I'm really questioning myself on what my sexuality is right now.

I've always thought that I'll possibly be just a hetero/straight person, but now I'm wondering since all this who other sexualization is popping up everywhere, I'm just wondering.

*takes deep breaths*

Am I a heterosexual or pansexual?

I know it's probably weird about this but I'm not sure which one I'm truly am.

I have been thinking about it like am I attracted to the opposite sex or almost e everyone including the same sex, a trans or any other gender/sex out there.

I'm really confused now and it really scares me since I don't know how my family feels about sexuality. I know that I have a aunt who's gay or bi, I don't remember though. But I'm afraid that if I become a different person and start having a relationship with the same sex or another type of gender they'll really be concerned about me and my fear is that they'll see and treat me differently.

I've heard many stories about those who came out who they really were and would get treated differently by those who they thought would trust and support them.

This bothers me so much and I don't know what to do! I guess I'll see who I really am later on. I wouldn't mind being pansexual since it doesn't matter to me who you are or what gender you are, if you have a good personality and make me feel very special then that's it, gender or sex doesn't really matter to me since love is love right?

If I start to see this side of me come out more then I guess I am what I thought I was.

Hetero or Pan, I'll just have to see.