There was some time, I was ravenous  for love, I was enthralled by someone’s dream. With barely no lights I could see her every dark night, her whitish face, Her every single touch shivered me so long, I was groaning  & moaning  from inside when she left. 
 
I can remember the time, she was hovering around to kiss me.. Her first kiss on my cheek  aroused  me for a while.  It may be my assumption that I couldn’t  persuade her that  I never knew how to show up, cause I thought it was about to feel…
 
I had no one except my mom during the time when I first stumbled & pierced to the heart. I was anticipating  that  It might be a nightmare. A nightmare, where I was eagerly thinking of her but she was on the periphery never within reach.
 
Then suddenly one dream appeared on the horizon & implied a explicit direction to my life. This sailor  was  thinking of it’s time, he’ll never be disorientated anymore. Though I was conflicted with millions  of  questions crossed through but I enclosed  them with my heart collapsed . But those questions were ramming  between the wall of exhausted heart in a inexorable way.
 
I can remember, when she was crying, I implanted a kiss on her forehead & on the moist checks where tears poured down & died?  But how could I show her how much blood was  oozing through my heart? My world was getting isolated from the entire planet, I can’t forget those obnoxious  time. She was like million  miles away from a gazillion years ago.
 
#Shawon Eric