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Sana run hand down trail wedding dress. It was pastel pink colour lehnga chosen by her mother. She wasn't feeling it for some reasons as she looks at full length mirror of boutique. This fits perfectly like it's made for her. Blouse being sleeveless, sweetheart neckline and some of her stomach skin being visible. Perfect Genz bridal attire

Zain stood by corner. Stealing glance, he was asked to help her in shopping by his mother as Sidharth can't see her bridal dress before wedding. Zain knows it's attempted and plan of his mother to make him and her spend some time. Even his mother has now started taking sides of her, he mentally scoffed looking away. Btw she looks good, okay she looks gorgeous but he's never saying it out loud. If his brother hears by any chance. He will get another fancy petai by Prada belt

"Muma pink nahi phena mujhe I wanna wear red." She turns to express her wish

"It brings out your complex and you will look decent." Amaira spoke ranking her eyes over her wedding dress "Right zain."

"Yeah whatever." He rolls eyes like bitch. Sana looks at him with her expressions still why he always act like this? Amaira also rolled eyes at boy and excused herself to check details with designer leaving both of them alone. After debating for while with herself, Sana finally spoke

"Apko mein pasnad nahi kya?"

"How it matters?" He folded his arms so yes

"Mujhe nahi pata ap esa kyun behave krte ho mere sath if I have done something to you in past I'm really sorry about it." She apologised. He glance at her and noticed water filling in her brown eyes slowly "Mujhe kuch yaad nahi I might have hurt you or anyone I am trying to remember." She was on wage of crying fuck fuck cuss left Zain's mouth as he glanced at armaan. This mf will tell sidharth everything

"Achaa rona band karo!" Zain went closer her while taking out napkin from his pocket and gives her. She takes it

"So you have forgiven me?"

"Y-yeah yeah! Kab ka stop crying bas." He awkwardly spoke looking at armaan and giving him thumbs up. She follows his gaze what's he doing? "So you really don't remember anything?" Zain asked

"Nahi." She says in low voice. He looks in her eyes for seconds and nodded

"Fine, we can have new start." He forwarded his hand. She smiles shaking his hand. There no point in holding grudges if she actually doesn't remember anything from her past. This is gonna be like her second life but he's gonna keep eye on her. He doesn't wanna be careless again

"Get red dress." He smirked

"Lekin muma."

"Your muma can chose pink for her second marriage. It's your now so you will chose what you want to wear." He said smugly

"Second marriage?" She asked yes soon when her current husband will be under 7 feet

"Nothing, wo wala dekho it looks so fucking pretty. You will rock it." He pointed at maroon wedding dress displayed, she turns to look at where he's pointing and her eyes shine up that's now work of art. He pulled walking staff by arm and asked to get dress for trail

"It's booked by someone else sir." Staff told him politely. Sana's lips curved in sad pout

"I really don't care if it's booked or sold. If my bhabhi likes it, she's gonna get it so jao and bring it to us quickly." He said smiling but has threatening look in eyes as he looks at staff member who was kinda taken aback. He's also cool Sana thought while looking at him

"O-okay sir."

"Thank you!" She smiled at him

"No problem." He cooed out

Amaira came back to see her daughter dressed in maroon traditional lehnga. She kept hands on her hips with sigh, she looks pretty though like those brides from period times. It suits her way more than pink one, especially this colour makes her skin brighten up and slow. Her smile reaching her eyes as she twirl around and Zain clapped with admiration in his eyes hain isko kya hua? Wasn't he making faces just minutes before

"Sir if you could wait we will make you way more beautiful piece than this." Manager spoke hesitantly. He has idea about chaudhary family background

"If you can make it in 3 days."

"We will make other customers another then." He smiled nervously

They were now done with wedding dress shopping. It will take place in Lahore, since it's their home city. All of them were already here, living in chaudhary's mansion. Hotels were booked for some foreign guest, they were skipping other functions because of her. She must get stress and it may effect her brain in some way. Sidharth doesn't wanna pressure her

Sana was sitting in car looking outside window. She looks around with frown when did she get here? Zain who was sitting in passenger seat looks at her through front mirror with concern after noticing her expressions

"Theek hai ap?" He questioned

"H-Haan." She nodded passing him smile. Amaira hold her hand and gently squeeze it. One way of asking if she's alright. She looks at her mother and nodded

They reached residence which was full of chaos. Everyone was walking here and there with flowers, clothes, other things. Shaadi wala ghar Sana walks inside towards her room while looking down as she was in some thoughts when tug on her dupatta made from behind her gasp. She lifts her eyes ready to lash out at anyone who did this but her words died in her throat when eyes met his playful one

"Salam bhi nahi kar rahi ab toh tum. Bigard gayi ho lagta hai sudharu?." He again tugs on her dupatta to pull her closer. She collide against him hard chest. Her hands over his chest, she blushed blinking her eyes

"Dekha nahi apko."

