said. "I -" , "I messed up " , I said. " tell me hyung , what did you do? " , he asked calmly . "you'll hate me if I tell you " , I said looking down . "I won't hyung , I promise " , he squeezed my hand a little. I nodded and told him everything.

After I was finished he exhaled sharply , " I don't hate you hyung but this is too much" , he said looking straight. " I know "  I said in a low voice. "so what are you gonna do about it now? " , he asked. "I don't know , I think I should apologize. I know that's the least I can do but I have to do something. I'm feeling really guilty " , I blunted out. He chuckled and said , " you should be " , I was about to leave when he grabbed my hand, "please stay a little more " , he said softly. I nodded and sat back down.

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I was standing in front of the bts mansion . I gulped and knocked on the door . After a few minutes the door opened , "do you need anything? " , jimin asked . " is Y/N home? " , I asked him. He frowned , "why do you need her? ", he asked rather angrily. I exhaled sharply and looked down, "I need to apologize " , he was now confused , " apologize for what? ", he asked. " let me explain . Can I come in? " , I said. He nodded and let me in , I was now sitting opposite to 7 confused boys. " so Jackson why do you need to apologize Y/N?" , hoseok asked me. " I need to apologize for everything I did to her " , I said. "And what did you do? " , namjoon asked , "that's what I was going to tell . I blamed her when Bambam jumped off the school rooftop , but that never happned. The doctor of the hospital Bambam is admitted in called today informing he was awake. I went there and talked to him . He told me that he just slipped and didn't do it on purpose . I didn't know the truth and kept blaming Y/N for it. I did so wrong to her. I beat her up everytime I get a chance. I hanged her from the school rooftop once. I even assaulted her. I lied to you guys about her threatening us. I just want to give her the pain I thought Bambam would have experienced but there was no such pain. I literary ruined her life because of my stupid assumption . Now there is nothing that I can do . I can just apologize and hope that she would forgive me. " , I finished and saw their shocked faces.

"what did you do to her? " , Taehyung asked grabbing my collar, he was clearly shocked . "I can't believe what I heard just now " , Yoongi , who was silent the whole time spoke. Junkook and Jin were starring at me with wide eyes. " Can I please talk to her? " , I asked. " wait , I'll bring her down " , Jin said getting up. After a few minutes he returned. "Anyone know where she's gone? ", he asked looking at his brothers. " try her phone hyung " , jungkook said standing up. Jin showed them a phone, which I think belongs to Y/N . "Jackson, you can go now , we'll tell you when she returns " , Yoongi said, Taehyung punched me multiple tines before letting go. I nodded and left. "let me drop you to the door " , namjoon said getting up. I nodded and followed him. " you're not lying this time are you?", he asked while walking, "yeah I'm not lying", I said looking down. He left me at the door before saying, " if I were you I would have killed myself for doing this to any girl", he said slamming the door at my face, " I know", I murmured before walking away.

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They were all shocked by what they just heard . They waited for Y/n to come for hours, a stressing silence filling the whole atmosphere . "have you checked her room carefully? " , jungkook said getting up , "she's not a paper that will slip under something. Of course I did" , jin said . "let's go and check if we find something which could tell where she is" , Taehyung said and everyone nodded. They all went in her room to search for anything that could tell your location. They started searching. Taehyung was searching the drawers and bed , Hoseok was searching the bathroom , jin and namjoon were in the closet and yoongi was at the study desk and jungkook and jimin were searching at other places.

"What the hell did she do with these many blades " , yoongi yelled so everyone could hear. "same question " , everyone except jin said. Jin just looked down not wanting to explain everything. " hyung look what I found " , taehyung yelled and everyone gathered around him. Their eyes widen when they saw the reports. " is she -" , Jungkook said , "asthmatic " , jimin said. " yeah she is " , everyone turned towards jin who was standing a few steps away from them. " how do you know hyung? " , namjoon asked. "Because I saw those before you and the blades and the medicines too , I talked to her about them the night before and she told me everything " , jin said and they all looked at him shocked.

"tell us hyung what she told you " , taehyung pleaded. Jin nodded and gestured everyone to sit . They all sat on the floor. Jin told them everything he got to know. They all were feeling bad . That's when Yoongi noticed something. " hyung , what is that paper near the desk " , he pointed at the paper lying on the floor. "Did she really became a paper", hoseok panicked, " Shut up hobi", Yoongi snapped. Jin got up and grabbed it, everyone else stood around him as he read out loud what was written.

Dear oppas,

Goodbye.  I hope we can meet again in next life and then you won't hate me.

-Y/N

They all stood there in silence. Eyes wide in shock. The silence was killing , then jungkook spoke "we need to find her " , they all looked at him. Just then.......

Cliffhanger 😁😁

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