Three days passed without much ups and downs.

Now a days mullai doesn't visit ps shop or their home much. She rarely comes and won't stay or say much.
Especially after kathir asked about the letter. She deliberately avoiding seeing him much. Of course kathir bothering about it. He wants to see her, he wants to get that letter back.
Though he knows exactly about the content. He merely wants to hold that one more time. 😍

While he has returning from a delivery. Kathir saw her. He bloomed. The feel of seeing her face after a couple of days made him realized how much he had missed her. Her presence.

Both of the girls sitting at the same place, Where Kathir saw them once.

It is near the temple pond. They both seems to be happy with smiling eyes.

Friend - ena di romba santhosama iruka? Eanu sola matiya?

BCS - ila di. Apadi onum ila. Ena ponnu parthutu ponavaga pidichutunu solitanga. Amma ketanga. Muthala yosichalum nan sarinu solitan. Avanga veetla rendu nala pesa marupadi varuvanga. (She stated all this with smiling face)

Friend - congratulations di. Apa seekiram kalyanamnu solu.

She nodded.

Kathir couldn't believe his eyes, ears his entire being.

What has he just heard?

Did he heard it correct?

Did his vision working properly?

Is she smiling?

Isn't she love him?

He is completely shuttered, couldn't feel the earth under his feet. Experiencing the biggest trauma of his life. ( he completely not aware whats life holding for him 😱😱😱)

He miserably dragged himself from there. Couldn't muster enough courage to stay there anymore. The pain of rejection has shaken him completely, once again. He has experiencing the whole agony, once again.

(As usual he has not listen the entire story)

After a while. Her friend hesitantly thrown the question

F : hey onu keta thapa eduthutupiya.

BSC - ena ketka poranu theriyum. (She broke down and crying inconsolablly)
nan ena panattum.?
Ena ithukum mela enadi pana solura?
Nan kadai, bus stand, road nu avan pinnadi thiriyalaya? Neeyum thane di vantha. ( she angrily continues)

Avanuku ena pidikaladi, kathir ku ena pidikala,pidichuruntha oru tharamachum soli irupanla... chuma parthu siricha pothuma? Ivan manasula enathunu theriyama nan epadi poi enga veetla soluvan ?
Avangalum ethana naal parpanga? Athu ithunu soli soli kaalatha kadathitan. Ipa veetla kalyanam pananumnu romba adam pidikiranga.
Ithuku mela enala mudiyala.

Friend - nan vena avan kitta pesatuma di.

BSC  - thevala enatha pesa avanuku ethum theriyathunu ninaikuriya? Nan venamnu than avan ethum muyarchi panala, ena venamnu irukavan enakum venam. Maraka mudiyathu di. Sagara varai marakavum matan... she gave a all pathetic smile,With that she determinedly got up and walked from that place . 😭

Kathir was too disturbed he couldn't handle anything at shop.. he has just heard the love of his life saying that she gonna get married soon. He has no way to stop it.

Wait didn't he have any other way to stop it? 🤔🤔

The selfpitty taking him down.

Kathir to himself - avaluku nejamave namala istam ilaya? Apa anga nindathu, sirichathu ellam enakaga ilaya? Ena orediya maranthutiya? Ila ne ena epayume virumbalaya? Unaku ean di ena pidikala? Ne thane pinadi vantha ipa pidikalanu solura? Ava enga vantha nama than ninaichurupam (with a sigh)

kathir was too confused now, his heart saying she loves him, but the reality doesn't shows the same.

Kathir : (with teary eyes, with lots of pain in his wounded heart) namala epadi kadhalipa nama padikala, azhaga ila, nala dress panikala.. thapa en mela vachutu avala epadi kurai sola mudiyum? Ana ena konjam kooda pidikamalaya avlo naala vantha?  💔

Kadavule nan ena pawam panan? Ean enaku ipadi thirupi thirupi panra? Ellarum ena pidikalanu poitanga.. nan aasai padura yarukum ena pidikala..

He was dwelling in pain.. it has opened some old wounds, which he was unable to healed all these years.. rejections are not new to him. He has experienced that already from the person he dearly loved...

He thought he had already passed that. That phase was done. And ready to start a new journey of his life. But god has been so cruel to him again.

Here the history repeating itself.

He again got rejected by the person he has loved.

Mullai.... mullai..( he is blabbering).. ithukellam ne than di karanam. Ne aniku aniku.. apadiii....solama....

he was unable to bear the pain. The raging anger..it has the capacity to burn him alive. He is firing inside

With all these melodrama, he constantly catching the face of mullai, her smile, her scent, her voice... he was unable to get rid of it.

Kathir - (annoyingly)  iva vera epayum vanthu namala disturb panura.. thurathinalum poga matangura. Ena vittu poi tholai di mullai. Po.... thitumbi ini varatha...

Kathir continues to think

Dei kathiru. Unala avala epadi thoratha mudiyumnu ninaikura?
Ava unoda mullai nu ne inum ninakurathala thane. Ivlo pirachinaiku nadulayum... inaiku ivlo nadanthuruku.. oruthi kalyanam panika poranu poi iruka.. analum ne inga ukanthu mullaiya theditu iruka. Inum ethana naalaiku ne una ematha pora?

Avala ne maraka mata kathir, marakavum mudiyathu..sethalum marakathu.

Kathir was haunted by the past memories..

Aniki ne apadi solama irunthuruka kodatha chellam. Atha nan ketkama irunthuruka koodatha?
Ana aparamum ava vanthale.nama thane avala.....

He was exasperated now... later..

Pothum ini nan inaiku nadanthatha ninaichu azha porathila.. athu mudinji ponathu..ipa ipadi yosicha ava.... athu.. athula entha arthanum irukara mathiri therila... 

He was so determined. He is not gonna bother about what has passed. He wants to save his love...

His love.

His true love...

Kathir's one single love..

His mullai.

He continues...

Mullai enaku ipa puriyuthu... ivlo nalla nan rendu pera yosichu evlo kulambinanu..

ipa puriyuthu athuva ithuva ean ipadinu evlo kulapam

enaku matha yara pathiyum kulapam ila ini.
Enaku vera yarum mukkiyam ila.

Nan ivlo naala muttala enaku mathavanga than mukiyam avanhala than nesikiranu ninaichutu irunthurukan.

Nan muttal....enoda ella thadumartathukum en kitta epavum vidai irunthuruku..ana nan atha parka maruthutu irunthurukan.

Mullai .

Mullai

Chellam.

Ne..

Ne..

Ne...

ne enaku venum di.

Ne enaku mattum than..

Vera evanukum koduka matan di....

Athu evana irunthalum.....

Enga annanave irunthalum kooda..

Una nan tholaika matan chellam.

Ne ennoda mullai.

Anniki.

Inaiku

Ennaikum.. 

Ne enaku mattum than...

With that clarity. Kathir has thank god for saving him from a disaster. And made him clear what he wants in his life.

And whom he loved all time. 

From his entire life ❤

TBC