I never told anyone or my family about this, but I secretly have paranoia moments.

Like at some times I get so scared of what I'm thinking about I'll start to cry the more I'm thinking about it.

For like right now with this whole world making a complete change that could possibly lead to an end or hell for us. I couldn't ignore that thought so much I cried and actually prayed for something to happen that'll at least not make me afraid of this.

I'm scared for everyone's life around the world, it's sad to see lots of people dying each second, minute, hour, day, etc.

My paranoia might be getting pretty worse in progress thanks to this. Makes me wish I was born in a generation where I could feel safe and peaceful...