"Here you are two jumbo burgers one with extra avocado, one orange soda, and one blueberry milkshake with extra blueberries." The waiter says putting the food down.

"Awesome I can order anything I want." I smile.

I grab the milkshake and start sipping like crazy. The menu is different from Heaven and Charlie said I can order whatever I wanted. I finally had my chance to order something different. Finally be different. I grab the burger and the fires and start stuffing my face. I can't tell you how starving I am. 

"So... Varian, what made you decide to come here now?" She asks. 

"Well mmmhmm I wantga changa." I say with a mouth half full. 

"Okay... uh could you say that again?" She ask. 

I swallow.

"I want to experience change." I say.

"Why?" She asks.

I let out a breath. I open my mouth.

"It's always the same." I start to sing.

I stand up. 

"Everything is already claimed." I shoot up into the air.

In my hands form a guitar. I start to play it. 

"We're all just sheep in the same herd!" I cry.

"Really?" Charlie asks.

"No one's a third! It's always the same! All I feel is shame! That I'm in the same fucking herd! And nothing every changes or has a shrine of fun!" I cry.

I start spinning around. 

"I just want to experience something new! I want something true!!" I fly down.

The guitar fades in my hands. Everyone looks at me. I blush a little.

"My bad. Sorry." I sit back down.