"Bari baat hai hume yahan tumhare siwa koi dekhta nahi aur tumhe hum h nahi dekh rahe. Galat baat hai." He shakes his head. Those words directly gives her butterflies

"Apko koi kaam hai mujhse." She asked trying to get away as he's making her nervous. He smiled as it remind him something ap kaam wali hai?

"Kyun baat nahi kar sakta bina kisi kaam ke?" He wrapped arms around her waist. Locking her in his grip

She open her mouth to say something and closed it back that draw his attention on her lips and suddenly he had urge to kiss her. He really want to kiss living soul out of her at moment because she looks so much like Shehnaaz while dressed in shalwar kameez and that cute expressions. He pushed in sadness which he suffers from whenever he recalls about her memory loss. Looking into her eyes he was lost and he leans to place kiss on her cheek. His beard tickles her as his mouth lower to kiss down her jawline. She breaths holding his shoulders tightly

"Yeh kya horaha hai yahan?!" Sana was fast to throw him away from after hearing stern voice of her mother in law. Oh shit, Sidharth looks at his mother with you know what look as she get closer them. He was having such a great time but no someone has ruin it

"Shaadi hui hai jo abhi se yeh sab kar rahe tum dono?"

"In sab ke liye shaadi krni hoti hai? Means I was living life in reverse till now." Sidharth spoke sarcastically

"You were living life wrong. You need to get married first phir yeh sab hota hai." His mother said with hands on her hips

"Kya sab?" He smirked. She shakes her head in disappointment and hold hand of Sana to take her away from him

Next morning

Sana barefoot walks inside room with big windows those were closed. Its art studio of her mother in law and It's her favourite room in whole mansion because here she gets to paint. She has developed love for painting, she paints what she saw in her dreams it works like therapy. She sat in her on stool, the smell of paint filling the air as she dipped her brush into a vibrant blue hue. The afternoon light filtered through the window, casting a warm glow over her work-in-progress

What she painted was beach. She sees beach a lot in her dreams and often with few people in it which she can't remember. They are like faceless people

She moved to dip her pain brush in yellow colour when her mouth curved in frown where is it? She remember putting it in. Nevermind, she picks up tube of yellow paint and turn to squeeze it over colour board only to realise there already is yellow colour what? She drops tube and lifts her face to see painting is already finished when did she do that? She doesn't remember anything? What's happening. She stands up with trembling hands. These have been happening with her since few days, she keep forgetting minor things

Suddenly, a sharp, piercing pain shot through her head, causing her to drop her brush in shock. She clutched her temples, feeling as though her skull was being split in two. A few fragmented memories flashed through her mind - a hospital room, a beach house, a face she couldn't quite place

Her heart raced as she struggled to make sense of the sudden onslaught of images. She tried to focus on her painting, but the pain was too much to bear. She let out a primal scream, the sound echoing off the walls of room. Tears streamed down her face as she collapsed to the floor, the room spinning around her. The memories continued to bombard her, each one more confusing and terrifying than the last

And in that moment of sheer agony, she knew one thing for certain - whatever had happened to her in the past, it had left her broken and lost. And as the darkness closed in, She heard her name being called repeatedly and sounds slowly fading as she lost consciousness

Sidharth and her family waited outside hospital room, in corridors yet again. He doesn't like this feeling His heart throbbing and mind has gone numb. He rushed as soon as armaan called him. Heaviness on his chest started to burden him as he takes deep sigh, trying to calm his heart while pulling out cigarette and lighter from his pocket, keeping cigarette between his lips. He lighten it with lighter

"Akhir khuda ne tumhe bhi yahan per bebas la khada kiya."

He heard woman's voice that forced him to lift eyes from group to look at her. Taking drag of cigarette he looks at her, he doesn't have to pressure him brain much to know who she is. He killed her young son and she was there to witness whole scene with her own eyes. Sidharth stayed silent, he didn't utter a word as she smiled

"Seeing that expression on your face has made my day." She says with bright smile "Everyone will have to pay for their sins in this life. You will be no different."

"Leave from here right now." His mother spoke looking at lady with cold eyes. Lady give her glance before looking back at him who was already looking at her with emptiness in his eyes. Her words has touched him somewhere. They were starting to fill in his mind

"Karma will get you." Saying she leaves