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"For your first task, you'll have to.....................get a teacher fired."

I shot my head up. IS HE SERIOUS!? THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL I'M DOING THAT! My eyes were wide and I was frozen in place.

"W-what? Are you s-serious? I-I can't-" I was cut off by a scoff. "Y/n. You know the rules. This is just the first order. It's just the beginning. If you deny, you know veeeeeeery well what's gonna happen"

'I can't do that! This is too extreme! But if I don't listen, I'll have to experience way worse consequences. What should I do...... Y/n it's either this for Namjoon...... or I face the consequences.' I was way in my thoughts thinking of what to do when I was brought back to reality.

"You have a few days. I'll be watching you to keep an eye on you. Oh and make sure that if you get caught, to not even think about mentioning me or you will see......." ( I just realised it rhymed. Sry back to the story😅)

With that, he left. I slowly watched him disappear and felt a few tears fall. 'Why is my life like this? What did I ever do to deserve this? If I get caught, I'll be expelled but if I don't do anything I and Namjoon will have to suffer. Isn't it better that only one of us suffers than the both us?' I thought and decided that it's better if I suffer than the both us.

I have ruined many lives and I didn't want to ruin more, especially the boys who did nothing but care for me. I don't deserve them. I shouldn't have to put them in trouble or in dangerous situations.

I sighed and went back to the cafeteria since they'll probably be waiting for me. I started heading there and soon arrived. I found them still sitting there but with a concerned expression. I slowly walked towards their table and sat back down.

"Hey, sorry it took long." I said trying to not sound suspicious since they already were very suspicious of me.

"Hey what took so long! It's almost time for class. Let's go!" Yoongi said sounding pissed and got up. Well I'm not surprised. One of the few things I've learned about Bangtan ever since I met them, was that Yoongi was a bit distant from me and apparently not very fond of me. And he's a very sleepy person.

I just apologized and we all headed to class.

After class~

After class ended I took my bag and started packing my bag. I was about to leave when I heard a yell.

"Hey Y/n wait for us!" It was Jimin, I stopped and realized I was leaving without saying anything to them

"Actually Jimin, how about you guys go home I want to go alone today." I said looking down while trying not to sound mean or like I'm avoiding them.

"What why? Come on we'll drop you if it's because you think you're troubling us the-"

"No it's not that, I-I just want to go alone because I want to go to the park. You guys should go, I'll go alone. Don't worry." I said cutting him off. I was feeling a bit bad. I didn't want to but I had a reason.

"Ok.... If that's what you want. I'll tell the others. Well then see you tomorrow." Jimin said with a sad smile and I just gave a small smile back.

"Thanks and see you two tomorrow" I waved to him and was about to leave when I heard someone call me.

"Y/n wait!" It was..... Taehyung? I turned around and looked at him with a confused look.

"Can I talk to you outside?" He asked with a slightly cold voice which made me a bit shocked and even more confused. I slowly nodded and followed him out. Jimin did look at us with a questionable look but, nevertheless, didn't say anything.

We arrived outside in front of the school gate where there was no one in sight since no one has left class yet. We stopped and I turned to look towards Taehyung but he didn't say anything. He looked at me like he was a bit concerned but he tried to keep a cold face. I raised an eyebrow, waiting for him to speak.

"Taehyung?" He probably realized that he was staring for too long because he quickly looked away and cleared his throat. "What did you want to talk to me about?" I asked.

"Y/n, is there something wrong that you're not telling us?" He finally spoke which made me get a bit nervous. Of course, there are a lot of things that I'm not telling them but all of them are hidden for a reason.

"What do you mean? Nothing is wrong" I said trying to sound as convincing as possible.
"Y/n don't lie to me. I know there's something you're hiding from us. Ever since the day after Jason came to your house, you've been acting really weird." He spoke a bit louder which made me flinch. He was starting to get angry and I could understand him. He was right. I have been acting different ever since that day because of the threat and the............note.

