You whisper something soft
Then you cover my eyes and kiss me
And when you take your hand away
You're not there
Or you're someone else
And I'm so tired of you not being there
Of the empty space
I can't believe I never got to love you when you loved me
That's an ugly truth
That will always be there
In the back of my mind
And as I try to replace you
With someone better
I can't
Because the you I imagine won't let me
I'm stuck in your imaginary arms
I want to break free
But at the same time
I don't
I want to stay
But I'm tired of giving my heart to someone who isn't there
It's not fucking fair
I'm trying to let go
I say I've let go
I will let go
But I can't let go
I'm so tired of being tired
Of watching from afar
And from up close
It's all the same to me
That's a lie
I feel every difference like a blade
I see everything to do with you
And I feel everything I see
My heart and my eyes are quite acquainted
I'm sick of it
And I can't stop
No matter how many times I say I will
I can't fully love anyone else
And I'm sick of it
I want my heart back
You keep it in an old box
With your records you don't listen to anymore
And someday
When I've found someone better
They'll want to put my heart in a shelf
And display it for everyone to see
So give it back
Damn you
Give it back
Please
I'm begging you
Let me go
Please
Let me go