Hi Guys, 😉

The thoughts and believes written in this chapter is solely author's own perspective. I am not recommending anyone to be/behave like " mullai" 🙏

Also I am facing some issues with my mobile hence updates might get delayed. Please bear with me.

Dhanam called jeewa again..

D : ena da ethana thadava edukurathu busy busy nu varuthu. Ava kidaichala?

J : kottura mazhainu parkama azhainjitu irukan phone panuna sariya solamatanguthu antha pulla

D : dei athukaga apadiye vida mudiyathe. Ne kovil pakam ellam nala thedi parthiya? Vara vazhila ethum ninnutu irukalo theriyale.

J : onu panunga anni nanum theduran. Intha kanna vanthuta avanayum anupunga konjam yarukachum sikuralanu parpom

D : dei avan inum varala. Intha Kathir a sari poi parka solalamanu yosicha avanu veetla ilama enga ponanu therila.

J : edhu Kathir veetla ilaya? Avan kadailayum ilaye.

D : kadaiku varalaya?

something strikes into his mind, he sensed something fishy.

J : hmm sari anni kovil nu thane sollitu pona. Na konjam poi parthutu varan. 

J mv : sikkama enga poida pora.

He called her again. Waiting for her to pick up the phone. Now he got some clue about her whereabouts.

" neengal thodarbukollum vaadikaiyaalar tharpothu veru oruvarudan thodarbilulaar" 😂

Frustrated jeewa trying again and again. No luck for him. After 5 minutes he called her back.

" neengal azhaikum illakam switched off seiyapattulathu"

J mv : unaku ena thimuru di. Ne anga poi ozhinjikitta enaku theriyathakum? Inaiku idhuku na oru mudivu katuran.

M : maama phonea kodu.

K : na off panitan.

M : kudu maama yarachum aparam veetla irunthu eduthalu theriyathu.

K : atha panadha.. unga doctor pesum pothu kurukka annan vera call panitu irunthuchu. Peru vanthuchu atha off pani vachutan.

M : athu onum en doctor ila. Ne ipadiye pesitu iru na poida poran

K : sari kochikatha. Unga doctor na unga kudumbathuku doctor nu sola vanthaen

M : ne enga varuvanu theriyum ini enaku udambu sari ilati na un kittaye varan podhuma? (She smiled and her voice turns to sweet)

K : ana na than doctor ilaye

M : ilati ena, enaku thevaiyana marunthu un kitta than iruku 😉  (she winked)

With that she passionately starts to kiss him.

She wonders within this short span of time. Yesterday night till now, how many emotions they have encountered

Unconditional love to Unruly lust.

Passionate affection to powerful hate.

Sea of hope to sky of apprehension

Utmost patience to urge of restive.

saccharine kisses to saline tears.

Flaming desire to frozing timidity

Breeze of solace to gale of soreness

Gratitude mind to grave musing

Wave of ecstasy to whirl of agony.

This man..

This single man.

The most imperfect human she ever known yet contrarly the sole purpose of her existence too.

"Love" the strangest of all. ❤

M : maama

K : hmm

M : na un kitta onu kepan seiviya?

K : hmm, ne ketu ilanu solvana?

M : piragu pechu mara koodathu.

K : hmm.

M : ne nambanum.

K : yara? Unaya?

M : ila unna.

K : ennaya?

M : ama maama enavum ini nadakalam. Nama ellathukum thayara than irukom. Ana enaku manasu uruthalave iruku. Ethu nadanthalum ena analum ne una nambanum.

K : ena pathi than enaku theriyume. Aparam ena?

M : athu apadi ila maama. Una pathi unaku theriyarathu vera ana ne una mathikiratho, namburatho vera.
Ne inime romba theliva uruthiya sila visiyangala irukanum maama.

K : enatha solura... ipa ne ena nambalanu na solalaye.

M : na una namburan. Ne ena vitura matanu atha neeyum nambanum. Na una yarukagavum ethukagavum vittukoduka porathum ila. Athu ne epadi irunthalum athayum ne nambanum.

K : inga paaru mulla na una namburan. Ne ean ipadi yosikiranu therila. Ana ena analum na una nambuvan mulla. Itha ne nambi than aganum.

M : yar pechayum ketkatha maama intha visiyathula mattum. Thayavu senji un manasa mattum nambu.

K : puriyuthu ana enaku onu inum puriyala.  Ne thapa eduthukala matana nan ketkava. Unmaiya solanum ethuva irunthalum

M : na eniku manasarinji un kitta poi soli irukan?

She was crystal clear in her beliefs. The words she depicts to him was carefully thought with so much of concern. she recon this is correct time to speak about this. though she couldn't articlulate all bluntly.  She managed to impose the basic of it.

She knows she has to be so vigilant with him, because he could get hurt quickly. A small inconvenience could make his ego to get wound. She knows him inside out.

He has two dimension, the Kathir others knows is entirely different from mullai's Kathir.

Kathir is someone rough, reckless, hardworking, illiterate and ignorant  person in others perspective.

but for her

he is still rough as stone, but also benevolence in heart.

Still reckless but also sagacious enough to confront anything.

Still hardworking but also passionate about what he is doing

Still illiterate but also inventive enough

Still ignorant but also compassionate about them.

She knows the reasons behind his characteristic.

she knows the child inside him craving for affection

she knows about his fears, vulnerabilities.

She is the only person has

Ever touched his naked soul.
Ever seen his unveiled mind.
Ever embrace his unarmed heart.

Laila can be seen only through Majnu's eyes so does Kathir. 💙

A man's courage is directly proportional to his confidence. Only a confident man can be unconfind. others will turn slave of their own mind.

She wants him to be free.
Free from his own notions. Free from all the hidden chain connected to him. Only a free man can let others be free.

She wants him to believes in him. A human, whom believe in himself only can believes others.

She wants to nurture his self-esteem, not for her but for him. Thus she decided to let him confront the issue.
She can easily let her parents to know about the affair. Or she can tell those directly to jeewa.

But what make things worse is Kathir's ego might get hurt.  One thing she always very keen about is she never wanted to be superior to him. or to show she is capable than him. Never wanted to make him feel uncomfortable about what he is lacking

She believes in equality. She never had any complex issues. There is no superior or power games in love, but yet it completely depend on the person whom you love. As mullai knows him well she always try to be gentle and humble with him.

Purposely being powerless to make him powerful. Let him be the superior, let him be the powerful. Let him explore what he is capable of, If that could save your love what else matter?

Love isn't it strongest among all ? 😊

Kathir is feeling edgy. He wants to clarify this. But will it lead to any other misunderstanding? He doesn't wants to hurt her.

He is truly ashamed of the blunder he has made. How many time she had forgiven him? Believing he would change. But again he made mistakes over mistakes.

Now by asking this, what she may asked the same question to him? He doesn't wants to lie. She deserve to know the truth. but there are high chances to things could go wrong.

What if he never asked that ever? Won't it be a " thorn" Even a small thorn causes festering. Hence he decided to spite it out.

Whatever may come let face it.

K : ne thapa edduthuka koodathu.

M : hmm

K : aniku ne antha " love you" message annan phone ku theriyama anupitiya?

She was expecting this question since then..she has many to ask to, there was bit hesitant from her to initiate this particular topic she too this may lead to potential unpleasant consequent. Since he has initiate it the the cat out of the bag

M : theriji than anupunan

K : therinja?? 🙄🙄🙄

TBC

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Kathir mullai captures
Nirmal raj
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