"T-Taehyung there really isn't anything wrong. I'm just........just out of place since that day." I said while looking away and rubbing my arm. I didn't have a choice but to lie. Wow I would have been rich by now if I would get money every time I lied.

"Y/n" he put his hands on my shoulders "please don't lie to me. I know something is bothering you but you're not telling me. You can tell me" he said with a soft tone and a soft smile which caught me off guard. I was frozen in place because of his gesture. He really is amazing. But I can't. I can't repeat the same mistakes again. I've done so much in the past that it makes me want to go back in time and reverse everything. I can't do this. I can't do to this him, to them.

I pushed his hands off my shoulders and spoke sternly "nothing is wrong even if there was, I would have told you by now." His smiled dropped he was about to speak but then students started coming towards the gate to leave.

"I should get going and you should too. See you tomorrow." I said and left. As soon as I exited the school and was no longer in Taehyung's vision, I started running with tears flowing out of my eyes. 'How can I continue doing this? I can't. I should just stay away from them! Then I won't have to do this to them! I should have never been friends with them!'

I continued running and after 5 minutes, I reached a nearby bench with no one around. I sat down on it, brought my legs up and hid my head in my arms. 'I should never have loved ones! I will always end up putting them in danger! I don't deserve happiness!' I continued crying.

The reason why I didn't want to go with them in the beginning, was because I needed fresh air and time to think but look how that ended. My life is really miserable.

It started getting dark so I decided to go home. I picked up my school bag and headed to my house. I kept my head down while walking and I also had red, puffy eyes from the crying.

As I was walking, I came a cross a convenience store and decided to get a chocolate bar to lighten my mood. I walked in which made the bell ring, I greeted the cashier which was a boy probably in his 20s. I started looking for the chocolates until I found them. I was looking for my favorite one.

(Something like this)

I picked one and was about to head to the cash register when I stumbled upon the noodle section. My stomach grumbled which made me realize I had not eaten anything this entire day. I sighed and went to get some ramen. I got one box and finally managed to get to the cash register with items I could afford.

"Will this be all?" The cashier asked and I just nodded. "Alright that'll be 1500 won" he said to which I sadly handed him while saying goodbye to the money. 'Ugh I should stop eating out from now or I'll actually go broke' I mentally sighed and just waited for him to put everything in a plastic bag.

As I was waiting, I looked around the store a bit until something caught the corner of my eye. It was a girl. She was walking past the store but something about her was familiar. She had her hood on her head so I couldn't see her face and also because it was dark. She suddenly stopped and turned a bit towards my direction but not fully so I still couldn't see her face properly. I squinted my eyes a bit to maybe try to recognize the person but then I saw a smirk appear on her face. Why is that smirk so fam-

"Mam here is your stuff" the boy said giving me the bag. I turned towards him to take the bag and quickly looked back outside the store but the girl was gone, just like that. I sighed and thanked the boy before leaving the store. 'Why was that person so familiar? And that smirk why did it remind me of- No it can't be! I shouldn't think about that.'

I shrugged it off and started heading home. As soon as I reached, I quickly made my bowl of ramen and ate it. After that, I went upstairs to take a shower and then changed into my PJ'S.

I laid on my bed and covered myself with the covers. But my mind was filled with thoughts. About the girl, Jason, BTS and.......... Taehyung. I sighed at the thought of how I lied to him. I felt a lone tear fall.

'I shouldn't do this to him. He doesn't deserve this. I don't deserve him.'

'If I don't listen to Jason, he'll ruin Namjoon's life. But what even was the threat?' I thought to myself
'it doesn't matter, what matters is that Namjoon doesn't end up in prison because me. And not only him but the rest of them could also'.

I kept thinking about this and didn't even realize when I fell asleep.

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𝑨𝑼𝑻𝑯𝑶𝑹'𝑺 𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑬

𝑯𝒆𝒚 𝒎𝒚 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔! 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓. 𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒗𝒐𝒕𝒆 👇. 𝑰𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒂 𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒇 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏.

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