Author~

He got ready as they have to attend the Christmas party. His parents already left since they had another one to attend so they will join them after that. He was waiting in the living room when she came down looking beautiful. He didn't wanted to look creepy but didn't mind stealing glances .

It was a party of an Indian who was a businessman  settled in new York . Noor's mother was friends with them , so abhiraj mother introduced noor to the people. Some were amazed to see their fav writer , while some were burning of jelousy on how beautiful she looked.

They all wanted to see her dance as the couple heard from sarika that she is a beautiful dancer. But neither her outfit was appropriate for a classic dance nor the venue.

Sensing her uncomfortable abhiraj piped in and stretched out his hand for a couple dance. He gave her a eye blink and a little tug on her hand as she was nervous.

The music started and everyone's eyes were just glued to them. The chemistry was on fire. Thier moves everything just screamed on how perfect they complimented each other. Girls were burning in jelousy while boys mouth was wide open.

There eyes were on each other constantly. Thier hands moving on eachother as if they knew it's way .
A round of applause was heard after  the dance was completed which made them come out of their little world. Noor detached herself from him and stood tugging a strand of hair beside her ears.

They got many compliments. Even she was surprised to see abhiraj dance so well but then she remembered obviously her mother's gene's. Her cheeks was all red with all the compliment. Standing away from each other talking to different people they both shared a eye lock. The party lasted long . She met some of her readers who were just full of compliments for her . It felt nice , she felt nice.

After a long party came to an end everyone went back to their respective houses. It was snowing. The feeling of being alone was overpowered.

(Author- Be ready with tissues you might cry for what comings next)

Noor Kashyap

New York
8:00pm EST,

(Warning- you might cry)

Time passes so quickly when we are in a dire need for it to stay , but it doesn't. It's going to be a year since I came to new York. It's again November . I have completed two books in this time. I guess new York really brought the best of me.

But it's enough ,i am done being here . I am done convincing myself that he's gonna love me . He don't and he never will.  And I don't wanna name myself as a obsessed girl which i am not. It was great being here . I celebrated holi , diwali here.  It was time to say goodbye to this country that gave me those unfamiliar- familiar feelings.

O don't know why my heart couldn't stay still even after being broken, getting cheated it still craved for Love but what happened it ended just being one sided.

6 months ago i did a thing . I made a circus of myself and feelings. I confessed him that i liked him . He was taken aback . Ofcourse!! Anybody would be . I told him no pressure it's just how I felt. My brain promised to my heart that if in 6 months he wouldn't fall for me i will leave this place and move on . My likeness grew into love and my heart just saw the hope going downhill.

You know sometimes I feel like to just grab out my heart and throw it in dustbin , my life would be much more without it . It has just make my life hell. Heart shouldn't be an important part of our body , it just messes with you.

Even after going through so much this idiot is still stubborn . No I am not saying that i had a very traumatic childhood , many people have seen worse . But it's true that Every decision I took in my life has made me today in who i am . The bullies thaught me not to Bully anyone ever in life . My ex thaught me never to be selfish to a point that it breaks others heart .

Tomorrow i am going back to India forever. I am going back in the month i came here It breaks my heart to leave this place but its said that every good thing has to come to an end.  This also had to. Enough of this , after getting done with my book launch i will take a break and go on a small break in a small city.

My heart and heart never stopped blaming each other but it also took care of each other when one was exhausted .  My brain told me to take precautions to ensure the minimum effect on my heart if he doesn't love back. I did but i couldn't minimise the affect or maybe a tine-winne.

He knows the heart is just like that. Even after being broken numerous times by people it still smiles. Brain is scared ki abki baar agar ye tuta toh phir jurr na payega.

I know i am sounding cliché but it's true.  I finished packing my bags and took an outfit for the airport. Instead of going to the balcony where i stay more often than my room i just decided to sleep.

8 am EST

I got ready for my airport wearing a blue kurti paired up with a white plazo . 💙🤍 Before coming down i entered in his room knowing that will not be in his room , i kept the things in my hand in his bed and descendant down the stairs.  Aunty and dadi was crying. I too had tears in my eyes . After consoling them and promising to visit them soon , which was a lie . Sid was not present here . He said he will not see me go because he can't let me go so it's better if he leaves for his school earlier. And true to his word he did . Abhiraj was also not there amd i didn't even expect him to.

