Noor Kashyap

Noor get a hold of yourself. And stop acting like an idiot which you are but it's not mandatory to show people your idiotness, wait is that even a word.  Shut up!!

Manti hu banda hot hain , gentlemen hain but teri bhi koi id hain na. You can't fall for anyone so easily , itni aasani se nhi.  (I know the guy is hot and a gentleman but you can't fall for someone so easily)

"Stop being a fucking pervert". I scolded my friend.

"Yrr tu pagal hain . He is so hot, i am ready to be a pervert , if my boss is this hot" she again started ogling at him .
God knows why i didn't like her staring at him .

"Miss garg welcome to the new York office" . We heard abhiraj's voice. Bass yahi baki tha .

"Thank you mr knight". She said amd looked at me with a proud smile.

Sonia garg is my friend from college. She did her studies and fortunately got the job in London . And the company she was working for was a branch of knight industry in London. Now She was shifted to the head branch which is here . Her work starts after the holidays , she just stopped by the company to say hi.

And it was just today i got to know about that. It's been one week since he is back and five days since i am working as his secretary. Yess... Uncle really wanted me to be his acting secretary and i just couldn't say no . Well the company pays me well , so it's not a problem , i can save up to spend some money in future and also i am writing pretty well .

I am thinking of taking a break after everything is done with my current book. About him in this week we hardly had any talk, just all professional. And he is not on my mind these days which is a good thing, i really need to get this whatever happening inside me out.

It will be Holidays from tomorrow. It will be my first time celebrating Christmas in a big way and in a big country. Christmas here feels different. But sometimes it feels lonely.  It always did but it's just that maybe today i am admitting it . A very melancholic feeling.

I reached home . HOME . Another thing that surprised me waa that i started feeling home here , not just feeling I started calling it home. It feels here more than my actual home . Maybe because my parents never had time for me but i glad that they are sparing time for choti.

When i was born my mum's career was at its peak maybe that's why they couldn't love me that way . As i grew up i started finding love in another person and to my luck even that bastard betrayed me .

"Sis look at this . I got new video game let's play" sid  came running into my room as i opened the door.

Another happy thing in this life is sid . He's  literally everywhere. Sis this sis that. This little guy sometimes become a devil and sometimes does the most mischievous things .

"Okay let's go in the drawing room".
I said and he happily ran . 

We started playing our video game. And I won . I always win , these video games are my favorite time pass.

"Oh sis can't you let me win ones". He whined like a kid .

"Earn your win little guy". It was abhiraj , he stood beside the big couch in the living room in his pj's . Wait when did he come.

"Hmph you are saying as if you will win ". Sid said in an annoyed tone.  He was angry on him as abhiraj betrayed and told aunty about his surprise test marks.  Sid got a hell lot of scoldings from aunty and uncle both.

So that's why this little guy is angry.

"Done.  If i win you will talk to me again". Abhiraj said stretching his hand for a handshake

"Deal"

God why is he dragging me in the middle.

"Sis . Comon make him loose this game"

As he sat close to me i got nervous like really nervous. I was winning but then I slowed down and let him win . It's festival and these two cuties fighting is not right!!

Showing my greatness 😌 as great i am i let him win.

Sid was sad but atlast talked to him. I excused myself and went to the balcony to get some fresh cold air . There is something different in winters air . It was snowing stretching my hand i let my hand feels the soft snow

Abhiraj Christopher knight

I stood behind the door and watched her as she was playing with snow. She is different with all the different types of girl i have met . I haven't had much experienced but still she feels different.

Even today she let me win deliberately. She could have easily won but she let me win . Yeah!! I noticed , i am not that void of my surroundings.

I just knocked on the door when i Heard mum Calling us for dinner. She turned and i just opened the door and Said the dinner is ready . She nodded and i went away.

We had our dinner with lots of talking. Tomorrow is Christmas.  The holidays started , mom and dad will have to attend few Christmas and New year parties too.  Even i have too. God these parties bore me to death but we can't skip it .

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I was watching some Netflix it was midnight and god knows why i wasn't sleepy . It was snowing. Opening the balcony door ,  a cold wind hit me it send shivers down my spine . I hardly open the balcony  and  Damn it's too cold out here . I looked down and there was no one.

