024 // Hurts too bad

Two Months went by, Jaden and London had a sort of built a friendship, It was a strange friendship to be honest, they didn't hang out during lunch, London was usually at Emmy's office and Jaden was hanging out with his friends. They talked more with Emmy and even sometimes after school.

But Jaden, he gotten worse. At home being constantly yelled at for doing the wrong thing and then everything become overwhelming. He stopped coming to every session they had, he stopped coming to school. Everything seemed off. London was confused and scared, scared for Jaden, he knew what type of person he was. He didn't show much of his emotions, London knew that something was wrong.

After school he decided to walk home, he had told his mother that he'll be home soon. But that wasn't the case. He was going to the park, he knew that Jaden had to be there, That's where they always found each other. London walked and he found him, sitting at the swing sets, smoking. barely moving back and forth in the swing. London walked over to him.

Jaden noticed him and stopped smoking for a moment and looked at the blue eyed boy in front of him. "What are you doing here." Jaden stated bluntly.

"I just wanted to know if you were okay." London replied honestly. 

"Yeah, I'm fine." Jaden replied, not even trying to make any eye contact with the other boy. London then grabbed the cigarette from his mouth and threw it onto the ground then stomped on it. He then cupped Jaden's face  with his hands staring into his dark hazel eyes.

"Don't lie to me." London stated, "I've used that same statement on my parents and councilor so many times. Even when I wasn't fine and I know you're not okay. So talk to me." London continued then taking his hands away from Jaden's face.

"I just-" Jaden stopped for a moment, London could see tears forming in the corners of his eyes but he refused to let them spill.

London wasn't expecting to be grabbed and hugged tightly, but that's what happened. Jaden's very silent sobs escaped his lips.

"I just want to fucking die."

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a/n: uhM.

I'm sorry.