its been a few days and yoongi hasnt done any rants under his mat anymore, everytime jimin would go to his house to read them he would only find dust.

jimin felt something really odd so one day he decided to attempt on knocking his door.

knock knock

no answer.

knock knock

still no answer

jimin started to worry, he then tried to turn the doorknob and it opened. jimin then did not hesitate to go inside. he looked around the house but there was no figure whatsoever.

he assumed yoongi was upstairs. jimin felt heavy, he carefully went upstairs.

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"i-i want to end it all," yoongi chokes out his words, his right hand holding a knife slowly cutting the other wrist, making the male whimper in pain

"im not worth anything, this world doesnt need me, m-my relatives wouldnt e-even c-care" be made another cut on his wrist, blood pouring out nonstop

cut deeper. end it all. hoseok would love to see you there.

dont cut it lightly, do it harder.

"s-sHUT UP!" yoongi cries harder, eyes blurry.

stop your crying. just cut deeper and everything will fade.

yoongi gripped the knife tighter and held it slightly higher,

dont hesitate. just do it. it wont hurt, you wont feel hurt anymore after you do it.

"y-you can do this, yoongi" yoongi shakingly held the knife and is about to aim his wrist,

he flinched hearing the door open, hitting the wall

"yoongi what are you doing?!" jimin gripped yoongi's hand and took the knife away from him,

"gIVE IT BACK!" yoongi yelled standing up with his feet, his blood streaming down his fingers

"NO YOONGI STOP!" jimin threw the knife outside the door, closed it, and guard the door with his body

"p-pLEASE, give it back" yoongi's voice softened, weakly grabbing jimin's shoulders, trying to move him but did not work

"yoongi, why are you doing this" jimin starts to cry watching the elders blood coming out of his wrists not stoping whatsoever

yoongi went silent and leaned on the wall as he slides down, crying ever so loud, his hand hurting so much after the multiple cuts he made.

he really did felt like committing suicide, he didnt expect someone stopping him, he had a mental breakdown. feelings mixed as he lets it all out with tears.

jimin grabbed yoongi and hugged him, crying as well at how clutch it was, how he would have lost yoongi if he didnt enter his house in the first place.

minutes went by after jimin voiced out, "why did you do it?"

"th- the voices told m- me i-if i d-died, all m-my sorrow w-would e-end" yoongi hiccuped,

jimin hugged yoongi tighter, his head leaning on yoongi's as yoongi continues crying,

jimin suddenly felt something sharp stab him on his back

"y-yoongi?"

"yes hobi?"

"why d-did you stab me?"