And then i looked beside me.  The view shocked me , this girl was sitting on the chair typing something on her macbook. Does she have any heater installed in her body or what . Everytime she just keep on gazing outside And that too in this cold .

I just moved close to her balcony. The space wasn't too much.

"Hii" i said grabbing her attention cause she was too busy in typing.

"Hey" she said back.

"Couldnt sleep".

"No , the weather is getting too pretty to sleep , you couldn't sleep too?"

"Yeah ... Not sleepy".

"Wait for me " she said keeping her macbook on the table and went away.

Where did she go ?

I waited for a few minutes when i Heard a knock on my door. There she was standing in her cute pj with two mug in her hand. It was coffee and mind you it was tasty.

"Here " she handed me a mug and was about to leave when i stopped her .

"Let's have this together" . She was hesitant at first but then she agreed.

"So tell me something about yourself". I said as we sat in the balcony.

"You already know about me . Everything that was to be said i already did when we first met " .

"You being a writer just have this much of story , I don't believe it".

"And why is that".

"I have started reading your books , it's amazing , the feelings that you have mentioned is not something that comes just like that. "

"A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies. The man who never reads lives only one.” ~ George R.R. Martin . Have you heard of this quote".

I nodded.

"It's goes same for us writers. We give birth to new characters , before presenting it to the readers we imagine ourselves in that place , like when they break up what are the emotions that both will feel. Without being in a relationship you have to delivere that feel to readers.

For me i have worked with several area , did numerous amount of part time jobs . That helped me discover people , thier nature, the way of living. That makes me wanting to inculcate that characters in my book . I am not talking about other writers. This is what i feel when i am writing."

She completed and i just kept looking at her . How easily she explained her attachment, her feelings.

"You know you are different right?"

"Hmm hmm i know everyone is different amd i am no exception". I Chuckled how simply did she say that.

"It's my first time talking to a writer. It feels like you see the world with a whole different view. "

"Everyone does.  Some sees this as a beautiful place while some just wants to get out as soon as possible."

"I have never heard such deep talks in my 29 year's of existence"

"Even i didn't" she said and we both brusted out laughing.

"So any girlfriends?" She asked

" Had a few during college but nothing serious". I answered honestly.

"You?"

"Had one in college but got cheated". She said plainly.

"I am sorry".

"Why are u sorry? I am glad he did, o got to know at that time what actually type of people are present are , that was my first big lesson on life ".

"You don't deserved it ".

"Who knows maybe i did ?"

"If you don't mind sharing it with me . Only if you don't mind".

"No i don't. It gives no pain now thinking about it .

There was this boy i was in love with during college. I was more than half way to finish a story. I decided to take part in a writing competition where we have to write a book and the best one will get a chance to debut as a writer.
There was the same book submitted in the competition with some other person name which i wasn't aware. I was blamed for stealing someone's work and writing it under my name.
I couldn't do anything , my draft from the laptop, the pages all were gone. It was like that book never existed with me and that all was done by my so called boyfriend.

He stole my work and got it under his name without my knowledge. I realised he never loved me . I was broken but then it made me grew stronger. I came back with a new book debuted as a writer and made him regret his existence . "

A drop of tear came out of her eyes. I was speechless , she went through so much yet so strong. I gave her hand a little squeeze amd she smiled. I thought of an Idea.

I knelt down infront of her and stretched my arm.

"May i have the pleasure to get a chance to attend the Christmas party with you". I asked bowing ny head in a filmy style.

"Abhiraj no . How can I? I don't know anyone there ".

"You know me na "
She nodded.

"Then that's enough. And also you are ny secretary but tomorrow you will accompany me as my friend".

"Friend?"

"Yes friend. I know you, you know me we can be friends right?".

I asked a little hesitant nit knowing what would be her answer. Will she accepts my friendship or reject it . Of it will be a rejection then Abhiraj Christopher knight get ready for your first rejection of your life .

"Okay".

"Okay" i repeated not able to believe my ears .

I just hugged her and said "you are a beautiful soul noor, merry Christmas".

She wished me back and then We retired to our rooms

"Time changes feelings
Feelings changes priority
Priority changes life''
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Published- 14/7/22
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