Taehyung Pov

Jeongguk couldn't let go me anymore. He used every second to explore my mouth with his tongue. My grip on Jeongguk's T-shirt increased a little and I tried to move my lips in sync with his, but Jeongguk had his own tempo and continued just demanding, so I was immediately dominated by him. "Ngh... Jeongguk...", I moaned and enjoyed that he demanded me in this moment. Even though he had actually stolen my first kiss, I liked it because I couldn't complain at all. Recently, Jeongguk got in my heart and my body reacted very strangely to him when he either touched me or spoke with his rough voice.

It's funny, after all I didn't even dare to look in his direction at the beginning of the school year and now I had a tongue kiss with him, which was not only extremely good, but also made my heart beat faster. As I slowly ran out of air, I wondered when Jeongguk would finally let go of me because I wanted to take a deep breath. Short after, he released himself grinning, while I tried to calm down my fast breath. I licked the excess saliva from my lips and looked embarrassed on the floor.

Oh Gosh... I just had a tongue kiss with Jeon Jeongguk, I thought, and quickly hid my face at his chest as he laughed a bit because of my reaction.

"I suppose you liked it", he commented, and with that he had hit the bull's eye...

✧*:.｡.

Yawning, I made my way to school when I left the little skyscraper where I lived with my family. Like every morning I listened to music and once again was deep lost in my thoughts. After yesterday's kiss with Jeongguk, my lip was a little bit swollen and it always tickled when I thought back. I couldn't really believe it, because at the beginning of the year I had believed all the rumors, but now I questioned them.

He was supposed to force girls to sleep with him, but yesterday it turned out that Jeongguk was actually gay. Sometimes I really wondered why people spread out such lies into the world when you didn't even know the truth.

When I arrived at school, I met my best friends Yoongi and Jimin, who were most likely talking about an anime or manga. "Good morning...", I greeted the two shyly as I went to them. I've been doing that a lot lately, as I was about to regain their trust. They didn't show openly that they were offended, but I knew exactly. For example, they hadn't told me anything about the status of their relationship and at WhatsApp we only exchanged the most necessary information. We used to write for hours with each other.

"Hey Taehyung", Yoongi and Jimin greeted me with a smile, walking together. Hopefully this was a good sign, because I wanted to get everything back to normal and have the friendship with the two we had before the stupid lie with the girlfriend. They still didn't know who I really spent the night with, but the thing with the girlfriend was fortunately finally over. I had to live with the consequences, but I tried to make everything up to them, gaining their trust.

"D-Do you want to night with me from Saturday to Sunday? No one's at home and I thought we could just spend some time together...", I asked when the three of us stood at Yoongi's locker so he could get his books out, nervously playing with my hands. Yoongi and Jimin exchanged a few looks before agreeing. Happily, I said that I was very happy about it and then separated from them to get to my class in time.

To be honest, I expected Yoongi and Jimin to refuse, so I was more than pleased that they have accepted.

I was thinking about, telling them the truth when they would stay with me. Maybe that would put us back together again, because the three of us used to tell each other all about the deepest secrets we had. I hoped they would understand why I had lied because I wanted to get rid of that burden on my heart. Someone, I wanted to tell why I had acted like this.

So Yoongi and Jimin would be the first to know what really happened the day after the party and who I had spent the night with.

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Author's note: 😏♥️
Something's gonna happen soon, my dreamers hrhr - and I have something to announce:
My birthday is on next Sunday (30.6) and I actually don't know if I'm able to update on this day, but I try to update as soon as possible after I've celebrated 💕

~ ggukstaee 🌺