Hi guys,

I am extremely sorry. I couldn't update anything for about a week, caught up with an unfortunate family situation, couldn't even inform you all except two, my sincere apologies for keeping you in wait. 😔

Lets continue the next part (if anyone still willing to read it) , as I mentioned earlier this too will be short, since its only content the narration.

Lets move to kathir

Him

He left the place in husten

But never intend to.

He does hurt her.

Though doesn't wanted to.

The brawl

The commotion

The pain

The damage

Those were not his purpose.

Her tears is the least he wants to see.

yet he has become the sole reason behind it.

He hates it.

He hates him.

He hates him for being the cause of it.

He hates him for being a insecurity brat.

He hates him for every single decision he had ever made.

He hates him for betrayed her.

He hates him for raise voice against her.

He hates him for being cruel to his love.

He hates himself for slapped her.

He had slapped her

Her

His love.

His only love.

The slap

That slap.

That slap on her

That slap on her cheek

The naked truth slapped in his face like a rock

He was struggling to breath

The floor is slipping under his feet.

He standing on an empty ground, the view is extending.

The site is vast and spacious

The path is everywhere wherever your feet moves

Still he is tussle to entrenched his roots.

where will he root it? When the place is not yours?

Where will he ensconce? When you stand in a wrong site?

Where to embedded? When the terrain is not what you seek?

His roots are searching for its territory

Where he could establish

Where he could expand

Where he could foster

Where he could nourish.

Where is she?

Where is his earth?

His love

His sun

His home

She 🧡

The one and only

The only one. 💗

The one supposed to be beside him

She is missing, nowhere to find.

Where does she gone? His chaotic mind couldn't progress anything.

He was struggling to recall the chain of events as his addled vision playing tricks.

A moment before he was in her embrace, who dragged him here?

Why does she leave? Didn't she know he would search for her?

Kathir was dwelling in self pity, murmurs her name, frantically searching for her.

His heart looking for its majesty.

He starts to long for her feathery lips.

Yearn for her slithery touchs

Crave for her motherly clasp

He called outloud her name. there is no response. His voice echoes back which feels terrifying sound of all

He was indignant by her actions, why she had to left him in the middle of the ground?

This is not certainly time for hide and seek.

" Enga di pona naa theduvanu theriyatha" he weeping in the rain.

He is uncertain what had really happened, his beguiled mind didn't allowing him to think straight, he knows mullai will not leave him at any cost. Then what has came between them?

Where is his princess? 🧐

Is it some genie? Who snatched her from him, keep captive in his far flung castle

Is it some supernatural being? Who made her vanished?

Is it a ghost?
Is it a human?

Who made her invisible to his eyes?

Little he was aware is the beast was within him, he unleashed it. The genie, ghost, sinister all resides inside him.

He couldn't see the big picture as he is slowly loosing his power.

He is still try to  rise his ray to reach his mullai poo. Yet failed miserably

To find something, you have to search it where you lost it.

Whether its inside or out.

Whether its love or hate.

He is barking up the wrong tree.

Everything seems to be aggressive towards him, the earth, the sky the sun the entire nature being bellicose

He was irresistibly impulse to reach her, the only safe place he could recall in the entire universe. She could vanished this perturbation and anxiety in a blink.

As time passed a little his agitation gets accelerated, he is in a state of a lost child, who try to rejoin a muddle picture. He knows inorder to get back with her. He has to fill those blanks, those links.

The urge made him to revise the chain of occarence

He remember the cuddle and kisses, which even curved his lips slightly

The heated argument, those blaring and blazing words of them.

He regrets it, he didn't mean any of that, she didn't mean any of that, neither of them didn't wants to harm each other,but love does.

Love is nourish

Love is cherish

Love is hope

But

Love hurts 😭

The facet of love are unpredictable, the flame which give warm vehemence to your heart, is the same flame flare to burn it.

Love decides up to play the part accordingly, we just has to spectacul it's sorcery.

There is no otherway. 😔

He knows, that she was right in most of the time as today, but his ego his self respect didn't allowed him to confess it. instead he profess ignorance.

Deep down he wishes he could have be more polite, he was polite to an extend. What made him to released his demon was her refusel.

He was felt so feeble and pale when she shout and sway away his hand, not being able to embrace her, not being able to touch her, the entire drama made his whole being more downcast.

The insecurity, inconsistency, melancholy surround him , the ages of supression, self pity, ineffectual efforts everything turns into that slap.

Though it cannot justify with any of it.

His heart screeching in pain when thinking about that slap. The sharp pain similar to crunching under a machine like a sugarcane, He winches. His heart is filled with shame and remorse where his eyes are convert it to tears. Even the rain which make everything pure, fails to wash it away

his tears

his pain

his agony. 

But tears won't heal scars, you may cry and create an ocean yet your sins won't get away, instead will sink on the top of it

He remember this is not the first time he has being a cold blooded brute, who feast on its prey. There is umpteen times he had committed the same sin repeatedly, and ample time he had repent for it. But nothing has ever changed.

Him being the same theriomorphic struggling to conceal his inferiority by showing his superiority.

She is being the same seraphic creature. remission him for his brutality, embrace him under her celestial wings.

They both being like birds of a feather flock together. 

But will she dispens his sins this time?
Or will he be a lone bird without a sky

All of a sudden it has strike his mind, what a henius crime he had committed, its cruel to slap your love but it's even barbaric to leave her behind.

Slapping her itself unacceptable, but to add insult to injury he had abondoned her in a spooky place.

He is standing still on dismey, did he actually perpetrate it against on her?

He noticed the surrounding he has come little far, the ferociousness make him gone blind, how far and fast he had drove?

She will be all alone, might be in fright, terrified by his brutality. May be she bided her time for his return, or may be not.

Oh his mullai..

His mullai poo.

His love

He wants to her back

He wants to get back to her

He wants to assure that he won't leave again.

He is grieving to amend his blunder

ought to give her sunshine back.

desire to provide her warmth

He drove back the fastest he could.
without minding the impediment caused by squalling rainfalls, blaring thunder stromes, a raging tempest.

Love 💛

Love conquers all barriers.

Love could surpress explosive flumination

Love could conceal booming thunder

Love could combat flounce whirlwind

Love is the supreme where nature surrender

Love is the extreme where god exists

Love knows the way

Love shows the path.

Love is the path. 💜

Entrust it with your heart

Embrace it with your whole

It will enlighten your within

Love isn't it the light of life 🙇

He sprints to the place in rush, with shivering heart and frail body but gleaming eyes with lots of hope.

There he reached the place, the gap is getting increasing.

Only the few steps to get back to her.

He managed to dragged himself to the place.

The gloomy place where he left her

The shady field where he abonded her.

The place she supposed to stay

The place she supposed to wait.

Ah there she is. Finally he found her.

With tears screening in his eyes, he starts to call her name. Starts to confess.

Mulla... Na vanthu.... Enna manichuru di.. theriyama paniten.... Mullllaa

He touches her, she has vanished.

Kathir got panicked and begin to search for her in every possible corner.

But she disappeared

Like an ice melting in the heat

scent vaporize into air

mist dissolve in the sky

A drop commingle into ocean

mirage in the desert

The notion makes him start to shuddered, his heart got splintered into thousand pieces, the thought of losing her quakes his entire life.

He screamed along with the thunderbolt.

"Muullllllllaaaa"

TBC