I walked into the kitchen after watching Wooyoung and Taehyung flirt and giggled. I sighed and sat at the table. " What's wrong Kookie," Jin said handing me a bottle of water

" It's just...Taehyung and the new prince are getting close..." I said sighing and sipping the water. " Are you jealous Jungkook? " He said and I shook my head no

" No....of course I'm not jealous, there isn't anything for me to be jealous about..." I said quietly

" Jungkook, why do you care about them hanging out? " He said and I shrugged my shoulders. " I don't know...I just don't want them hanging out...I don't like it "

" Why don't you like it Kookie? " He said sitting at the table with me. " I don't know...I just don't, he laughs with him...He has never laughed with me like that before, he was blushing and Wooyoung was creasing his cheek, telling him how pretty he was...he-...." I said trying to continue but I couldn't. It was like something was stuck in the back of my throat. Heat raised in my throat as I tried to hold back a tear

" Oh Kookie, don't cry, " Jin said hugging me and wiped the tear running down my face that I didn't even know where running

" It's okay Kookie...It's okay to be hurt " He said hugging and I sniffed. " I don't know why it hurts so bad," I said mumbling and wiping my tears

" I can't see myself without him J-jin...I just can't...I can't sleep or concentrate without him.....I can't stand to see him with someone else...it just hurts me so bad Jin...I don't know how I feel or what to do " I said tearing up and he hugged me again and spatted my back softly

" Kookie, you need to accept your feelings, excepting them with make you feel better "

" A-accept what feelings? " I said confused

" Accept the fact that you love Taehyung, Jungkook," He said looking at me.

" Love? Like, I'm in love with h-him? " I said and he nodded. " Maybe...maybe you should tell him you love him, even if he doesn't feel the same way back, it will be good that you let it off of your shoulder, " He said and I nodded

" Maybe I should...Thank you" I said smiling and hugging him

I walked out of the kitchen and started to walk to Taehyung tool. His door was opened and I looked inside and saw Taehyung and Wooyoung kissing. My jaw dropped and my heart clenched in my chest

I quickly walked away and walked to my room, slamming the door shut. I tried to take deep breaths as tears were already falling from my face

What the hell? Are they a thing now? What if Taehyung moves into his palace, he...he can't leave me here, I need him here with me...I can't be here without him...I don't know how I could manage....I'm sorry Taehyung...I'm sorry for messing with you .....I wouldn't love me either if I were you..