Deku's POV

(Also, quick side note. Since I didn't show y'all all of Kawahara's past, his reaction may be a bit different than the ones I showed you.)

'Ugh, how much time has passed?'

It wasn't that long before I gain back my consciousness. But the moment I did, the feeling of relief didn't hit me at all. It was more like I was scared, scared of what would happen right now. If all of those accidents happened to her back then, will those reach to me too?

'But there is no way that could happen to me. No way, it's- it's not possible!'

I got up from the floor, guess I hit my head pretty hard back there.

I then checked everywhere on my body. But there wasn't a single mark anywhere. Nor a bruise, stitch, or cut. I was left confused? Didn't she control me while I was unconscious?

But then, why am I still here? I should've been already- No. She can't let me go off like that? That was-

"ᗯᗴᒪᒪ, I ᘜᑌᗴՏՏ YOᑌ ᗯᗴᖇᗴ ᗰOᖇᗴ ᕼᗩᖇᗪᗴᖇ TO ᘜᗴT Tᕼᗩᑎ I TᕼOᑌᘜᕼT ᕼᗰᗰ?"

*Startled* "You're, you're still here!? But why? I should've been long gone, you let me choose so why didn't it work? Tell me!"

Oᕼ ᑕOᗰᗴ Oᑎ, ᑕᗩᑎ YOᑌ ᖇᗴᒪᗩ᙭ ᗩ ᒪITTᒪᗴ. YOᑌ ᗯᗴᖇᗴ ᗰOᖇᗴ ᗪIᖴᖴᗴᖇᗴᑎT Tᕼᗴᑎ I TᕼOᑌᘜᕼT YOᑌ ᗯOᑌᒪᗪ ᗷᗴ. ՏO I OᑎᒪY ᑕᕼᗩᑎᘜᗴᗪ YOᑌᖇ TᕼOᑌᘜᕼTS IᑎՏTᗴᗩᗪ!"

"ᗩՏ YOᑌ ᑕOᑌᒪᗪ Tᗴᒪᒪ, YOᑌ ᗩᖇᗴ OᑎᒪY ᕼᗩᒪᖴ-ᑕOᑎTᖇOᒪᗴᗪ ᗷY ᗰᗴ. OᑎᒪY ᑌՏIᑎᘜ YOᑌᖇ ᐯOIᑕᗴ ᗩᑎᗪ TᕼOᑌᘜᕼTՏ IՏ ᗯᕼᗩT I ᑕᗩᑎ ᗪO ᖇIᘜᒍT ᑎOᗯ."

"But what happened? I thought we agreed to-"

"ᒪᗴT'Տ ᒍᑌՏT ՏᗩY I ᑕOᑌᒪᗪᑎ'T ᗪO IT ՏO ᖴOᖇ ᑎOᗯ, ᒪᗴT ᑌՏ TᖇY TO ᖴIᑎᗪ Tᕼᗴ ᑭᗴᖇᖴᗴᑕT ᑕᕼᗩᑎᑕᗴ TO ᑕᕼᗩᑎᘜᗴ ᗩᒪᒪ Tᕼᗴ TᕼIᑎᘜՏ YOᑌ ᕼᗩᐯᗴ ᗪOᑎᗴ. ᗯOᑌᒪᗪᑎ'T YOᑌ ᗯᗩᑎT TᕼᗩT?"

"I mean, you aren't wrong. If I just wait for a little, just a little. I might have a chance! I might be able to fix everything! Ha, maybe it would be better this way don't you think?"

"ᕼᑌᕼ, ᖴIᑎᗩᒪᒪY ᗯᗴ'ᖇᗴ ᗩᘜᖇᗴᗴIᑎᘜ-"

*Knock Knock*

Huh? Who is that? I thought. *Whispers* "ᗯᗴ ᗯIᒪᒪ TᗩᒪK ᗩᗷOᑌT TᕼIՏ ᒪᗩTᗴᖇ, Kᗴᗴᑭ TᕼIՏ ᗩՏ Oᑌᖇ ՏᗴᑕᖇᗴT ᖴOᖇ ᑎOᗯ ᗪᗴᗩᒪ?" She said, or I did? I just nodded and was about to open the door until...

"Kawahara-san, what is this on my wrist?"

There was a black marking, almost like a pattern. But she said she only can control half of me so why is this here?

"ᑎO. Tᕼᗴᖇᗴ IՏ ᑎO ᗯᗩY, ᑎO ᗯᗩY. ᗪOᑎ'T Tᗴᒪᒪ ᗰᗴ TᕼᗩT'Տ-"

"Midoriya, are you in there?" I didn't have enough time for her answer, so I quickly opened the door. "Midoriya-"

*Opens the door*

"Hey, guys! Um, sorry for not responding sooner I was taking a nap, is there anything you neeᗪ?" I said. ᗯᕼᗩT ᗩᖇᗴ ᗪOINᘜ, ᒪᗴT ᗰᗴ- Not right now, listen to your advice!

(Quick note here, I'm going to change some things here since I'ma be editing this fic soon. So try to get used to this.)

I could tell Kirishima and Ashido were starting to get worried, but why? I wasn't so sure at that time, heck, I couldn't even be myself so what's even the point?

