Disclaimer

Hi Guys,

I have never wrote any disclaimers till date. Won't write any hereafter hence appreciate if you could read it fully.

I strongly believe you will read what you wants to regardless the disclaimer.

However I wants to explain this going forward the story might have many twist in the plots.

Some may unacceptable in popular view, contents will be against social norms, popular believes and values

Character assassination was not my intention but you may feel that discomfort.Couldn't help with it because these characters needs to be depict this way to continue the storyline. You might even feel all are psycho

There will be mature content & violence please read on your own discreet.

As I constantly discussed with many of my readers and friends. I had grasp something that the story is so confusing in the middle.

To be frank I deliberately wrote those to sustain the confusion and keep the suspense. I feel I have did that part correctly.

And people who feel there is so much of negativity I just wanted the plot to be like that. To be honest I too don't know why. 😊

There are yet to reveal hence appreciate your patience.

Author strongly not endorsing any kind of chauvinism, man handling, violence, abuse, force, rape (physically, verbally, mentaly, signs), pre marital sex, extra marital affairs, verbal abusing, suicide, self harming, harming others, stalking, trafficking, religious customs, astrology stuffs and consumption of alcohol or any kind of alcoholic substance

I strongly recommend you all to read the narration part too for  better understanding about mindset, personality and beliefs of the characters.

This FF recommend for the people

*who love suspense and have patience.
* who don't judge & jump to conclusions in middle
* who believes love & suffering comes in all forms and very personal
* who believes humans are just humans 😉
* who are crazy KM fans

Not recommended for people who are

* light hearted
* conservative & extremely religious
* who believes in fairly tales.
* who hate psychos 😂 lol
* Jeewa and Dhanam fans 🙏

And this is my personal message to all please don't believe violence,mental torture or sacrifice as a sign of love.  If any of the chapters speaking about those which is purely for fictional purpose.

I know you people won't get influenced by my FF but just in case please don't believe those.

most of you have recommended me so many ideas but unfortunately I won't be able to incorporate all and satisfy all readers. Please forgive me for that. Thanks in advance for the understanding

Immense thanks for the people who still reading this FF and constantly supporting me. And sorry for the damage caused or will be cause. 

If anyone feel any discomfort please feel free to drop the FF or drop me a note so I can explain/ write in better ways,

Love you all.

PS : I am a very cool person will reply for you all. Even you can thupufy me 😉

🙏🙏🙏🙏 💜💜💜💜

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M : na itha nirutha romba muyarchi panan maama. Nijama na ithu ipadi amaiyum nu ethir parkala. Kumaresan maama pesunapa na appa kitta udane sonan intha kalyaname venamnu. Amma va thavira yarum purinjikala.

Ne unga kudumbatha meeri ena kalyanam panviyanu enaku therila. Nana ipa jeewa maama va udane venamnu sona aththai marupadi ena veruthuruvangalo nu payama irunthuchu. Udane enala ethume pana mudiyala. Athum un kooda pesama enaku thelivu ilama na enatha sola mudiyum?

Ne enaku mukkiyam ana un kudumbam unaku mukiyam enaku athu nala theriyum athala tha na imbutu porumaiya irunthan.

She feel really worried. The situation seems to be getting hard.

All these years her strategy worked well for her.  She had executed many plans successfully.

To sustain him in her life she had undergone immense pressure, sacrifices, blood and sweat.

The wind was blowing on her side when only two people in the story.

Him and Her.

Now the soup is get spoiled since there are so many cooks.

In the blink of a moment the table turned around.

She got captative in her own plot.
Someone else got in charge of your own story which turns you a mere spectacular

she feel powerless when things getting out of her control.

She closed her eyes and retaled how she felt she heard about the marriage news.

The swirl of unnamed emotions hits her hard on her stomach. Her oscillating mind couldn't determined what to do next.

Simply she didn't expect jeewa to jump out of the skin.After all these years in a middle of nowhere. Appears suddenly and gained access to her life.

She cannot be happy because the proposal was not with her love.

Meantime she cannot deny them rudely or create any trouble bcz the proposal came from his family.

She felt like a candle which burning from both side of wicks.

But out of all those complications she try to focus on the clouds with silver linings.

Though the commotion seems to be a entangled. She believed there will be some positive things might happen.

Her poor heart trusted him, her knight in shining armour will come and rescue her

A woman's Love

&

Her Hopes

Hand in hand isn't is a treacherous combination of all.

Kathir completely understood her point. He even pleased by her gesture.

