009 // leave.

Jaden, wasn't having the best day today, he woke up got into an argument with his mother, she finally had enough, she told him to get out and not to come back, he was so angry, with himself and with everyone, as he was going into school he needed up bumping into a pretty short boy with the prettiest eye he had ever seen.

He was not one to apologize to others, he was never one to be the nicest to people but when he saw him, he was only paying attention to those eyes, they were so gorgeous to him and just let out an I'm sorry before disappearing. He wished that he had stayed, he wished that he had stopped himself and talked to him. To the mesmerizing beauty. He didn't know why he found a boy beautiful, it freaked him out.

But he soon blocked him of as soon as he got to class, he could hear his teacher talking from the outside of the door he was standing infront of. He sighed, closing his eyes.

"You need to stop this Jaden! you're hurting yourself!" His mother yelled, this was almost an occurring thing, they always fought.

"I'm fine Mom." he responded in a monotone voice, like he always did with these arguments.

"Jaden! No you're not okay, you know damn well that you're not! why are you doing this! I raised you better than this!" She yelled. Silence filling the air for a good moment, before Jaden replied.

"Why does it matter? it's not like you care." He replied, rolling his eyes.

"Jaden, coming from work seeing you laying there! motionless, on the bathroom floor, do you know how hard it is for me to even stay calm and try my hardest to help you. Jaden, I love you so much, I care about you're well being and you know it! I want you to be okay ." She screamed, tears streaming down her cheeks, her son was officially a drug addict, making her heartbreak, she didn't want this for him.

"I am okay." He replied, no he wasn't, he was hurting. Beyond anyone's understanding.

"Jaden- you know what leave, don't you come back! I've had this conversation way to many times with you! just pack your things after school and go!" She screamed rage taking over her.

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a/n: okay, I really was heartbroken by this chapter because, I relate to Jaden's feelings and I feel like that's why I made him.

But I got inspiration from Beautiful Now by Zedd ft. Jon Bellion

(bless Zedd, he's such a king)

but yeah, thanks for reading.