April 13, 2018
I had a good day, I guess. It was hot outside so I wore a dress. My band teacher wasn't here and some of the Juniors went on a field trip to Dave and Busters so my band class was pretty chill. I still miss my ex best friend tho....everytime I see her, I just....I just want to go up to her and ask to be friends again.......but then again.....I kinda don't want to do that bc she hurt me.....and I'm not trying to get hurt again.....sighhh idk anymore....I wonder if she even misses me like I miss her....she probably doesn't.....she probably doesn't care about me anymore....that kinda hurts too....bc even tho she really hurt me, I still care about her....I probably shouldn't care, but.....I do....I still do....and I'm probably gonna care about her for a while....if anyone reads this...can you pm me....?? I feel like maybe if I talk to someone, it'll help...

~Neko