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Dil hanste hanste ro pada
Dard aansuon mein hai badha
Dil hanste hanste ro pada
Dard aansuon mein hai badha...

Tooti sabse hai yaari
Main toh zindagi se haari
Gayi saanson ko dukha ke kahan pe ye hawa...

Kyun Rabba iss qadar todeya ve
Ki ik tukda na chhodeya
Dhadakne ke liye dhadkano mein
Kuch na bacha
Kyun Rabba iss qadar todeya ve
Ki ik tukda na chhodeya
Dhadakne ke liye dhadkano mein
Kuch na bacha....

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The flashback continues:

She was happy, her day was passing well but seems like it was all soon going to be all melancholic in her life.
It was time for thier next class when the one she didn't expected entered.

Her eyes and mouth both got widened simultaneously. From her face it was visible that she wasn't expecting him .
But it was her bad luck . Upon realisation hitting her shw hid herself behind the book . It was her only support system for now .

"Sivi i am doomed he is a professor here ". I said looking at her .

"Tani tu toh gayi ". Shd scared me more. (Tanya you are gone)

"Hey shivji aaj bachalo "  i prayed. (God save me )

"Agar aaj bacha liya toh bhi kya hoga tujhe toh inko roz hi dekhna hoga ". She is scaring the shit out of me .(Even if he saves you today , it will be of no use as you have to face him everyday)

"Point ."

"Do one after the class ends go to him and tell him that it was all a dare . "  She said

"If he complains to the principal then  " .

"Phir toh pehle din hi tere haat mein restriction letter hoga " . ( Then the very first day of your college and you will be handed a restriction letter)

"Subh subh bol" .( Don't say that)

"Can u Both pay attention here ?"  We heard a voice.

And my worst nightmare it was him . We stopped talking and started focusing.

What a first day man ?

After the class ended i ran behind him and told him that it was a dare to which he replied.

"It's ok" . I was ready for some scoldings but all he said was its ok .
But still what if he complaint to the principal . So clearing my doubt I asked him "sir you will not complain  to the dean na "

"Well that depends on your class behaviour, so behave during class ".

"Yes sir ".

"Good now go back".

"Thank you sir and sorry sir ."

Saying this i went from there . It was strange he didn't complained , Since that day i started feeling something. Was it bad to have a crush on your teacher? His every move did something to my heart . It never beats so fast but it goes crazy near him .
Kuch kuch hota hain dost tum log nahi shamjoge!! He was strict but still his smile just make my day.  In his every class i kept staring at him . If i would have stared my books during that time i would have been the topper.

Flashback ends .

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That was a day and now today . He was a mere crush to me and now he is my husband.  Our marriage was arranged.  Our parents meet us up and we talked to each other. Although i was not ready to get married but my parents were like the rishta is really good and getting married to your crush is a longtime dream,  but still i was a student and he was a teacher it would get akward when people gets to know so we decided to keep it a secret.

After our meet up in the next 2 months we got married. I am in 3rd year.

I came out of my thought when i heard the bell ring. I ran down to open. It was already late in the afternoon.  He went to freshen up while i started cooking. He came out all freshen up in a tee and sweatpants.

"Today you got scolded from triphati sir again. "

"It wasn't my fault. He tends to scold me in every single thing ."

"That's why I said to focus on your studies tanya " .he shouted. He seems frustrated today since the time he was back. I flinched as he shouts.

"I told you thousands Time to focus but you don't . " He again shouted and i instantly hugged him . In a period of four months i got to know that he doesn't get frustrated or angry easily but when he gets its for a bigger reason.

It wasn't the first time he snapped it was the second. I hugged him and he hugged me back tightly. He picked me and made me comfortable by making me sit on his lap. And rested his head on my chest hugging me tightly . I keep caresing his hair .
After a few minutes when I felt him relaxed he whispered.

"I lost it " . It was a mere whisper but I heard him . He lost his patient. Its the biggest loss in a doctor's life . They try our best to save them but if they fail they feels really bad . And yash does everything in his life to save them .

We made our way to the couch and he lied on me . Tucking his face on my chest. We might have not said ' I love you' but our actions proved a lot more than that. We have a comfort that we share  together and I don't think i had that with anyone.



Talking to each other about everything is just a blessing. Talking and working thing's out tog
ether does magic to a relationship.
It was dinner time we eat and then slept cuddling together. 

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Well today was something different, he didn't seem his usual self. We went to the college . I have to submit an assignment today to him , some more students had to and the responsibility was given to me but today i didn't have his class , so i had to take long walk to his cabin to submit them .

As soon as reached, the door was slightly opened so i decided to enter without the knock but scene infront of me shocked to the core . A girl was on her knees infront of me " i love you" she said to which he replied "i love you too". And they both hugged each other. My world seem to Crumble down .

He love someone else . But what was that we share .  I ran away from there  . I continued the classes like a lifeless person. I really didn't had any life left inside me . He didn't love me , he never did .

Was i fool? Obviously i was . Wait it's all my fault . He never said that he loves me . I assumed all this on my own . I assumed that he loved me . I was wrong not him .

I walked out of college without waiting for him. Walking aimlessly don't know where .

I am walking for so long when i saw a park and ended up sitting there . The weather seems bad . It strated raining. Today i am not the only one crying The sky is crying along with me  . The rain is helping me let out my tears . No one is here i am all alone. There was thunderstorms.
I remembered once he asked me a question that
Why do you like thunderstorms?
And i answered.
~ Because they shows that even Nature needs to scream sometimes.

I again cried. Aimlessly sitting there a lot of time passed away .  When i felt content i decided to go home . My phone died .

I took a ricksaw and gave him money which was all wet but still he took it . I guess seeing me like this he thaught me as someone crazy .

I rang the doorbell and I heard a sound of him running. And the door opened widely revealing a very messy yash . His hair was not well combed, it was messy , his shirt has cresses on it ; ends were flying outside.

And he did something i didn't expected. He hugged me tightly.  Resulting his front getting wet as i was Fully wet.

"Where were you? Do you know how worried i was ? I thought something happened to you?."

"I am sorry,i was with shivani and my phone died . So i couldn't reach you."

"You know you can't lie then why do you even try . "

He knows this much about me .

You weren't with her i have already called her '. He said following me .

"Oh . Then i went to her after you called "

"For god sake stop lying ". He said holding my hand and turned me making me colide to his chest.

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