"Sorry to disturb you, we were just checking up on you since you didn't come downstairs with us. Is everything alright?" Ashido said to me, I nodded. "Yeah, there isn't anything wrong here. So, you may go now-"

*Stepped closer*

"Are you sure Midoriya-Kun? Sorry for worrying so much, but we just want to make sure you're okay?"

What is he doing? Since when did he become so worried about Me? Is what I thought at first, but then suddenly. Ashido just grabbed my left arm, "Midoriya, please tell me if you hadn't seen anything suspicious lately haven't you?"

"What are you talking about Ashido-san? You know I hadn't been out of my room ever since I came back." I responded. She seemed exhausted and tired when I got a closer look at her, I could tell she was weak at the moment. But why was that? If only I knew what was happening there, I could've done something.

"Um, I'm sorry. But I hadn't, you may go now." I said. She let go of my arm and nodded while I went back to my dorm.

I looked at my right wrist, the marking has an unusual pattern. I didn't know what it meant though, or why was it there in there in the first place?

"Kawahara, can you-"

...

*Coughs*

"You told me we wouldn't be noticed!" I said as I looked down at Midoriya, everyone has been on edge lately. But what else can I do? I agreed to do this anyway.

Wҽʅʅ, I ɠυҽʂʂ ʂԋҽ ɯαʂ ɱσɾҽ ιɳ ƈσɳƚɾσʅ ƚԋαɳ I ƚԋσυɠԋƚ?

*Sighs* "So, when we'll tell him it was me? Or should we still wait until it hits him as well?"

ђ๓๓, ɭєՇ'ร รєє เŦ ฬє ςคภ Ŧเภ๔ Շђє гเﻮђՇ Շเ๓є Շ๏ Շєɭɭ Շђє๓. เ รՇเɭɭ ςคภ'Շ ๔๏ คภץՇђเภﻮ ค๒๏ยՇ ђเร ๔єςเรเ๏ภร Շђ๏ยﻮђ..

"Decisions?" I questioned. Iϝ ყσυ ԋαԃɳ'ƚ ɳσƚιƈҽԃ, ԋҽ'ʂ ɠҽƚƚιɳɠ ƚσσ ԃҽҽρ ιɳƚσ ԋιʂ σɯɳ ɯσɳԃҽɾʅαɳԃ. Hιʂ ɱιɳԃʂҽƚ ԋαʂ ʂƚαɾƚҽԃ ƈԋαɳɠιɳɠ ɾҽƈҽɳƚʅყ ƚσσ.

He's, getting more out of control? I thought. I can't let this happen, he can't end up like the others... No, he can't. He's our only chance to break this cycle!

เŦ ฬє ςคภ'Շ Ŧเא ђเ๓ ร๏๏ภ, Շђєгє เร ɭเՇՇɭє Շ๏ ภ๏ ςђคภςє ๏Ŧ ๒гєคкเภﻮ ยร Ŧгєє. ๒ยՇ ץ๏ย кภ๏ฬ, Շђєгє เร ร๏๓єєɭรє ՇђคՇ เ ђคשє ภ๏Շเςє๔ ภ๏ฬค๔คץร? "What do you mean 'someone else?' You said he's our only chance of-"

เŦ ץ๏ย ฬคภՇ, ฬє ςคภ เภשєรՇเﻮคՇє Շђเร קєгร๏ภ เภรՇєค๔? รђє'ร ๏ภɭץ ๒єєภ гєςєภՇɭץ ς๏ภՇг๏ɭɭє๔ ๒ץ ภ๏ ๏Շђєг Շђคภ ครคภ๏ ђเ๓รєɭŦ!

"Asano? Asano Reiki? If, we see this girl and change her. Maybe that could work instead of-" It was only I had realized I was focusing on the things I want, but I can't leave Midoriya. Not after what happened that day.

๏ђ, ๔เ๔ เ ςђคภﻮє๔ ץ๏ยг ๓เภ๔? קєгђคקร Շђเร ς๏ยɭ๔ ฬ๏гк ץ๏ย кภ๏ฬ? 

"No, we're still on plan A. We'll focus on whoever this girl you're talking about later." I said. I then put Midoriya's body on the bed. 

Looking at him, it makes me wonder how he had so many ideas stuck in his head this whole time. As I was putting him down, I put my hand onto his head. But something clicked inside of me. I wasn't so sure what it was, but it was like a gut feeling telling me that'll regret this decision I made for him.  "Hey, Kanya. I think it's best for us to stay silent for now." I said. 

I could imagen him confused as to why I had changed my mind so suddenly. The reason why? Midoriya doesn't deserve to see this mess I had made, how many mistakes I have created, how much of my regrets are behind my shadow. 

"I'll make sure to fix this soon and let you know who am I as well. Just control yourself before you do anything stupid. You'll see me soon"

I changed something else than his memories...

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That's right, I'm still not dead yet! Also, I almost forgot about this fanfic until someone reminded me about my passion for writing in zoom class. SO for now, I'm going to keep things short, I may not upload that often especially since I now have class and homework stuff to do. 

So for the people who waited long enough for this to update, thank you for being patient I'll reveal one of the holders soon maybe in the next 2 chapters or so? So please stick around!

Wolfie out!

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