You know the feeling when there is chaos all around you but still you are empty from inside. It's like you were never the part of the crowd that you considered yourself to be . Or maybe you were never a part of someone's life you considered you was .

Such was the situation of venika . She was in the middle of the most crowded city in india . Yet she felt the most empty inside . She felt homeless because she considered him to be her home . But seems like that too was a dream . She was walking aimlessly , turning where her feet made her turn. Is this how it's supposed to be? When someone you loved most heartedly doesn't love you anymore.

Hurting someone who loves you with there most should be considered as the biggest crime in the world but of that happens everyone will be in jail . As we tend to hurt people the most who loves us the most .

It was almost about to be midnight when advay returned home. He was in a relief on not finding the light's of the living room on . She wasn't awake he thought. Drinking some cold water he went to see for food but was confused when he found none. It was the first time she hadn't kept food for him . Or maybe shs was very angry. He paced himself and marched towards the room ready to listen hee complains.

To his surprise the bedroom was empty. The whole house was , she wasn't there. He grew worried it was midnight and she still wasn't home where was she?

"Suresh did Venika mam came home?" He asked his watchman.

"No sir , she went out in the afternoon with your lunch . She didn't return after that ". The gaurd replied.

If she didn't came to the office then where did she go?

He was trying to call her continuously but it was switched off. He was trying his best to brush off the negative thoughts that crossed his mind every now and then . He waa restless when suddenly he saw her walking through the gate . She seemed so not caring about the situation.

First thing he did was hugging her tightly and thanking the stars for keeping her safe . They both entered the house .

"Where were you venika , do u even know how worried i was ?"

"Worried. Acha hota na agar main wapis nahi aati tumhari toh jaan chit jaati".

"What, What the fuck are u saying? Are u out of your mind?".

"Yes i was out of my mind because I loved you . But now i am in my mind . We can't be together anymore."

"Venu if it's about that night. I am sorry i didn't forgot deliberately".

Venu' how badly she wanted to hear this From his mouth everyday.
She used to love when he used to call her venu . But he stopped calling her that . She wanted to melt down in his arm and say what's wrong with their relationship but she couldn't because even this time he would just avoid it or maybe say something more hurtful which she won't be able to take.

"It's not about that night Advay. Its about every day its about every fucking day how you make me feel. You make me feel like shit every fucking day
Every day you make me realise how you don't need me anymore. Boyfriends usually spend thier time making thier girlfriend feel special but you spend your entire day making me feel Like I don't matter to you. "

"Venika it's enough now . What crime dis i commit that your saying this much ".

"You didn't commit any crime advay. I did and that was to love u . I was with u when there was no one standing with you and what did u do , as soon as u became successful you stopped caring ....no actually you didn't stopped caring..you just stopped caring about me and started Caring about your business".

"Venika you know how got to that point after so much of struggle".

"Oh so that's why you don't care about me because I got u just like that. You know Advay when everyone waa against me being with you i stood be you because i loved you. You never gave me your time,i never complained finally you achieved your goal , i thought we would be happy then . But we weren't .....i don't know about you but i surely wasn't.

It's been enough now . We can't be together anymore. Our love is getting toxic for me . I am leaving you."

"Venika let's talk tomorrow na . I am really tired".

"Don't worry advay now you can rest as much as u want. I will not disturb u".

"Venika ye kya hai yrr . You want my time na .. okay i will make it up to you".

Venika chuckled.

"Make ot up to me . How will you make up for past 3 years of our relationship advay. You don't know anything about me how is that love".

"I know your likes and dislike. I know you like karela . "

She chuckled again.

"You are wrong Advay . I hate karelas i am allergic to them i prepare them because you like them . "

"We will talk tomorrow with fresh mind" . He said and went towards the room. She didn't said anything further because she knew anything saying now would be a waste of time and her energy.

Next morning 🌅🌄

A new morning holds different value in different people life. For some it's new Hope , for some it's just a regular day. For Advay it would be a day to change himself , after giving a lot of thoughts he decided that he will never let her feel like she did . He didn't realise earlier that how he ignored her , how he didn't value her . But when yesterday he said about leaving him , something inside him happened.

He decided to change for better. Keeping himself in place of her he would too felt bad . As soon as his eyes landed on clock he was shocked , ot was almost afternoon. How the hell did he slept for so long? And surprisingly even venika didn't woke him up !! The bed was empty!

Where was she? He called her name coming out of the room but met with complete silence. No it can't happen . He prayed! Storming into the room he opened the cupboard . It was empty!!
Her clothes were gone !! She was gone. Maybe this is a bad dream.
He dialed her number but it said that the number no long existed.

He immediately called Neil. Maybe he knew about her well being. He didn't wanted to miss any chance which he can have to get her back.

Kajal was neil's wife but also Venika's sister. After her family cut all her ties with her kajal was the only one who stood beside her and gave her support. But after looking at the way Advay treated her she wished venika never met him . He knew they both would be really angry but it will be all worth it of he can get venika back.

Both of them were really angry on advay. Kajal even slapped him .

"I considered you my brother and thought you will never hurt my venika but what did you do Advay, you hurted the girl who loved you like crazy for last 3 years , who even left her family behind just to be with you . " Her eyes filled with tears.

He couldn't say anything and how will he . He was mad at himself for letting that happen. He will never be able to forgive himself if he didn't find venika.

After making thousands of call , finding her for a week he wasn't able to find her . It was like she swept in thin air . Every possibility of her being anywhere was tried out but it wasn't successful . He didn't loose hope and hired a private investigator to find her .

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