You couldn't  see me  cry

because I'm trying not to look crazy
 in front of neighbors, relatives,
 oh but unnecessary,I'm crazy for you
 but  you didn't  see me cry,
I put your body in the trunk of the car,
I  couldn't go  to jail  for you
and you could never see me cry.
I think of you in the morning,
I think of you in the evening,
but I  did well,  it had  to  be
because you couldn't cry,
I think of you when I pick up my shirt,
 I think of you when I sit in the car
in the morning but I didn't see you cry
and I think of you when I throw you
in the lake and how absurd it was that
we  bathed  here  yesterday,
but unfortunately you didn't see me crying
and I think of you that I almost kissed you,
 but I killed you because
you didn't see me crying.I killed you for you.