K : ne panathu than sari di. Ne ethachum vambadiya pesi iruntha veetula innum kochitu irupanga. Unakum annanukum kalyanatha niruthi irupanga ana aparam namaku panni vaichurupangalanu santhegam than.

She looked at him with anxious eyes.

K : payapadatha na una kai vidamatan. Ne ena purijika arambathula irunthe enaku theva pattathu nama yarayum kastapaduthama seranumnu than.
Namakula iruka intha piriyam unga veetu manusarayo en veetu aalungalaiyo kastapaduthura mathiri aaga koodathu. Ellarum venum mulla.
Namalala intha kudumbam piriya koodathu. Ena solura?

M : enaku ne venum

K : na ketathuku ithu pathil ilaye. (He smiled) he knows her well she doesn't care about others view when its comes to " them".

Without say anything she hugged him tightly.

K : ena irunthalum na antha veetu paiyan. Na solum pothu avanga purijikira vaaipu athigam. Anga yarum mosamanavanga ila. Avangaluku therijatha vachu avanga sari thapunu oru mudivula irukanga.

Ne pesum pothu avangala kurai solra mathiri oru vimbam avangaluku thonalam anga yarukum un mela verupu vara koodathu mulla. Avanga yarum una thappa pesa kudathu. Enala atha pathutu iruka mudiyathu.
Ne vaazha pora veedu athu.

M : naama.

K : ama naama vaazha pora veedu.
(  he fondly caresses her hair)

Unaku vera mooku nuni la kovam varum. Erkanave na kudichutu ore azhaparaiya panni vachurukan. Ipa neeyum poi pesina sariya irukathu.
Ena nambu en kitta vitturu itha.

Neeya annana emathina mathiri pechu vara koodathu. Entha pazhi vanthalum athu ennoda mattum irukattum di.

M : una sona enayum solura mathiri than

K : Ne nimathiya iru intha payatha vittutu. Enaiya thavira vera yarum unaku thaali katta mudiyathu. Na venumna unaku sathiyam pani tharan.

M : athelam venam. Sathiyam pathiye pesatha. ( she promptly divert it)

K : hmm sari. Na parthukuran ne azhuthu polambi enayum payamuruthura mulla.

M : ne ean sola mata? En nilamaila irunthu paaru puriyum.

K : parthukalam ma. Namaku neram iruku. Annan kooda pesura varaiyachum porumaiya iru.
Kinathu thanniya vellam kondu poga mudiyathu.

He gave her a simple solution within his comprehension.

His believes and values are entirely difference.

Blood is thicker than water isn't it?

He cannot entirely ditched his family. He certainly won't do that.

They did so much for him. He knows mullai would completely disagree with him

But he knows the struggle they faced together.

The inside story of PS house.

The blood and sweat they invested on each other.

His elder brother who sacrifice many things, who worked day and night just to provide them better living.

His sister in law, who raised them like a mother. She is one of the pillar of that house who entirely holding everyone in place.

His mother who only living for the sake of her children.  Her entire world is her family. She knows nothing other than them.

His second brother with whom he has shared friendly bond. The days they spent playing giggling those happy days. Though they have disputes, he feel its normal among brothers.

His young brother whom he love dearly but never shown that publicly. The one who brought joy to the entire family.

His home, their shop.

Each and every little thing has their own bond with him.

How its to be possible to throw them all at once?

He has been raised that way, he values all bonds,for him family comes first. The unity among them is the strength of all.

There are times he too disappointed with them, fought with them and feel miserable.

Which not mean they are bad people, or he should forget the all good things they did to him.

that doesn't mean he hate them entirely.

or should cut off all the threads

After all they are his own blood, flush and bone.

He can ensure.

They will understand them

He innocently believes his brother won't let him down.

He too oscillating between his own clan and the girl who is sitting front of him. Who readily takes even bullet for him.

He doesn't want to lose her either, he cannot afford to live without her. Not even in his worst nightmare.

He is actually caught between the devil and the deep blue sea.

Her phone rings again. He extremely getting annoyed by this.

K : atha thooki veesa poran paru.

She gave it to him without checking.

M : neeye pesu. Yara irunthalum parvala.

K : annan ila di.  Number mattum than varuthu.

She checked and pause a little.

M : hmm ithuva. Maama neeye pesu

K : yaru di?

M : pesi therinjika. ( saying that she rest her forehead in his chest)

U : hello mulla na than..

K : hello yarunga?

U : neenga yaru?

K : neenga solunga yaru?

U : yar sir neenga mulla ilaya? Ava kitta kodunga.

K : ava ila yaruda ne en kitta pesu.

TBC.

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