dear yoongi,

good news, i feel much better today. physically.

tae was relieved, but he still seemed bothered by something. he asked me if i wanted to go on a walk. we went some time after we both ate dinner, and since we were in the area, i suggested going to the same park where i watched the sky that one night.

we lay on the grass for a while. there was a small scattering of stars we could see, but again, not as much as in daegu.

tae noticed that as well.

we both got to talking about when we lived in daegu, he told me more about jungkook and his crush on the boy, and it was nice hearing him talk about it honestly...i really do hope the best for him. i hope he can be reunited with jungkook some day and the two can fall in love. tae deserves that.

as for me, of course when i start talking about daegu i start talking about you.

and it must have been the atmosphere. something about the late summer night, the aftermath of the fever that got me thinking and feeling the way that i did.

and i know it now. i understand, yoongi. because thanks to tae and these agonizing months of missing you like you were literally a piece of my heart i left behind, and you were, i realized now that i don't just miss my friend.

i love you.

i love you, yoongi.

so i would understand if you choose not to read my letters from here on out.

i'll continue to miss you every day, yoongi.

love,
jimin