"How long do you know Seokjin?"

"Almost seven months." Jungkook still gives an answer to the faithful question posed by the old man from earlier... even though he is confused as hell...

"When did you first get to know him?"

"Early February..."

"What year?" Ask Namjoon again.

"This year, of course." This old man is weird. Are he senile?

Namjoon took a deep breath. He stared at the young alpha's face in front of him. "I knew it."

"Why? What do you mean? What happened to Seokjin?" Jungkook asked repeatedly, worried.

"I guess, it maybe good to tell you the truth."

"What truth?"

"About Seokjin."

Jungkook nodded. "All right... then tell me."

"Nearly fifty years ago a cute baby was born. He was omega. The little boy was born safely by his mother, but soon his mother release her last breathed. Even so... the little boy was so loved by his father, the little boy was named Kim Seokjin. His father is Mr. Kim Myungsoo... they both live in Prohibition Villa with some of Mr. Myungsoo's employees. Although Mr. Myungsoo is rich but he is generous... he never shy away from donating to the poor."

"Wait! you mean, Prohibition Villa is Seokjin's house?" Jungkook's eyes widened when Namjoon nodded. "You mean... Seokjin was born 50 years ago?"

"Jungkook... there's a lot more you need to know about Seokjin."

"What are you saying? I do not understand!"

"I want to explain everything so that you are clearer. Listen to my words first." said Namjoon as if directing.

Jungkook just kept quiet and did nothing. So he took to nod and listen to the old man's story.

"They lived happily until that woman came. Mr. Myungsoo decided to marry Ms. So Hyun, a widow with two children. he did so because he did not want Seokjin to feel deficient in the absence of a mother's love without realizing that the woman would destroy the happy family.

Both So Hyun's children are boys, both as alpha. her eldest son is named Sandeul while the second is Jae Hwan known as Ken. Sandeul is a good person, he loves Seokjin as much as his own brother. But Ken... the devil in human guise, he is worse than the beast. After Seokjin reached the age of eight... Mr. Myungsoo died due to being involved in an accident.

Since then Seokjin alone... he was not treated as he should. He was the heir to Mr. Myungsoo's property but was treated badly more than a slave. He was told to do all the housework, even the slightest bit of pity was not in the woman's heart. Only Sandeul helped him when necessary..." Namjoon was silent for a moment. He stared at Jungkook's face who was diligent to hear from earlier.

"After that what happened?" Jungkook ask like he can't wait. Indeed, all the stories told by the old man do not make sense but... he also wants to know the end of the story. Just to see how creative the old man wants to tell the story.

Namjoon sighed again.

"Seokjin is a gentle man, polite, respectful of old people and... undeniably he is a beautiful young omega.  Many young people are lulled by his beauty... including me. But no one tried to approach him because they realized he was not on match with him and was afraid of Ms. So Hyun, the devil woman.

He not only managed to mesmerize the people... but even of his own stepbrother, Ken. Ken once tried to violate his honor but fortunately Sandeul was quick to stop. Throughout Seokjin's life he never knew the meaning of happiness. But he is a resilient man... he is convinced that behind what he is going through there is a ray of hope, a ray of happiness." Namjoon tries to gather strength to continue his story.

"Because Seokjin never resisted his stepmother's actions... he was treated worse, reviled, tortured... but he was so resilient. He hid everything... never even fought. For him, let the bitterness be borne by himself. Seokjin is a loving man, but he has never felt true love, sincere love." Namjoon did not expect... a man's eyes spilled, he seemed to feel the sadness and agony that colored of Seokjin's life.

Jungkook was stunned to see Namjoon's tears spilled. Is this a fiction... or a true story? If true... Seokjin... 50 years. Impossible.

"Until one day he met a young alpha who came from the city. The young alpha works as a teacher here. He is the young alpha who dares to reprimand and bring Seokjin to explore the realm of romance, he was still raw at that time... did not know the difference between true and false love. Unbeknownst to him, he was deceived.

