dear yoongi,

there were a lot of things i didn't mention in my last letter. i kinda didn't think of it at the time, and i was overwhelmed just by sitting down to write a letter again after so long that i forgot some details.

important details, i guess you could say.

just a week ago, seonhae broke up with me. and i was shocked, yoongi. after all, she had been the one to ask my out in the first place, then for me to be her boyfriend...

she was kind about it, though. said that she didn't think i was in the proper state of mind to be in a relationship right now. i think i know what she was talking about, too, so i respected her decision. and we're still friends.

i still got upset though. i thought i had been doing something right. guess i screwed it up.

i hope you're not disappointed in me.

it's been tough. the nightmares are reoccurring. i'm taking sleeping pills now.

if i'm being honest, i don't think they're doing much. but i'm hoping that eventually i'll be able to trick myself into believing they work.

i just wish i could trick myself into believing this letter makes it to your hands.

i miss the touch of your hand, yoongi.

from,
jimin