Uncle aunty wanted to drop me at the airport but i told them not to tired themselves out. The car reached the airport , i bid bye bye to jhon. We grew pretty good friend.

As an indian it was my habit to reach the airport few hours earlier.
I was sadly waiting there for my answer. Before coming to the airport i kept a letter and a gift on his bed.
Make my fun if you all want to, i swear i never did this to anyone and would probably not do to anyone.
Thd Letter goes like this:

"Before i go i wanted to tell you something You know after my first breakup i vowed to never fall in love with anyone. This love and all wass just a scheme that's what my heart Said but still continued to write romantic novels. But when i met you my heart whispered one more time .

Honestly speaking i don't know what love is , what it feels like but my heart does and it said that i am in love with you , initially i denied but it's stubbornness made me believe. I know I already told you and got rejected but this thing that beats is very stubborn . I didn't wanted to think that maybe if i did a last try , my situation would be different . So to not let that maybe happen ....I am writing this letter just for the stubbornness of my heart and taking precautions as my brain said .

I felt like standing face to face would break me more if i got rejected so my brain suggested this idea.

If you feel the same for me then do come to the airport it's still 3 hours for my flight  i am waiting and if not..... Then sorry. 
🙂

Find a great girl and Marry her . Here's a gift for you , i know you can't sleep at night so here's the collection of songs that will hell u sleep as it did to me . Be Well.

- Noor(light)

2 hrs passed i kept on waiting in a hope that he will come . My brain already knew that he will not but my heart just wasn't ready to accept it .
It takes longer for your heart to accept what your brain already knows.

The flight announcement was done . I still just kept my eyes on the gate Hoping he would come. ..

'wo nahi ayega noor , pyar itni jaldi nahi hota use nahi hain tujhse pyar '. My brain said .

My heart was still thinking of different things that could have happened. Maybe he didn't read the letter yet .

There was another announcement i wore my shades and 😷 mask  amd made my way .

(Play 🎶 manchala from Hasee toh phasee)

My eyes started their job. I scolded myself , i already knew somewhere he would not have love me then why am i crying. Zaroori toh nahi na jinse hum pyar kare wo humse wapas pyar kare .

Maybe meri kismat mein pyar likha hi nahi hain. My face was covered up with shades and Mask but my heart was bare and bruised badly.

Author'~

She went in the washroom and scolded herself. Her eyes were blood red , her tear strained face said a thousand words. She wiped her tears and decided to not cry anymore she even slapped herself to Stop acting pathetic which worked after her first breakup but this time ot didn't.

After coming back to her seat she kept her head on the window. For the first time in her life she Liked the fact that she had the window seat on a plane.

Maybe brain wasn't able to save heart from the damage. Maybe this was destined to happen , maybe they weren't meant for each other.

Her adventurous life came to an end when her flight landed on her homeland. She drop a message to her aunty saying she safely landed and hailed a taxi back home. Her face was bad. It was midnight . The city was looking beautiful in the night light but it still looked dull to her . The moon seemed more lonlier today , the stars didn't shine enough.

The taxi stopped letting her know that she is back in her original world. Ringing the doorbell , she waited. The door opened she made her way . Her mother hugged her , the eyes started again feeling the warmth of someone know.

"I didn't know my bacha missed me ".
Her mother wiping her tears but they kept on coming.

We both went back to sleep in our respective room. The bags still lied in the living room. Opening the balcony door i felt the Delhi winters breeze . It felt know or unknown she doesn't know that.

"Do people fall in love with things/people they can't have?"

- Always

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I cried a lot... Bechari meri noor.

Can't even blame abhiraj... blame me i am responsible for this . The story will soon end . Just one-two chapters more until new story.

And i am sorry guys for this delay. College is just sucking my blood . The word college sounds so foreign nowadays. But uski bhi aadat ho jayegi. Thank you everyone who wished me luck for my new journey .

Luv u all . Muhha

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