Suddenly Gacheon Village is upset with the loss of Seokjin. The crowd all went out to search but the results were disappointing. Shortly afterwards, the young teacher and three of his friends were found dead, but their deaths were very strange. Their deaths are suspected of murder but no one does know the real killer. The matter simply disappeared... until five years later Gacheon village was shocked by the murder of a young man.

This young alpha is an outsider... and his death, is suspected to be due to the same killer... because the death of the young alpha is the same as the death of the teacher and his friends. Ten years later another murder occurred... and four year later another. All the victims were city dwellers and they died in the same condition. The village of Gacheon also started to get panicked when a girl was said she saw Seokjin presence... who disappeared for several years."

"What has Seokjin got to do with the deaths of that men?"

Namjoon just smiled. "The villagers think Seokjin was taken to the supernatural by something unseen... but I don't think that is true. He may have been gone... and the murder was a mystery related to his disappearance."

"Abeoji, I do not understand..."

"What did Seokjin say to you before?"

"What do you mean?"

"Seokjin is gone... it has been so long since he left this world."

"Abeoji, do not fool around!" Jungkook snapped.

"There is a victim who survived... when he was found he could not stay any longer anymore... the victim was a friend of the young teacher. Before his last breathed he said that Seokjin had done all this. Seokjin is dead... due to their greed. They raped him and killed him... He is dead!"

"No, impossible!" Jungkook could not accept the words that came out of that old lips.

"Seokjin was raped by that monster. In revenge he acted to deceive the city youths who came here so that no one would fall victim to them."

"b-but... but how... I..." Jungkook himself does not know what to say. Many questions came to his mind. He did not know which one should be questioned.

"I'm also weird, how did you survive... but I think I know why." Namjoon stared at Jungkook face.

"You mean?"

"Do you really love Seokjin?"

"Yes, I really love Seokjin with all my heart."

"I know why you are not his victim."

"Why?"

"You have given him something he has never felt before... true love."

"This is not a joke. I really love him... have I loved him all this time with..." Jungkook rubbed his face. Ghosts!

Namjoon got up from his chair, he approached Jungkook. The young alpha's shoulder was touched.

"Jungkook... please calm down. Believe in the power of god... think of this as a letter of destiny from him. Do not hold a grudge or resentment towards him. You have given him what he has been looking for... true love. Let that love continue to be in your soul because that is enough to make him happy. Do not extinguish that love."

"I..." At that moment he felt his cheeks warm. I lost Yoongi... and now you.

"No matter what happens, I will never forget him... and my love, I'll give to him." Seokjin I will miss you.

"But too bad no one knows where he is buried."

"I know!" You told me about your death, my love.

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"Let's go home, Jungkook..." Mr. Jeon gently rubbed his son's shoulder. The alpha was still diligent in front of the grave of his beloved human being.

"Appa and the others go home first... I'll be back in a moment." Jungkook is still motionless.

Mr. Jeon, Mrs. Jeon, Taehyung and Bogum just obeyed. They left Jungkook... who kept looking at the old picture of Seokjin in front of the grave.

Seokjin, how difficult it is for me to go through my life without you. But I will try... because you have given me something so valuable... patience and perseverance that have been your wall. Thank you, my love.

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Jungkook reached the white scarf.

"Why do you only like to wear a white scarf?"

"Because white is sacred color... and I want to be that pure."

"If I give you a scarf of a different color for you?"

"I will accept... because it is a gift from you."

"Aren't you going to retaliate?"

"What do you mean?"

"I want a white scarf that adorns your fragrance... as a substitute to get rid of my longing when we are away."

Seokjin smiled. "Here... cure your longing." Seokjin held out a white scarf around his neck.

Jungkook kissed the scarf... sweet-scent. The fragrance of your beauty.

My Dairy
I immortalize this epilogue of love in your heart. How warm love is... it lost anyway. But believe me, love for them is sincere from me... Yoongi, Seokjin... how much I love you guys. But destiny overcame everything and myself again. Is this epilogue of love over? Or... there is still a light in my heart! This jewel in heart...with  the lose of love, your passion burns the soul.