•ʏ/ɴ's ᴘᴏᴠ•

I woke up with my alarm buzzing. I quickly took a shower and changed in my school uniform and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. After cooking and waking everyone up I went to the school.

I was early , there were 30 min before the classes begin so I decided to sit in the school ground for some fresh air. I reach there and sat on a bench thinking of my past memories , the happy ones , how happy we all were before that day.

I was lost in my thought when someone tapped on my shoulder , I looked up and met with a pair of familiar eyes , "umm, can I sit here? " ,he asked , "yeah sure " , I said looking at my hands .

"I-I want t-to ask you s-something? " , he said , nervousness plastered on his face , "what is it Bambam? " , I said without looking up. "I w-was wondering i-if you w-would , you know -" , he swallowed a lump in his throat before continuing , " be my girlfriend " , I turned to face him , I was shocked , "I wanted to ask you out from a long time but never had the courage , Y/N I like you no I love you Y/N , I hate watching you get hurt " , he said shutting his eyes tightly . "why" , I whispered , "because you deserve to be loved and you the best person I can get " , he said . I took his hands in mine and gently squeezed them , "look Bambam , I respect your feeling but I never felt that way for anyone and perhaps my brothers won't like it , you know , me in a relationship , I'm sorry " , I let go of his hands and got up , "you still care what those fucking monsters will think " , he said in a low voice , I frowned at this comment , "HOW. DARE. YOU. Call my brothers names " , I yelled at him with anger in my voice , "no one has the right to say such words for them. They may hurt me and hate me now but I know this will not last forever after all we are siblings and they'll love me again and care for me. I just know that " , I started to walk but then he again said something but this time louder , "oh then what do you expect me to call them fucking angles? " .

"You know what Bambam , I hate you , I hate you with everything I have , never show me your fucking face every again , get that " , with that I stormed off , how can he be so rude I said to myself.

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I was sitting alone as always , I was feeling guilty about snapping at Bambam earlier, I should apologise . Just then a student came running, "B-Bambam jumped from t-the roof " , he said panting , at once Bambam ' s brothers (got7) got up and ran out and so did I , when we reached sit I saw I Bambam covered in blood lying on the ground , his brothers surrounding him , one of them called the ambulance. Just then everyone came out.

The Ambulance came and took Bambam , everyone started to get back when someone pushed me on the ground , everyone stopped at their places and looked in my direction . I looked up to see who did that , it was Jackson , one of Bambam's brother . He then grabbed my collar and lifted me off the ground , "this is all your fault you bitch ", he snapped, "you are the reason he did this , I know everything that happened and trust me your life is going to turn in a living hell now, just wait and watch", he pushed me again and kicked me in stomach then left me there. After everyone was gone I managed to get up.

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I reached home, luckily my brothers were in their room , I ran to my room and locked the door behind me. I changed into an oversize hoodie and black shorts.

I went down to prepare dinner.

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I completed cooking and was about to call my brothers to eat when Tae blocked my way , "what was the matter between you and that Bambam boy? " , he asked in a low and scary tone. "n-nothing " , he grabbed both of my uppar arm and shook me , "then why did jackson said it's your fault , huh? " , he yelled , "I-I don't k-know " , tears growing in my eyes , "if I found out you are lying , trust me you're gonna regret it , bitch" , he said and let go of me , "why do you even care? " , I said not looking up, "because I-" , he yelled, "never mind " , he whispered and left the kitchen. I exhaled sharply and went out of the kitchen.

" Yah! Y/N" , I heard hoseok oppa as I entered the living , "yes brother" , I said with a smile , "is dinner ready? " , he asked in a cold voice, "yes, I was here to call you for that only " , I said , just then Namjoon came to me and grabbed my hairs. "You know I'm so angry because I had a fight with Jenni today and I need to take it out on someone " , he punched me in the face, blood started to drip from my nose. He then throwed me on the floor and started to beat me . He stopped when Jin oppa stopped him , "don't waste your time on her joonie , I'm hungry , lets eat " , jin oppa said walking out and others followed. Namjoon kicked me one last time before leaving .

I tried not to cry because I know if I cry my condition will get worst but I can't control myself . I managed to get up but failed , so I have to crawl to my room . After getting in I closed the door and cried untill it became hard for me to breath. I crawled to the drawer next to my bed , I was feeling dizzy and my vision became blurry but I managed to get my inhaler and breath in the medicine and closed my eyes , "what are you doing ? " , I heard jimin's voice. My eyes grew wide , I quickly hide the inhaler in my pocket and turned to face him, thank god I was facing opposite to the door , "nothing" , I said but he was not buying the answer so he stepped in but kookie came in and took him. I sight in relief . I locked the door and took out the inhaler, "I have to be care " , I murmured starring at it.

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Kookie dragged me out of Y/N's room , "what the fuck jungkook" , I yelled at him but he signaled me to be quite , "Tae's birthday is comming hyung we are planning a surprise for him " , he whispered and I nodded following him.
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