006 // sadness.

Do you ever feel completely alone?
like even with all the girlfriends,all the "friends" you have—you still forever feel so alone. So empty, like a forever broken record, unable to be fixed with that painful jabbing inside that makes you feel useless, disgusting , not worth anyone's time or attention.

That's how Jaden felt, all the time. It was something he hated feeling, disgusted by in fact.

Before everything, when he was younger, probably in elementary school, he was happier, he felt better about himself. He didn't do drugs, he didn't wake up in the middle of bathroom floors, he didnt throw up so bad that his whole body ached, he was happy and alive.

But even if physically he was alive but mentally dead.

He would rather have it the other way around, but sadly that's not how it worked.

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