||TAE POV||

I just can't forget her face. She had peachy red glow in her face which I found really cute but I can't forget those sparkling eyes due to tear drops. And those lips uttering ' please read the letter'.
I decided to read it after reaching to the dorm. After a while Namjoon hyung spoke,
"I really liked that two Bangladeshi girls. They were so cool."
Me-"Yeah I think that too"
Namjoon-"Why are you so quite. Did you perhaps like her?😏"
Me-"Hyung I met her today HOW can I have feelings for her it's just ..... nothing. Something doesn't feel right. She loves me like her life depends on it but I didn't know her. I didn't even know her existence. "
Namjoon-"Tae,that's how the world works. We are idols. We have fans out there supporting us but even though we love them we can't show our feelings in that way. If there is anything we could do about this we would surely have done it by now,but we are helpless in this matter."
Tae-"............."
JUNGKOOK-"Hyung don't get upset. Actually you never got this upset after any fan meeting but today you are being a lot upset. Don't be,everything would be fine."

Jin-"He'll get over this hangover. Maybe he liked her cause no offense she was beautiful and praiseworthy. Jungkook, just give him some alone time."

||TIME SKIP TO DORM||

Namjoon-"I really love this period of the day."
Jin-"Really , ARMYs really love us ,look how many foods,chocolates I got. And oh my God.......wow....they literally gave me instant kimchi noodles. Another one gave me a cooking book."
They all were opening the gifts given by ARMYs. All of them were gifted many beautiful and cute things from ARMYs. Their room was scattered with plushies, costly gifts, letters, they were reading the letters and having fun with themselves.

Jungkook was happy cause a lot of ARMYs gave him banana milk . But he,the international playboy was a crying mess while reading Y/S/N's letter as it was filled with a lot of emotions and love. Jin was patting his back while calming him.

Taehyung suddenly remembered that Y/N gave him a letter and he promised him that he would read that. As all of his gifts were being opened by him he saved the best one for the last. His head told him to read but his mind was denying as when he was touching the paper her beautiful crying face was floating in his mind. After the struggle between his head and mind his head won and he opened the letter with a heavy heart..........................

\\\Letter to Taehyung from Y/N\\\

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Dear Taehyung/Winter bear/Tae Tae/V/Good boy,

I don't know where to start and how to start but anyways I'm starting. It took me JUST ONE DAY to fall in love with you,cause your eyes were the PIED PIPER who guided me to your unknown but ecstatic forest. And now that I'm LOST in your forest,there is no way to SAVE ME. Whenever I was spending MY TIME you were always there like a SHADOW. Like every other fangirl out there, I think of you,I dream of you,keep your pictures under my pillow, dance for you,sing for you,try to be MISS RIGHT for you,want to be with you. But turns out, my dream would never come to LIGHTS. The home I made with you in my dream is a HOUSE OF CARDS in reality. Knowing the pains of being a fangirl still I gave the BEST OF ME. I am a regular 21st CENTURY GIRL who knows that life isn't perfect but tries to MAKE IT RIGHT. But this girl has emotions too. Even though I KNOW that this IDOL is not going to be mine, I love him. You may think that this love is a FAKE LOVE cause she's in her WAR OF HORMONES, but KIM TAEHYUNG HEARTBEAT doesn't LIE. You are my FIRST LOVE and it's always special. I can't erase you cause you are in my BLOOD ,SWEAT AND TEARS.
Yes, you make me laugh, make me cry, give me pleasure, give me pain.
And I know that you'll keep me YOUNG FOREVER. And my DIMPLEs only ANSWER to you.
I'm that BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY that LOST it's way to find SPRING DAY cause it's WINGS got torn because of CRYSTAL SNOW. It's really painful but I'm gonna say, I NEED YOU. Please DON'T LEAVE ME. But I can't hold you. You are long gone. My dream was to meet you, to talk to you, to sing for you. It has fulfilled now so I've got NO MORE DREAM. I know you got a lot of love confessions but it is a token of love from me. It's your decision that you're gonna keep this scribbling to yourself or gonna burn it in FIRE. Those bags contain your birthday gifts which are obviously made by me but couldn't give those to you timely. It also contains my photo, I gave it to you for proving my existence who loves you like crazy. It's okay if you don't have same feelings for me like I do but how will you have same feelings for me cause we've never met before. And I'm also telling you I can and will love you for an eternity even though you'll never know. But it hurts. What can I do, you made it unbearable for me, you threw me in this TROUBLE. And I'm happy to be in this DANGER. Try to forget me in the wave of time but I'll never LET GO of you. I'll always love you. As a matter of being an ARMY, I'm advising you to find a beautiful, mature, polite life partner and to build your PARADISE with her. Late and early Happy Birthday cause I've missed and will miss your birthdays for sure. 사랑해요,আমি তোমাকে ভালবাসি (I love you). This is THE TRUTH UNTOLD............

yours lovingly and sincerely
Y/N

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Tae-"................."

Namjoon noticed Tae was whimpering and he also noticed that there was a letter in his hands. He took the letter and started reading it outloud. All the members were mesmerized by the letter and looked at Tae. While Jungkook started whimpering again after calming a little bit. While Namjoon was reading Tae stood up and went to the balcony as he couldn't took it anymore. In order to calm him down, he looked at the sky but it didn't help . He started crying again and this time loudly while shouting Y/N's name.

Suga came to Taehyung. He hugged him from back even though he is not very clingy. Tae faced him hugged him back because it was a hug what he needed the most.
Namjoon-" These things get really sensitive. But we are idols we can't show this feelings."
Jungkook-"But hyung we are people too, we have emotions too. There are lots of girls out there whom we're hurting like this ,not loving them back as they do."
Hoseok-"Jungkook we can't do anything. This is the way of the world."

Suga brought Tae in the room. Tae didn't utter a single word and went to his room. He needs some alone time.
Tae POV
In mind
( forgive me, Y/N, I can't be with you cause the world won't let us to be together. But I promise you that you'll always be in my heart and I'm gonna keep this letter and this beautiful portrait of yours to me forever. I'm really sorry. Please accept my apology....)

Then he drifted off to sleep....

Meanwhile
Y/N's hotel room and Y/N POV

I felt my life was complete after seeing him and meeting him. I took care of my sister as she was a crying mess. Then I fed her and sang her to sleep. Now it was time for me to cry. The last day of Seoul was today. I'm going back to USA tomorrow. So I decided to take a glance of the city, and listen to some songs. My story is simple like a regular girl who loves an idol but there nothing he or she could do about it but pitying herself. There is nothing special but the emotion behind it is painful. Loving a guy, who will never love you back. I stood at the balcony and thought this to myself. Then I played some music.

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I hummed, " I put the record on, wait till I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost "
While singing I felt like crying so I whimpered. Then I shouted at the sky," KIM TAEHYUNG SARANGHAEYO, AND I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU......"
It seems like the nature felt bad for me too cause the weather went bad and started winding . I felt my hair strands flying in the wind. The sad story of my life could have ended there but life goes on....................

THE END

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Hope you liked this story
This story line is completely mine.

Officially Signing Off

Edited*( 12.05.2021)

This book won first prize 🥇 in ONESHOTS/Short Story Category in Bultaoreune Awards

EDITED*( 02.07.2021)

This book won second prize 🥈in ONESHOTS/ SHORT STORY CATEGORY In Silver Rose Awards. 🌹