Jungkook is cute.

"Hyung~" 5 years old Jungkook hugging Seokjin as he kiss his cheek. "Love you."

"Yeah." as Seokjin let him be.

In any case cute,

"Jin hyung, Jin hyung.. let's play." 10 years old Jungkook hugging Seokjin from behind.

"Yeah, after I finish reading this book." Seokjin said as he didn't bother to look away from his book.

Cute no matter what...

"Jin hyung, go right! Go right!" 13 years old Jungkook said while he playing console game with Seokjin.

"Ha?" Clueless Seokjin playing.

The extremely  Jungkook is...

Jungkook is...

I saw a magazine of 18 years old Jungkook laying there naked!?

Wait, wait wait ... This is just going to far! This kid, think more before choosing a job. He's almost naked on the front cover!!

"Thank you very much." the cashier said with smile.

After I walk out from the store, I reach for my phone to text him.

'Yah! I saw the new edition of Black Label magazine. Did you have to undress to that extent? is the agency forcing you to take on these jobs? If something happens contact me immediately. To begin with, why are they even featuring Sex?'

...... I can't, delete. This just makes me sound like a nagging old man. Jungkook's not a child anymore. It's my bad habit makes me too overprotective of Jungkook.

"That's it, I won't leave Jungkook's side."

Jungkook and I were so called neighbours, we are not related by blood, we were just complete stranger. We have been together ever since his parents passed away when he was still young. I am much older than Jungkook and see him as a cute younger brother. Jungkook used to come everyday to play at my place where I lived alone.

To me, Jungkook is as important as a family member whose existence is irreplaceable. Still, it hasn't been long since Jungkook entered middle school he started to behave more and more cold towards me... No, rather than cold he's more distant.

"Jungkook, you forgot your lunch." Seokjin said while he bring Jungkook's lunch box as he watched Jungkook wearing shoes.

"..... I don't need a lunch box anymore. Jin hyung must be bothersome, I can just buy food at the school cafeteria or a convenience store."  he said without looking Seokjin.

When I get out after taking bath...

"At least wear some proper clothes before you come out!!" Jungkook yell at me.

I was confused as hell, why now after such a long time... you often used to even come in to the bath together with me.

Up until recently we even shared a bed when we were going to sleep.

"Jungkook, what's wrong? Isn't it cold over there? Come here."  now he sleeping on the couch

"Ha!? How old do you think I am!!  I'm fine over here!" as he said and then he sneeze.

It's a normal behavior for kids in puberty to dislike their father. I'm shocked, it can't be helped, kids are in the middle of growing up after all. He's already 15 years old after all.

After turning 18, Jungkook, who was becoming more and more attractive. One day while walking in the city, he was scouted by an entertainment agency. After starting modeling he immediately became a big hit and got famous. Jungkook has recently started to live by himself and has almost stopped paying me visits.

I still call but he almost never replies back. He probably busy with work so I don't think I should be too persistent and bother him. I look at all his appearances on shows and magazines and send messages about my current status at every opportunity. I don't need a reply, I'll feel relieved as long as I see that he has read them.

I'm aware that I'm selfish. Originally, Jungkook is the only one I have in my life. That's why I feel lonely. Although, Jungkook is exposed to the media every day which makes me feel less lonely. Just watching him on the tv as fan is enough..

"Favorite food is cheese hamburger, surprising that it's such a childlike dish~
do you cook for yourself?"

"No I don't actually, when I'm low on time I either heat up frozen food or make some cup noodles..."

"What? I thought Jungkook-shi  would have made lots of food for women!"

"Well, I don't really have a girlfriend..."

"Then, say in this case you want a girlfriend, what should she be like?"

"Good at cooking, have a love of cleanliness and be firm yet generous person."

Cheese hamburger, I used to make it a lot before...

"Jin hyung, make a cheese-burg! A big one!"

Ahh, Jungkook back then was so cute. But frozen food and cup noodles, it's not proper food to eat... "It's been a while, guess I can make some food."

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"I wonder if he'll get angry if I enter his place without contacting first... but I wouldn't receive a reply anyway." I get inside his apartment. Jungkook gave me spare key when he started to live by himself in case of emergency, this is perhaps the first time I have used it. 

"There, it look delicious even if I have to say to myself." Making his favorite dish, Extra-Large Cheese-Burg.

"Including the salad I made, this meal has now plenty of nutrition."  I think Jungkook should be back soon. I contacted him just in case, what's left is to wait.

Thinking of, I didn't see any female shadow. "What would I have done if I had opened the door and found a woman inside."

Just as I imagined, Jungkook's  room is in a total disorder. I have to clean this mess. He should at least have one lover by now. That might change him a bit though... if that's the case, so lonely.

Well, however, he is at that age already so under his bed maybe he's hiding porn magazines and porn dvds. And as I expected I found boxes under it. Yes, I'm an old man overly interested in Jungkook's business below.

I opened that box and I found old pictures of us inside. This is.... unexpected.

Then I heard the door slam.

"What are you doing!!!" Jungkook said as soon as he get inside.

"Oh, Jungkook. Welcome home."

"No it's not welcome home! Why did you enter on your own...!"

"But I did contact you..."

"I didn't say it was okay! Unbelievable.."

"Yah, I'm your hyung! Beside I saw you on TV, it doesn't seem like you eat any decent food. It's been a while so I thought I could make some food. You already busy as it is, and you need to take in proper nutritions. I'll heat it up for you right now.."

"Mind your own business!!" Jungkook yell.

"...."

"That picture." he said.

"Sorry, I was just... nothing but nostalgic photo." I said as I look the picture of us when Jungkook were 5 years old kissing my cheek. "Even picture I don't have are here. You're extremely cute in this one, look. You all grown up now." I smile patting his head.

Jungkook blush when Seokjin patted his head, like treating him like a kid. "Cut it out...". I'm jolt when Jungkook raise his voice at me. "I'm neither Jin hyung 's kid nor younger brother! Go home...! Always treating me like a kid... Please stop with it. Don't get involved with me anymore!" He said with irritated in his voice as he push me outside.

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I'm laying down on my couch with annoyed watching the television. What else if the drama that I watch no else than that brat who get casted in the drama. Watching him do a kabedon to that girl.

"Look at me. When will you notice my feelings..."

Jungkook.... I have always been watching you, but still why didn't I notice sooner. Jungkook is no longer the kid I once knew, from Jungkook's point of view, I'm probably just a middle some stranger. I'm the only one who feels lonely...

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